Monday, December 15, 2008

Of Gramps

I think it's bout time I wrote bout my trip to my gramps before I embark on another journey. The trip to gramps was so darn tiring.. There are so many little cuzzins and their mum just ask us big cuzzin to take care of them.. Boy was it tiring.. So many little kiddies.. One of my uncle's children are damn stuborn and hot headed. The youngest son is barely starting kindergarten and he's already wacking me like no one's business.. Though it's not painful but a continuous hitting like that did leave some mark..One more thing, he aims at the cock.. =.=!!!

Well among the little kiddies i did have my fav cuzzin.. my youngest aunts son.. lolz.... Taking care of him is very tiring.. he runs around with so much energy and I have to carry him when he gets tired.. Then he runs again..well anyways here are some pictures.. One more thing, his sister has influenced him to act cute.. lolz.. so he always acts cute when you try to take a pic of him..

* him with his C pose on his face.. lolz *

* his sister.... also act cute.. haha*

* cousins just can't stop moving *

* there you go. younger aunts two child and the cuzzin who smack at mah cock =.= (at the most right) *

* random pic 1*

* random pic 2 *

* random pic 3*

* random pic 4*

* Random pic 5 *

well that's all there is.. ciox..

i'll post about the steamboat on the next entry..


Saturday, December 13, 2008

Another Tag.. =.=!!

Tag by ikky..
I'm so not in any mood to do it..
what the heck..
I'll do it anyways..


starting time: 1414 hours (+ 8 GMT)
name: Max
sisters: zzzz--heeee-rhooow
Brothers: one
shoe size: 10-11
height: 174 ++ (not sure)

where do you live: on earth? (malaysia)
Favorite drink: Depends on mah mood..
Favorite Breakfast: Dim Sum
Have you even been on a plane: Yeee-sss-shhh
Swam in the ocean: ya
Slept in class: ya whatever..

Broken someone's heart: perhaps.. even if i did i have no idea..
Fell off your chair: Yer
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: NO
Saved e mails: yeah, registration mails only..
What is your room like: Like a room.. seriously.. what else can it be?
What's beside you: Obviously not you.. air perhaps..

What is the last thing you ate: food
Ever had chicken pox: Duhz..
Sore throat: ya.. =.=
Stitches: No
Broken nose: No
Do you believe in first at first sight: No.. must be very naive if I did
Like picnics: No, I rather be in a restaurant..
Who's the last person you danced with: Mah-self
Last made you smile: My own joke.
You last yelled at: younger Bro
Talk to someone you like: Not for 5 years?
Kissed anyone: Yeah lil cuzzins..

Get sick: Yes
Talked to an ex: No idea
Miss someone: yeah my younger bro, he dodged when i hit him..
Do you sleep with stuff animals: long ago when my age was single digit
What's under your bed: floor
What do you really hate: fxxxers..

Time now:1428 hours (+ 8 GMT)

Is there a person on your mind now: NO
Any Siblings: You just asked on top..
Do you want children: Maybe
Do you smile often: Sometimes
Do you like you hand writing: It's unique..
Are your toe painted: NO I"m a guy dammit..

Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Any one with a water bed..
What's the colour of your shirt: Black
What were you doing at 7 pm yesterday: No idea
I can't wait to: fucking finish this tag..
When did you last cry: Don't know..
Are you a friendly person: Not really

Do you have any pets: fish
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Have not met her yet
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: yeah helping my "DAD" cross the road.
Do you sleep with the tv on: NO
Who was the person you last cried in front of: Parents maybe.. no idea..
How many people can you say you've really loved: Parents

Do you eat healthy: probably
So you have pic of you and your ex: I don't even have an ex..=.=
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: NO
How often do you go to temple: No idea
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Duno.. Celine perhaps..
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: LOUD

Are you confident: Yeah, when i'm sure something is really right..
What are you doing now: Breathing
Have you ever crawled through a window: Perhaps
Can you handle the truth: Yeah.. I always want them..
Are you closer to your mum or dad: both.

Things you did 10 years ago: Breath
Things on your to do list today: Throw away school books.

5 snacks I enjoy

5 things i would do if I'm a billionaire:
1) Buy properties
2) Put it in Swizz bank
3) Go for more singing lessons.. and perhaps take up dancing too.
4) continue learning piano
5) give a few million to my parents

5 places I have lived in:
1) old house
2) new house
3) grandpa's house
4) uncle's house
5) hotel

5 jobs I had:
1) Student
3) student
4) student
5) school paparazzi editor

Time ended: 1452 hours (+8 GMT)

5 people to tag.
1) ikky - did
2) Kim
3) celine
4) shar linn

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Lazy Afternoon

Yeah, nothing's more relaxing than a lazy afternoon. Cept for the fact that I'm almost bored out of my existence. It's afternoon and not even a soul is online ( my friends actually). I've read all the latest manga updates, checked my mails, replied my messages, played some games. Normally I'd be thrilled to be enjoying myself over these "complete-waste-of-time". Somehow it doesn't feel right. I feel kinna empty, weird and completely not myself.

Right, I almost forgot. Sec school's out for good. I'm now experiencing a lost of direction in life? Damn this is weird. Ah what the heck. I might as well enjoy the lazy afternoons. After all NS(National Service) is on 27th this month and I seriously won't be back till march. OK perhaps I'll be back for a week during Chinese New Year. After all it's the best time of the year. The festive season. Thinking bout that actually makes me feel kinna happy. But before that there is christmas..

Yay.. I have no idea why I like chirstmas that much. My family does not celebrate it and yet i'm actually happy christmas is coming. Maybe it's because of the christmas cartoons that will be shown on tv. Heh, never leave your childish side as they say.. It keeps one young? haha..Well that's that I suppose..


Friday, November 28, 2008

The End and The Beginning

SPM is over... Time really does fly doesn't it? I still remember the first day when I went to secondary school. All those memories has made me into who I am now. A change for the better perhaps. Well anyways secondary life has finally ended for me. Time to move on with life. The end of one part of life is the beginning of another.

It's really been quite a while since I last blogged hasn't it. Well since SPM is over I guess i'll start blogging again. But then I really have no idea what to blog about. Well anyways, I re-did my blog. This time I added a few personal touches. I did the pic on top myself.. lol.. Hope you all will give some comments?

I'm so darn blank today..Xp.. I guess that's it for now.. till next time.. tata

P/s to those who want me to linkie plz tell me.. thankiew

Thursday, August 21, 2008



* Name: Siow Yee Siang
* Birth date: 13th may
* Birthplace: malaysia
* Current Location: malaysia
* Eye color: Blackish brown
* Hair Color: black
* Righty or lefty: righty


* Your heritage: malaysian
* The shoes you wore today: Sandals
* Your weakness: Loud Voice
* Your fears: No food
* Your perfect pizza: No pizza.. makes me fat
* Goal you'd like to achieve in life: make lotsa money


* Your most overused phrase on MSN : Xp
* Your first waking thoughts: Off the alarm
* Your best physical feature: hair
* Your most missed memory: Enjoying time with friends


* Pepsi or Coke: Coke
* McDonald's or Burger King: McD
* Single or group dates: both
* Adidas or Nike: Nike
* Lipton Ice tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
* Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
* Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino


* A famous person, dead or alive, would you interview: No Idea yet
* Movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors: No Idea
* Name two of your passions in life: Singing,Drawing
* Least favorite time of day: i like it all cuz i don't have enought time


* use hairspray or gel: neither or both
* Your favorite meal: High class food!
* Color on the inside of your head when you close your eyes: black
* Listen to classical music: yup
* Ever said LOL in real life without thinking about it: Never

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Flowers and Flowers

" Roses are red my love,
Violets are bluee~
Sugar is Sweet my love,
but not as sweet as you "

A verse in an oldies I once heard and my dad taught it to me once. It's very corny because ever since the release of this song years ago, people have been using it over and Over and OVER again. But I'm not talking about love or sweet talk ( which I'm sure Celine has gotten many from Russel.. lol) I"m talking about flowers today. Yes the sweet smelling colours that bloom then bloom and dies. Generally speaking of course.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not talking about roses or violets, I'm going to talk about the flowers that I can find around my house. Call me an idiot if you will, but hey what can a guy do when he's bored out of his mind and the games are starting to get old and getting no reply from sms-es. Ok I'm sounding a bit emo, well w/e..

Ah this is a nice picture of a Bunga Raya or hibiscus ..
This one is pink in colour.. and it's in it's fullest bloom

And this is a red one.. Look at the big petals haha..
isn't it just red?

Look at that the flower is starting to whiter...
poor flower.. But dying is a natural process in life so bye flower!!

But when one dies, another is born.. so welcome new bud-lings!
Hope you'll do your best and bloom to your fullest!

From a bugs view, the hibiscus is like wow! hahahaha

I like this pic the most!
It so reminds me of the killer plant in the movie "the little shop of horrors"
I like meat! I've just ate your customer! Muahahaha..
Something like that only it's bigger and can talk..

Ok I so never seen this plant before till I spot it growing among weeds..
It's small cute and purple..haha.. Nice flower... My fave among those I saw today!

Look it's a flower so close together, looks like a couple.. haha.. makes me envious..
where's my other flower?? ^^

And this elegant flower is called the Amanda plant i think..
It's all yellow haha..
but it is pretty and has a style of it's own!

well this is the last one.. A yellow hibiscus!!
A very special one..

Haha and well that's all of the pictures that i've snapped..
Not much put it's a flower hunt in my house..
well that's all..

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

If we give a little, we take a little.

If we give a little, we take a little.

Life as unpredictable as it is, has always something install for us. In the past few days, I finally understand that people around you are always changing.The only things that remain unchanged in this never changing world of us are the concepts or principles if you prefer that binds us all together. Just like egg white and water that binds the batter together.Without them, the entire humanity might collapse.

Well anyways, I guess SPM's pressure's already setting in to some of my friends. The occasional mood swings and character changes are all signs that life's about to take a big toll in months to come. Nevertheless, all these events had made me think, wonder and ponder about way to keep my sane self in amidst the crowd of crumbling sanity. Sometimes I wonder, is my puerile personality the one that is keeping me sane? Or perhaps my "tidak apa" or w/e attitude. I can't put the dot on it.

As I start looking at things from different perspectives, I am able to see the true colors of the people I call friends. Some appear to be friends, but they are all so darn by the book that friends are mere people to practice on. Perhaps they do not know what real friendship is like. Then there are some who treat friends like idiots. They make a fool out of you and leave you hanging that way until you realized what he/she did. Now the question, can theses people be called friends?

Dealing with these people, I learn how to give a little. Sometimes because I gave them a little, I am got a little back.When you give in to them a little, you might avoid tonnes of problem, that might happen if you continue to pursue it. There is a proverb in Chinese which says if you take one step back, you can see the broad horizons of the sea and sky. Literally this does not mean anything, but it actually means if you give in a little, you are able to avoid problems. Which is very true. I practiced it and it works wonders.

The person I really thank for teaching this to me is none other than Voon. His continuous insults(not really meaning it but really insults ya real bad if you take it to the heart) has taught me how to control my anger and why we should give and take. In the bottom line, that has taught me to be a better man.

When we give, we gain a little.
When we trust, we gain a little trust.
When we care, we gain other people's care.
When we hate, we gain other people's hate.

Do on to others what you want others to do on to you.


Sunday, July 20, 2008

Money Money fly away..

Lost to convent again in law Olympiad hosted by HELP university college.. I can't believe we(a team of 5 peeps) got 3rd again.. and guess what no prize.... Argh... BAH! Well it was a good match anyways. Good show convent! NO more next time, but was good experience.. Well normally I'll be spending the next few paragraphs cursing, but hey that's not the trait of a good sportsman.. And I AM a good sportsman..[ Xp self praising pulak ]

Well anyway I'm keeping this brief, there's still tonnes to do and there's just so little time. Eh, actually there's nothing else to say.. haha.. Exam starts on Tuesday, and pressure is staring to set in.. That's how exam works anyways.. well that's all.. Can't wait to learn more magic from Raja on Tue. Just can't get enough of tricking people and looking at their astonished face over something so logically simple. Well it's magic because they don't understand the trick. Perhaps that's the beauty of it.

Well that's all..


Thursday, July 17, 2008

A bit of diddly do dah!

Next week I'll be having my monthly exams and I can't seem to be able to sit down and go through my books. Bah fish-sticks...I"m so fried.. Xp

Well anyways the week had been alrite i suppose. Not much change. But that's life as it is now. Plain as a piece of paper. There are still stuff my class still have to sort out. First is about the end of year vacation and next is the class t-shirt. seriously it's just so hard to make one which every one like.. ZzZzZZZzZz

Something weird did happened today. I can't believe I beat Voon in chinese chess today man! Wahahaha.. 3 out of 5 matches... hehe.. That's one. The other is I don't know what's up but Rachael and Bih Jin were like acting all les today.. Yuck... But whatever they are doing I hope they are not.

I'm a bit sing-ish today.. Diddily Do Dah.. La La Li Dum Dum... lol... w/e

Well that's about all there is to say today..

Till next time..


Sunday, July 13, 2008

Co-Curriculum day

Yesterday was co-curriculum day. And boy was it a busy day. My arms are aching from all the carrying the food for sale. I woke up rather early that day and got my stuff ready and packed into an ice box which will be used later that day. And with all the cooked food inside, it probably weigh around 30-40 kg and the best part is carried it to school by foot. Luckily the pain only set in today.

Well business was rather well, though it seem to be rather unvisited. The main problem that day was to attract people's attention. The stall was at the end and most people would just walk off without looking at what we are selling. Luckily the sales girls(my female class mates) did some leveling up on their pestering skills lawl..

I reminded myself to take more pictures but i suppose I'm not really the photo maniac I thought I am. But hey I did take a few pictures.. Xp

My pasta! hehe.. still not mixed yet though.. Xp

The sales girls taking 5 from pestering... Xp

Mr Bob (my form teacher) giving a perverted pose.. hahaha

Well that's all the pictures..

I can make a conclusion from the sales though..
A large number of Malaysian don't like to eat pasta..
Ah well.. I'll remember to sell something more Asian next time.

That's all for this entry..

Friday, July 11, 2008


Woot! My art got appreciated man! Denise used it as her blog picture.. So proud of my own work.. muahahah.. I'll get to my drawing board more often when I have some extra time. So be sure to look out for it..

Tomorrow is my school's Co-curriculum Day and my class will be selling food under chess club's name. I of course will be playing a part, I'll be making pasta salad. The recipe was invented by me during Form 2 and improved my my mother. Perhaps I've seen it some where, ah well who cares haha.. What's important is, it is very nice! I just hope it'll be able to sell out well. I'll be sure to take lots of pictures tomorrow.. So don't drool all over your key board alright.

I really hope it'll turn out well you know. But sadly the shop location is not strategic. it's the furthest away from the hall.. But I hope somehow people will crowd to our shop tomorrow. Let's just hope the food is able to attract more people than flies.

Well that's all... more on tomorrow's entry.

P/S thank you Denise for the compliment! I feel appreciated Xp

well that's all.. tata

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

A new art for you!

Title: Don't cry over a broken heart, I'll mend it up for ya..

Date completed: 6/7/08

Watermark: Unmarked

For: Nise

Monday, July 07, 2008

Another day, another lesson..

Everybody learns on a daily basis. Some might think they are not, but in truth they are ; I mean we all are. That is the beauty of life. A journey filled with learning. Lets take an example, Sam skipped school and got caught. What did he learn? He learns that he gets caught when he skips school. A stupid example? Haha maybe you are right, but the fact I'm trying to prove here is simple, we learn. That is it.

School started as usual today. As expected I learned something today, or rather a refresher. Let's talk bout friends for a moment. Everyone is unique, other more unique than others. That's what make life so full of life. But then again I realized something.There is no doubts that you have friends . But there are some people you should just try to be friendly with them and avoid them as much as possible. There is not really a precise guide of who and whom you should avoid, but there is something I do know and that is those who really pisses you real bad. Life is always filled with phucked up arse-snogger so why not make it a golden rule in life?

Next lets talk bout love. So what is love? I don't know, some feeling that hurts us more than a thousand blades piercing through our heart and stay there driven in so deep you could feel your heart pump the blood right out of your body ; or the feeling that could keep us so warm and fuzzy that we feel as if a thousand angels have lifted us from our earthly bonds. There are explanations to why we can have both kind of feelings especially now. Love hurts because of the lack of commitment, which is by the way very common among teenagers ; puppy love as they call it cuz it's like a puppy always wanting something new and throwing the old one behind. The warm fuzzy feeling is when people starts to get committed or perhaps some other reason I fail to grasp for I've never really loved before. ( keeping family love aside of cuz)

Having another day spent means that it's getting real close to the next exam, and I for one should tighten up my belt, pull up my socks, buck up or whatever there is to say and study hard. I mean I'm supposed to be a person who can study, or that is what my parents and teachers tell me. Well time to get a going and do some work.

Well fellow readers, till next time!
Stay tuned!

Friday, June 13, 2008

New art

Yay finished another two pictures...
thx kar wei for scanning it again!

and here they are!

* I'm sleeping because you gave me a reason *

* I'll always be here for you, be it rain or shine. But you better not make me do it too often >.< *

well that's all for this post..
oh and
p/s enjoy the art leave some comments while you are at it.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Damnations >.<

Another week almost gone.. It has not been an exactly good week,but it was also a good week for every other damn thing. First damn thing that happened is that damned message from scouts. Well it's not like give a damn bout that K.N.N. team. But hey since they wanna throw me out of the team, be my guest. But one fact is for sure I'll still have to wear scouts T and uniform to school on them damned Wednesday and no matter how phark up they are about non members to wear their shirt, i don't give a damn.

A new term also brings new damnations. Extra classes on sat, damn there goes my sleeping time. Ah well since school began I didn't expect to be able to get a good sleep. I have to get up early almost every damn day. Ah well... no comments...

[I think i'm using lot of damn today Xp. Maybe because I read a Roald Dahl book on Wednesday and somehow like a word in the book. "Damnations" lol... that's such a supendious word.. hahha... I like Roald Dahl's books, so much of made up words, and a imagination that surpasses mine. ]

Work some how began pilling up as soon the new term began. I'm already starting to feel dizzy just thinking how much there is to do. Damn, I can't be like this. Gotta get my spirits up... Zah!

The next damn thing that will be happening will be a change of e math teacher again... I mean like what the hell... changing again? what the phark is the school up to? Come on like one history teacher who can teach no shit is bad enough.. now another teacher which i have no idea how she teaches like.Perhaps only time will tell..

Toady was rather damned too. Physics class was a din almost every one was playing some stupid game at the back of the class.. Though the teacher did teach. But not really to how a normal teacher teach, but at least he's still teaching. But anyways out of the whole damn class some did pay attention to what he's teaching...

Well another damn day gone, I've another lesson at 4.30.. and it's still quite early and i'm running out of things to write about. Perhaps that's all i can think of today. That's all i suppose.


Thursday, June 05, 2008


Perhaps madness is taking over my brain, or perhaps this is the real me.
I don't know.. Perhaps I'm already on the brink of insanity.
Well life still goes on..
The holidays are short, and i can already see the end of it.
ah well.. results are out already anyways.. 7A's and 3B's
Man what's with the 3B's ..
I'm sick of getting B for my physics and biology .
The other B is moral. About that it has always been well up and down.
But a lil more effort should do the trick ba..
Well anyways I did complete one thing in the holidays.
Final Fantasy 7- Dirge of Cerebus
A story of Vincent Valentine.
I so so so love the story and game play.
I am so going to play it again after SPM haha..

Well life's been ok so far this hols i guess.
I am reading a book called city of bones and it's rather interesting.
The story about a 10 or perhaps 13 year old kid whose bone was found 20-25 years after his death.
He'd been severely abused in his life.
His age still can't be determined even after radiological testing.
They can only assumed the time of his death with the presence from the coin they found in his pocket.
wow.. creepy and the main character wants to find out the killer and book him.
can't wait to read more..
ok book time..
Waa nice book ...
want to
haha.. funny how a book can make me addicted.. Xp
Well later peeps..

Tagged by my mui! Xp

5 Rules:

Put your music player on shuffle.

Press forward for each question.

Use the song title as the answer to every question.( write artist name by the side)

With the answers, comment on how it relates to the question.

Tag your mates.

1. How am I feeling today?
Yang Guang Zhai Nan ( Jay Chao)
*Maybe ba cuz this morning swim under the hot sun.

2. Will I get far in life?
Ai Zhuan Jiao (Show)
* Until it reaches the love corner?

3. How do my friends see me?
Zhuan Su Tian Shi (Tank)
* Really ma?

4. Will I get married?
Zhi Lian (Show)
* Self loving? Seriously.. =.= but if according to the song lyrics a girl will make me not self loving anymore.
so where is the girl? Xp

5. What is my best friend’s theme song?
Lan (Tank)
* NO idea... Perhaps..

6. What is the story of my life?
Ying Wei Wo Xiang Xin (Da he Chang)
*Yeah.. because I believe..

7. What was high school like?
Forever Love ( Wang Li Hong)
* Forever love? weird

8. What’s in store for this weekend?
Kiss Goodbye ( Wang Li Hong)
* yeah it's over... >.<

9. How is my life going?
Zhao Zhi Dao. Ai ( Lu Xue Rui)
* Maybe it's right. If I had know love earlier.

10. How can I get ahead in life?
Tiamor ( Fei Lun Hai)
* OK i don't know what Tiamor means.. Xp

11. What’s the best thing about your friends?
San Guo Lian (Tank)
* lol voon and his addiction to san guo yan yi..

12. What song will they play at my funeral?
Fei Ni Muo Shu (Tank)
* do i so deserve to die? Xp

13. How does the world see me?
Lian Ai-ING (Wu Yue Tian)
* i'm not in love! O.O!!

14. Do people secretly lust for me?
Chen Li De Yue Guang (Tank)
* ok this has no meaning.. or maybe someone lust for me at night.. haha

15. How can I make myself happy?
Wo Bu Hui Chang Ge (Show)
* i can be happy when I can't sing? @~@

16. What should I do with my life?
Qian Nian Lei (Tank)
* Tears for a thousand years.... zzzz

17. Will I ever have children?
Pride of tomorrow (June)
* they will be my pride of tomorrow? how cool...

18. What would you strip to?
Piano ( Fan Wei Qi)
* ok seriously NO! weird question...

19. What does your mom think about you?
Shuang Zhi Xing (Guang Liang)
* ok she has two sons.. so maybe she hopes both of us becomes stars?
Because the title is twin stars

20. What is your deep, dark secret?
Dong Le (Tank)
* lol.. the title in English is I know.

21. What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
I believe (Fan Wei Qi)
*Yeah he must believe

22. What is your personality like?
Doubt & Trust (June)
* Yup that's so me! ^^

23. What song will be played at your wedding?
Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge (Wang Li Hong)
* A simple song.. haha

24. Your overall theme song?
Qing Tian Yu (Tank)
* my most fave song!
and also a song in one of my plot...

Monday, June 02, 2008

Life's a big drama without a script

The fascinating thing about life is we are always so engross into watching dramas and wondering how our friends life is progressing. Perhaps even takes joy from watching the ups and downs in other's life. Maybe they do not realise that their own life is a big drama itself. Or in other words a big adventure.

Life is a big drama everyone has a role in, whether it is the movie star on T.V. or even your little kitten. The only difference of it from the ones we watch on T.V. is the drama we are acting in does not have any script and the future is unpredictable. Through out the whole drama, we learn and change and sometimes even experience some experience which could not be described into words. The feeling of hate, love, lust, anger, passion, sadness, happiness, depression, guilt and even more. No matter how much we want to describe these feeling, no words can clearly express them to others. The way we know about it is by experiencing it ourselves.

The end of one story is a beginning to another. That's what our drama is like. when it's time for us to go, the story continues with our child, and goes on and on until the end of the world. Perhaps everything is link together in a circle which could not be broken.

You have to know that the drama we are in revolves around you and not around other.So why let your own life revolve around other people? Why let yourself think that your life is just plain boring? We are acting in our very own drama series and it IS definitely more interesting than others. So what are you waiting for? Find your story, know your role and choose your own ending.

Friday, May 30, 2008

To my gramps!

The trip to gramps this time was rather interesting.
Even though it was only a few days but the village life is a rather good change of this damn city life. Inhaling cleaner air is somehow nice.
The sickening smell of carbon dioxide is enough to make one long for more clean air.
I went there on wed then the clock on the wall showed 2.00 p.m.
Reach there rather late in the afternoon.
Got surrounded by cuzzins..
Got my hands rather hand tied taking care of em.
Ah well luckily it's not always.
Played DON with my brother after my grandma finish watching her show.
Played till 12.00++ before going to bed.

Woke up the next day at 6.00
Got up and snapped a few pic...

The dragon fruit farm beside my gramps house.

Gramps front gate.. Xp

Beautiful sky.. Xp

After that i followed my parents and my grandpa to my aunt's shop in kajang.

My aunt's and uncle's shop.

There I got acupuncture treatment.
Two stabs in my backbone and two on my leg with electric current attached to it.
It was a shocking sensation.
Haha.. shocking..

Rushed back to JB today which is Friday the 30th of May.
Then went for tuition. other than that life went on as usual...

This concludes my entry..


Saturday, May 24, 2008

Nothing less and nothing more

Elo peeps, da blogga's back...
It's been a busy month..
Exams man.. urgh... Brain jammed pack with stuff...
Ah well.. I finally get to take a few days off now..
The exams was quite ok i guess..
Got a few of the papers back and am quite satisfied with it..
Though I still need the extra kick in my arse to get me going higher.

My old phone went swimming with me last Wednesday.
And boy, there was so much water i bet I could rear a fish in there.
Anyways, It turned out ok i suppose got a new phone back instead.
Was happy bout the new phone.
Happy! =]

My birthday passed this month on the 13th.
It was amidst the exam week.
And some good fwenz still remember( i don't mean the dudes in school though)..
Kawai gave me a tree painting..
And boy was he good with poster color.
Another birthday gone.

Another fwen said that I have been MIA for a while.
I suppose I have been.
I haven't sms with that fwen for ages.
Well actually I didn't really have time to begin with this month.
Since exam is over, I think I'll just sms and catch up with a few fwenz.

Exam are over and extra class just started.
So I'll be going back to school till Wednesday.
Then on the day itself, I'll be going back to gramps.
Will be back on Friday though.
The next week, I'll just be at home.
Going here and there actually restricts my time a lil..
But what the heck, I'll just have to make do with it.

Damn, why am I making short sentences.
Ah perhaps that's what I'm feeling now.
Ah well..
That's all this time i guess..

Tuesday, May 20, 2008


It this it?
Is this the rebirth of my blog?
I have no idea.
Purhaps there will be a rebirth,
a renaissance for my blog.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Testing one, two.. Oh! No one's around....

I find it very amusing because the only person who frequently visit my blog is myself. And the things I post here are also read by myself. No one visits, or even bothers to visit. Well I suppose that's what unpopularity brings. lol.

I wonder whether I should continue blogging. Maybe I should just stop this. I have nothing much to share. Even if I have anything to say no one cares. What a wonderful life huh.

Well even if no one want to read I might just as well inform those who took the pain to visit. This is perhaps my last entry. I won't continue anymore. Well this finally the end huh.

Will I continue? i don't know...

Anyways bye........

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Brink of Insanity

I'm stuck, confused and messed up.
People are pushing me to my limits.
I am losing it.
I have so much to do.
I have so little time.
People are so difficult to come to terms.
I'm pissed.
I know my work can't be perfect.
But beggars can't be choosers.
Instead of complaining, they should contribute.
Instead of waiting they should take the initiative.
Don't they know many hands make light work?
How can they continue to force me up the wall?
I'm really losing it.
I think I might go insane real quick.
Is the needle in the haystack just so hard to find?
Well damn it all lar....

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Dot Dots and even more dotz

Recently life's nothing more than a dot, you might as well call it a blotch. A black dot which clearly symbolises a halt or maybe hesitation or you might even say delay. Well to me a dot is more than a dot. I dot when I have nothing much to say. I dot when I just want something to end. And I dot when I do not know what to do. Sometimes, I even dot because I'm just to lazy to carry on.

But well there is not much knowledge to a dot. I mean everyone can make out what a dot is. So life's a dot. And that's the end of what it is hahaha... One think I'm not really feeling great about is going to scouts... I'm SUPPOSED to have fun there but I just find it so very very dull. But I don't think I would be going anymore. DOT! Xp

Next week is another new week and every thing is going to happen all over again. But there is something I'm looking forward to next week. There will be a recording session for me next Wednesday. Woot! And I meant singing recording session. Haha.. I might post it here. Though it is not just me but also with Wee Chong. I'm just a newbie singer so don't expect too much from my singing lol. And I'll have a solo recording during the end of the year.. Wa so excited.. Me, I mean my very own singing recording lol..

So excited le.. haha... ok la i guess i'll end it here...

& so he DOTTED.

Monday, April 07, 2008

My Ice Kacang sort of life...

Ice Kacang a sweet and popular dessert here in Malaysia. A plate of ice shavings, coated with sweet syrup which you can either choose the normal syrup coating or a "gula melaka" coating. Embedding this ice sculpture is the unforgettable sweet corn which is my absolute favorite . Hidden beneath the ice kacang is the main ingredient the kacang or normally known as the red beans. Among the red beans are what my mother would call " Ah Tap Zhi " which is hidden like treasure. Given it's sweet, cool combination, no wonder it's love by most Malaysian.

Come to think of it, my life is like the Ice Kacang ; a combination of culture, habits, traditions and perhaps even the latest teenager craze. If I am a Ice Kacang, let just say I am a crazy individual coated with moral values from my parents & with the latest teenage fashion embedded into me. Hidden in me is the knowledge and experience I have gained in this whole life and the treasure would be the special and unique talent that each and every one of us have. Some perhaps more than others, but I'm very happy with what I have. That is me, the one of a kind Ice Kacang.

And that is how I am, a plate of Ice Kacang. Though a bit crazy at time. Ok.... make that usually crazy, but I am still who I am. No one says that every one would like me. I mean is it even possible to make the whole world to fall in love with you. Even if there is a chance, the chances are like trying to breath 6 feet under water with a 5 feet snorkel. Which also means it is impossible.. lol..

But what the heck, I'll just life the best I can and do the best I can do.
So to those who hate me or have something against me take your hate somewhere else.
I'm not worth your hate.. lolz...
Well looks like this Ice Kacang have to go back to the freezer before he melts..

& with a hop he jumped back into the freezer

& he reads manga

If you ask me what I'd do to take a break, I'd say I'll read manga!
Yep nothing like reading manga to relax.
And what's on my to read list for manga,

Manga that I have to wait for the release weekly( sometimes monthly)

1) MxO
2) D grey man
3) Naruto
4) Bleach
5) Fairy Tail
6) Psyren
7) Double Arts
8) Soul Eater
9) Monster Soul

Manga That I have finish reading and is still my all time fav.

1) MAR
2) Midori No Hibi

Well that's all..
Man 9 comic to keep up with is surely not easy lol...
Well luckily some of them updates only once monthly.
I guess that's all for now...
Time to rush for tuition...

If you ever wonder where to read mango from,
go to,

& he disappears like a ninja

Monday, March 31, 2008

Of Blending in and forgetting myself.

Let's just treat me an individual as a ping-pong ball and the society as the sea. Whenever the wave pushes me left I go left, when it pushes me right, I go right. This is how I have been living. People say that I "tiada pendirian" (meaning I don't have my own stand) for just going with the flow. Yet how could I anchor myself on this vast sea called society and if I could, what would prevent me a mere ping pong ball from sinking into the deep abyss of the sea.

For any attempts to go against the flow there is an equal amount of negative feed backs. A very fine example of these are :

"Walau like that also don't dare ar...So kia si"


"Do like that for what? You think people will notice you?"


"Come on la brother what are you thinking? "

and even

"Why today you act so weird one?"

And if you continue doing so you'll get nicknames from people like "penakut" , "mei you zhong", "ball-less" and so forth. Come to think of it, people had been going with the flow since who knows when. For every era, there will be a particular type of fashion sense, taste and ambition. If you don't call this going with the flow, then what do you think that is called? Naive or dumb?

And the ability to be able to blend oneself into society is by forgetting oneself. Only by doing so can one merge with the society. If you ask me whether blending in is important, well I think it is.
When you blend in with society, you'll be able to learn more about people, life and experience it first hand. When you finally what going with the flow taste like, then only can one learn more about oneself as an unique individual.

As a guy once said " To be able to get over one thing is to be able to go through the entire phase, and fully experience how it feels like." and yes, be it pain, love, hatred, sorrow and even joy. Go through it all then detached yourselves from it. When it comes back again, go through it all over again. It's the same as going with the flow. Go with it for awhile, be engrossed, be totally absorbed by it. Then almost unknowingly, slip out of it. Soon the trend will lose it's value of attractiveness. So when the next, and the next and the next wave comes, do the same thing and you'll soon find yourself learning more and more about this place we live in ; this place we call Earth.

& I float uncertainly like the ping pong ball...

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Another day!

The week has ended again. Though my life doesn't seem to come to an abrupt halt. And tomorrow morning, life's gonna continue as usual with 4 hours of tuition right after I wake up. Some fella told me to sleep less and live life to the fullest because we get to sleep all we want when we die (and it doesn't mean that we can wake up even if we want to). Not a bad advice eh, I guess I might just have to assimilate it into my life.

Lets talk about today!

My dream which I could vividly remember, ended intantly. Though I had already turn my phone into silent mode, the over familiar vibration from my phone just seemed to resonate with my half awake self. Reluctantly I picked up my phone.

"Huh Kim?"

(picks up phone)

“Eh Yee Siang are you coming to school later?"
"No... why?"
"Oh can you come because we not enough people for perbarisan"
"Oh... mmmmkayz. "
"Thank you le.."

(hangs up)
(phone rings again)

"Eh yee siang you have to come like now."
"Urh I know, I'm going to take a bath first."

(hangs up)

After preparing, I went to school. I guess I was still half asleep when I reached school. It sure does take time to wake up.. Little did I expect Sir Tan to be there when I arrived.What a suprise it was. The Scout-lings were taking their Usaha badge.And well they got the badge without doing the log book. Instead they only had to recite the "Kesetiaan Pengakap" and " Undang-undang pengakap".. they did knotes next. It was rather fun to see them do it. And then there was kim with her numbers in various language for counting down.

A bit later, the teacher called and we were to stand under the hot sun in our respective Uniform group to respect the person who came and "merasmikan" the majlis. I went home straight after that. His speech was like so monotonous, it'd be better I just read it off the paper he was holding myself.

Anyway the rest of the day was pretty much the same..

English tuition then followed by Ms. Lim's lesson
Which gives a total of 5 hours of lesson time..
Ain't it great to have time well spent?

So concludes the day of Yee Siang..

& life continues..

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Altering between past, present and future

The world we are living in now is not of the present. For most of us, we are living either in the past or the future. Confused? Allow me to elaborate more. There are those people who just can't seem to forget how heart broken they were when they broke up. They try to move on and yet they are trap in yesterday's shadow. Trap in a dark vortex of yesterday, they are oblivious toward their surroundings and neglecting those who care about them. And this type of people is the past people.

Following these people are the future people. They are forever saying "for the future", "we'll see in future", "see first" and etc. These people are also those who neglect those around them. Not only are they able to move on faster than any one should, but they are also forgetting the past faster then they should ever. Caught in their never ending RAT and PAPER chase, they just move on further and further away for those who care about them. Well future people, SA-YO-NA-RA~~~ See you in the future!!

If you ask me which one am I classified as well I am an ALTER-NER! Why well because I'm living in the future, past and present. well not to say I'm living in all three at once but always changing between them. Yet I still don't understand why I'm more afraid of the future then the present and the past? Am I too a past person? I really don't understand. To think I'd never ask myself about whether I am really an ALTER-NER. Or am I just a simple HAS BEEN...

& my quest to search for myself begins

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

when the sun sets.

When the sun sets,
I know that the day is almost ending.
"What have I done today?"
I ask myself.
But hardly have I answered
"I have done the best I could ever have!"

When the moon finally rises,
how can I stand up tall and proud
saying that I'd given my 100%?

I believe I could reach new heights if I set myself to.
But until now, I don't seem to remember myself doing it.
No, I should say never had never make myself do it.
How can I spell determination when it always deter?

Time and tide waits for no man,
With time even great mountain crumbles,
And great king falls.
Could I finally make a choice to change this life forever?
This I could not answer.
Only time could tell.

Before the moon fades away tonight,
I must make this change,
this choice,
this decision.

And when the sun finally sets tomorrow,
I could stand up tall and proud,
Saying I had done my best today...

An entry written in the form of poetry...

& the moon illuminated the dark night.

Friday, March 21, 2008

A blog for stories

Yay i just made a blog for writing stories... To those writers out there plz feel free to donate me more stories..

And to those who don't really want to write plz just visit and make it a more lively place ok?

Thank you very much...

And the place to go is

that's all later...

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Do re mi....

Do re mi fa so la ti do....

Does this sound familiar? Well of course we have been hearing this since we are still toddlers.. And yet now when I'm so much older, I'm beginning to see these 8 notes in a very different way... I learned these 8 notes in piano where Do is C, Re is D, Mi is E and so forth.. And now instead of learning them with an instrument, I'm back to square one, where I am back to learning it vocally.

And yet the ability to master it vocally differs from mastering it with an instrument. With an instrument you can go beyond the middle group, which means you can reach the higher and lower groups of notes. But that's not possible in singing. For you see every body's vocal range differs. Hence, the many different types of singers are born. We have the opera singers, R & B singers, Soul singers, rock and roll singers.... And there are even those who are able to master and grasp all types of singing style due to their wide vocal range..

Well as for me I'm still finding my vocal range. But until now, I haven't been able to hit a high note well. With some practice i might be able to it, I hope.....But mastering isn't an easy thing, you have to put in a lot of sweat and blood and most importantly time. It's amusing how something we thought we knew could turn out to be something we know nothing of at all..Look like I still have a long way to go and a lot of things to learn in this life..

& life is a longer journey than I'd ever expected

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Tagged and untagged

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag a few people in your list.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
An inspiring person (naturally)....

2. Have you given your first kiss away?

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
blog buddies? can't think of anybut if i need to bring 3 people i would bring

a) carpenter/blacksmith (handyman)
b) medic (in herbal field)
C) a scientist
with them i won't have to be on the island but i can be with my real friends...
nice ain't it...

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
cameron highlands or anywhere cool not freezing

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Have the ability to bend time and space (which includes stopping time and going anywhere in a blink of an eye and stuff u can do when u bend time and space)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
If there is sunlight yes...
Rainbow is formed due to the dispersion of light when it hits a rain drop..Seriously duhz....

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
I'm afraid to lose myself...

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I would put some in the bank and share a portion with my parents...

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Not until I've figure her and understand her more and understand how i really feel towards her..
For me I'd never let history repet itself...
Die history die... hahaha

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
*Good anime/manga introducer
*Good criticiser (makes me aware, motivativated and makes me pissed off Xp )
*Can be asked to do some stuff

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
The other half should be able to fit the half that is me...
I don't wanna elaborate more haha...
I don't want people to change just to fit me... Xp

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
A Backstabber...

13. What is your ambition?
Pharmacist/lecturer (any one)

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Intellegence,abilty to socialise and MONEY!

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Ikky- critical criticiser

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Take away my lazy bone...

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
The last shocking thing i saw
was this [Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?]
shocking ain't it...

20.Do you have any friend you can depend on every time you need a someone to talk to?
friends nope but family yes!

me tag:

Sunday, March 16, 2008

of punctuality and things upkept

I bet almost everyone here in Malaysia (mostly to those Chinese) have or had attended wedding dinners before. Yet the first thing that struck me whenever I hear the word wedding dinner is an eminently long wait. In my opinion, attending wedding dinner is a very good way to test your patience as you have to endure a very lacklustre dinner/lunch which ever it may/might be.

And yet the reason for any of those lacklustre wedding lunch/dinner is the same. When I mean the same I mean the same for almost all of the Chinese wedding lunch/dinner I've ever attended in my life.
My parents always talk to me about punctuality and how it is a noble virtue that I as a Chinese should always keep, practice and remember. (other than being filial of course).

Yet I wonder why do all those wedding lunch/dinner commence 1-2 and sometimes to the extent of 3 hours later than the time arranged? Obviously I don't know why some people can be that inconsiderate. Yet it has always been such. I'd rarely seen people late for their date or meetings but why are they always late for wedding lunch/dinners?

Another thing that sticks to a bad wedding dinner like a sore thumb are the peeps who can't keep their so called "melodious" vibrations from their vocal chords to themselves.. And boy what a din they make. And I can tell you the songs they sing/sang can easily reach above 72 decibels. If you don't know any noise higher than 72 decibels is considered noise pollution. So next time you attend a wedding dinner make sure you bring some ear plugs if you know they are people who are going to sing. Maybe there might be a few good one but the chances are as good as finding a needle in a hay stack. But many are already prone to noise pollution so I guess it's not a really big factor to them.

And that's the end of that.

Now for something more my style.

I've experience, hear, see , wtv many weird things but it was the first time I heard about it and it was yesterday. A guy actually flashed at my friend over the web cam after she rejected him. Ok the guy on his web cam before she rejected him and after the rejection he flashed... damn what is the world turning to.

I mean guys becoming emo after rejection is normal but a flasher after rejection... something like that ain't right. And obviously this is like giving decent guys like me a bad name.... Xp Xp..... This is a shout out to all guys out there "never become a freaking sex maniac or a flasher just because you got rejected, things like this is never right"

This clearly shows teenagers today are over exposed to rated films. Furthermore these rated films are easily accessible. With films like this easily available, no wonder rape crime are on the rise.

And the world is turning to a place I never knew existed.

Screw it.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

& so it begins

So ok, tomorrow is the first day of the holidays, but then again so what?
Or to be more exact tomorrow isn't the first day anymore because this entry has been unposted for da last 2 days...
Xp.. lazy me

Been under a lot of some what Gi-normous burden lately..

First there's those damn results..
Second are those over competitive friends (results wise)
Third are those people who study their butt off..
Fourth are those who study like hell and trick others to believe they are not studying...
Last but not least my freaking big lazy bone....

Well just my luck i guess...
Screw it...
Xp Xp Xp

Oh well life's been let me just describe it as rough arond the edges..
Actually it had always been such..
Well i guess just live with it den...
"Taking yesterday's wind and turn it into today's storm" end quote (or something to that effect... quoted from a wise
Well world prepare to be blown away...

Something really struck me lately.
Why are there so many emo people nowadays...
seriously emo is just elmo who lost his l....

Bah... serious lame-ness..
Seriously this entry has become some what random (pratically I'm doing this in three days so you get the picture.)

Now to something more recent.

Recently, there had been so many recent events that I can't really figure out when the most recent recently is.
But as Ikky used to say " Cut the CRAP"
So i might actually take his advice.

Tomorrow is Wed and the guys & gals (from my class) are going to cs to celebrate Yam Nee and Wei Hong's birthday.
Guess what?
I'm so not going to be there..
I mean with all da burden chaining me down, who's gonna come and release them?
And one more thing if I go there I've to like make another freaking entry for the class blog...
BAH it !
Anyway it's up to ikky now.. lol... good luck dude you need it.
Other than that, I have to be working hard for my upcoming singing exam, or test to be more exact..
Ok ok got to practice.... la~ La~ lA~ LA~ LA!~
NOt now i'm still writing my entry...
Damn it... =.=!!

I know I'm still delaying stuff..
Better get cracking..
Screw it...
Or as the Scrooge will say,

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Three letters, one sound. " B A H ! "

It's the 1st term break for one week.
Some people say it's time to kick back and relax.
Well bah to you!
As if I've got any time to rest..
Well let me tell you what's lined up for me this holidays.

1) Holiday homework
2) Tuition homework
3) Catch up with what I'd missed
4) Finish the final class blog entry
5) Practice piano like mad man!
6) Shout BAH when every thing's done.

Well isn't that a handful?
The only good thing about this holiday is more time to sleep.
Well anyways tomorrow is the first day and I'd already gotten my hands full..
And honestly I don't want to think about tomorrow if I can.
A mere 76 in sej is enough to get my head chopped off...
Damn you, you freaking essay!!
I have to face the music anyways..
Well it's now or never then..

Oh and my overall results are already hitting the bedrock.
Screw em results..
And some people just know how to rub it all in your face..
&Rubbing salt to the wound...
&Adding oil to a towering flame..
&Pushing the thorn in your flesh deeper in...

(urgh... seriously I need brushing up my vocabulary... I mean come on people with my writing skill should be able to produce something better.. what the hell's wrong with me?)

Anyways you should just let me be..
Me and my solitary life..
And what's with that wave of shitting atmosphere...
Ah damn it..
How I wish it would rain..
No damn it..
So that i could sleep longer..

"Damn it all" end quote.

Sunday, March 02, 2008

"Blank as an empty space" end quote

It's been a hellofa week if you ask me.
'Em monthly tests are just over and I'm suppose to be rejoicing?
Freaking NO! To think how much homework I'd left undone just to do my revision..
"Teenage boy gets bombarded by accumulating work" end quote.

As I was saying there is just an undying amount of work.
One particular work is already enough to sap my entire existence out of me.
That particular work is non other than another EST essay..
Freaking hell it's a compulsory subject to take in my school and not in other school.
How can they claim it is an easy 'A' subject when you need 7 elaborations for just one single point?
I might be widely read but I'm one super bad reproducer.
Jeez..I think it's time this old dog learn some new tricks.

Well anyway that's that..
It's been another early waking Sunday.
I mean I have to wake up early for tuition and Saturday is perhaps the only day i can have a longer sleep [currently cuz extra class is gonna start real soon]
I just have to strengthen my resolve and try to overcome my bad habits..
Even my mum complains i sleep too much.
Other than that, my other resolutions need strengthening too..
Jeez what a pain...

Well anyways just did another picture.
and here it is

Now all i need is someone to help me colour it..
With photoshop i mean..
Well anyway it's just hellish for some people to just drop by and criticize my work.
So for those who just love to do that screw you..

"& life continues"
End quote.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

& another valentine's day passes

It's valentine's day..
Ah yes valentine's day.
To some today is a wounderful day,
others a complete disaster,
while for the rest,
just another normal day.

Well to me, valentine's day is rather not important.
Well you see you have [365 + 1/4] days a year, so why wait until this specific date to tell the one you adore, love, like, are obsessed with or the one you will go ga ga over; to tell her how you actually feel ?
Well it's actually very wierd..
But anyhow, some people just find it romantic...

Something interesting actually happened today in my class..
But I don't think i can tell because it might actually hurt someone,
I suppose i better not tell..
to me,
Love blinds and then kills you slowly.
I can think of many people who would want to kill me for telling this,
Or tell me that i still haven't found the girl who really love me yet,
But the heck with it la..
To all those out there,
Happy Valentine's Day!

♪Max DreamerZ ♪

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Song of absolute love-ness....

Omg this song is like so nice man!

Collin Raye's [love, me]

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
he said,"boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know i'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.
Between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

This is like so nice!

I hope you will enjoy it as much as i do..
Well that's all..

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

There and back again..

Yesterday has been a totally wicked day..
Other than my gluteus maximus is hurting a lot,
Obviously I enjoyed a lot...
There was this and that and....
Why don't I just start from the top..

Yesterday, 5 Science 1(my class) and 5 Science 2 went to Sunway college for a workshop.
And we get to totally miss Sukantara part 1..Wasn't it great?
On the trip there K.C. was acting as the tour guide(because there is a mic and speakers on the bus) and talk a lot of crap out there and well made the time pass quickly..
We reached there a while later and escorted to the multi-purpose hall..
4 schools were invited...
My school Tebrau Sec. , Mount Austin Sec. , S.D.J. , and A school from Kulai..
My school was like the most active group there haha..
The workshop was fun because of Dennis with his occasional shout out..
And the most hilarious part is he said he was from Convent when the person ask where he was from..
The speaker was a graduate from convent so she said that if he's from convent then she'll bring a skirt for him to wear and she will bring her old convent badge.. lol
Through out the entire work shop, there was a very frequent scene between the talker and Dennis..
And of course the hall was always roaring with laughter..

After a short break,
We went back for the second part of the workshop...
The second part of the workshop was mind mapping(which I have heard more than once)
And well as expected we were mixed and distributed according to group...
We were given a few words and then asked to do the mind map..
It was like really really fun..
The whole group was working together doing the mind map...
Me and Wei Hong get a lot of compliments form the girl in our group saying that our drawing is nice and cute..Xp
And well we finished it in the nick of time..
There are two mind maps chosen as best drawn and my group was chosen..
Yay!(too bad i didn't take any pic.)
My other friend's group did very nice drawing too but they didn't win because they didn't have connectors..

My group victory was replied with claps then boo by my friends group because they lost.. and we boo back with the help from the other wining group..
lol. What a scene it was..

Then it was time to go back..We were going on a passage when S.D.J. guys suddenly make a lot of noise behind us Tebrau students..
Then someone shouted bookan dia...
Then we boo and boo and boo...
lol then they did the same..
The people there were a little frighten because they thought we were going to fight..
But heck we didn't..
Anyway it was fun..
On the way back on the bus, KC was the tour guide again and telling v. lame jokes..
And you know what's freaking embarrassing?
They made me go out and sing cuz I'm having singing lessons..
Seriously I am still sick and I only attended a few lessons..
So like how well can I do?
But the hack with it..
I still sang and got a round of applause in return...
still a bit paiseh when thinking about it..Xp
Well we reached school soon and every thing was back to our same old routine..

It was a really fun day..
Hopefully we can have another day in school like this...
Well that's all for now..


Saturday, January 26, 2008

Rawrz CNY's coming...

Hey peeps...
CNY's coming soon yo..
The street is already full of shops selling new year goodies..
and the shopping centres are already playing new year music..
Doesn't that just fill you with anticipation for the upcoming Chinese year?
I'm so pumped up for the season I did another pic in conjunction with it..

So what do you think about it? Hope it'll make you feel in the mood for chinese new year..
(this pic is a bit incomplete cuz in a rush to ask my friend to scan it..Xp.. so plz dun give too critical criticism..hahaha)

Ok rite... now updated on my lil life...
Just did my ULBS(oral test)..
It was group work this time..
me and a few dudes form up a team..
But I did most of the talking cuz they wanted to memorise less..
In the end my friends got low mark..
I somehow managed to get a score of 28/30..
Which means i don't have to redo..
But anyways i feel bad cuz my mates get low marks so i'm gonna help them prepare another script..
Let's hope this script will help them to gain higher scorings..

well gotta put my thinking cap on and help them create a storm which will help them bring down the house....

Well later fellow readers..

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

New Pic Xp

~I just drew this... haha.. so how does it look? Xp....I hope ya'll will like it! =]~

Yay I just finish drawing this picture..
Phew sure took me quite some time..
Oh and thx to kar wei for scanning it...
And Ikky for lending me his art pen to pen my art...

Ah been such a busy week in school...
School and tuition work had been pilling up..
And I have just so freaking much to do...
I just I have to make do with it...

School's been having sport practice and some how i didn't go because of tution..
So I have to expecting punishment of some sort from school...
But I really hope there won't be...

Well other than that, life has been great...
That's all for now I guess...
Oh i almost forgot CNY's just around the corner rite?
I think I'll draw another one for CNY..
Stay tune!
Or should I say keep visiting!!

Sunday, January 13, 2008


~The state when one starts to become insane from a sane state of mind...

Well to start of lets just say i'm undergoing mental-lization shall we?
Life's been a lot more hectic than I remember..
So what the hell am i supposed to do about it other than just going with the flow?
How i wish that there are 8 days in a week....
I mean there is not even a day when i can relax..
Tuition 7 days a week... oh gosh...
Other than wed of cuz... that day I am semi relaxed cuz i have my vocal lessons then hahaha..

Ok lets talk bout other things for a change..
Lets talk about a certain teacher..
I shall represent him as Mr.X cuz unknowns are usually represented by an alphabet..
Mr.X is a add math teacher (from where i think some would know)
Mr.X is teaching add math so freaking fast it's almost as if he is dying the next day..
And he gives up homework like distribution water from a tap...
And hell, he doesn't even mark our work...
He just ask us to mark our own work ourselves by referring the answer from the back of the book..
I mean what if we get the answer but the working is wrong..
And worst part is he doesn't even flip through our work..
Which is also good because we can so totally skip some of the question and he won't know a thing..

oh gosh look i'm criticizing my teacher in my blog hahahah... praise to JY!
luckily i'm stil not as critical as her yet... Xp

The first few week of school has been well below expectations...
But there's a silver lining behind every cloud...
And this particular silver lining is
Yesh people CNY!


Ok ok i think i shouldn't be over money minded or else some stupid ass might say my brain is made from money...
Damn freaking stupid person...
I mean the world is made up of different kinds of people rite so i guess stupid people are among one of the categories of the different kind of people...
Well if i get pissed by the stupid person again well...

And so concludes my entry...

Have a disastrous day.....

Tuesday, January 08, 2008


Kim tagged me so bla!

1. What is your dream when during your childhood?
~Of cuz become like the super hero on tv larr....

2. You like rainny day or sunny day? Why?
~Rainny days...The uber best time except when i want to use my computer...

3. Which colour you like most? Black or White?
~absolute Black

4. If you've chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
~Well i'd probably say that no matter what happen i'll always be here for you!

5. Where is the place you wanted to go most? Why?
~Oh i want to go to the moon!Moon!!

6.Which part of you that you hate most?
~Sleepy head

7. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
~Listen to a sad song!

8. What are you scares to lose the most?
~Not following stuff

9. List out 3 good points of the one who tag you.
~Big smile, easy going, big bundle of happiness

10. What are the requirements that you wish for your another half?
~requirements ar? Hmm... pretty, kind,listens to me and RICH!!!

11. Till now, what is the moment that you regret most?
~I never regret hahahah...

12. Which type of person you hate most?

13. What is your ambition?
~Pharmacist or lecturer

14.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
~A person who makes use of you and never gives anything back....

15. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
~A lot of money!

16. Who would you want to spend your last day with?

17. What do you think that is most important in your life?
~once again MONEY!

18. Who's your favourite cartoon character?
~It's got to be axel! (but he's a game character....but also counted la who cares hahaha)

19.What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
~Say bye bye

20. If you have the chance to redo one thing what will you redo?
~Nothing hahahaha!!