Saturday, June 30, 2007

Victory in its very own way

Today was such a fun day.Not forgetting tired as well...haha....Today itself was a victory in its own way..My head is practically spinning after so much sports...haha...ok ok so I'll just make it brief!

Toady was competition day...Erm it was a law Olympiad competition...Held in Convent...Ah just to note the convent i mean isn't a one full with nuns but convent secondary school...Almost like a real convent all the studs there are girls....

So journey there by the school bus booked by the school...Thank you school....lolz.....We got there quite early i guess because most of the other schools haven't arrive yet...Got in the hall and as expected saw a few familiar face...Too bad they didn't...

The competition started and we were given papers to do...The only section I was better in was in the first one.That is finding the murderer...haha so murder stories do come in handy....Take that world!!!! As for the rest i wasn't so good and was practically just a nuisance... >.< Haha....Gomenasai!! Aww~~ i wanted that Rm1500 price!!!

After the competition my dudes and i went for badminton at tiara club...!!! Guess what with saw? We saw Voon and voon junior lolz.... Seriously Zu Kang just look so similar to his dad.....After two hours of intensive badminton, All of us was so Tired!!! haha...

After that we went for lunch...well late lunch anyway.. After lunch..we straight away went swimming...lol... we are already exhausted yet still go swimming....haha intensive athletes...But then didn't swim much because we were all already too tired... after that everbody went their own way....And thus ending my post for today lolz....

That is all from me today! tata!!

Friday, June 29, 2007

Rainy days and Dayz of my life...

Shh..... listen..... listen to the patter of the falling rain....Breath.......Breath in the smell of the rain......Let your heart beat with the rhythm of the falling rain.....Let the rain engulf all your senses.....

Ahh~ I love these rainy days so....Makes me feel so calm and relaxed....It's just so nice watching the rain patter against the window....Rough wind way blow, but the bamboo near my house seem just ever so firm on their ground. Though they seem to sway with the wind they always return to their place once the wind stops....

These may all seem to be nonsense to you or perhaps meaning less...But these very small things that strength my life,giving me courage and encouragement to continue this tedious and complicated life.People all seem to be wearing a mask.The fact that all people are selfish in one way or another cannot be denied.

Through this life, mother nature had kept me well aware of my surroundings and keep me moving towards that unseen future.Most philosophies of life are found in simple things there is in life.It is us who are oblivious to whatever that life is trying to teach us..The whole world seem ever so eagar to share their secrets with us if we just open all our senses..

"Life's but a walking shadow" only refers to those who do not cherish theirs.One life is all we have and a limitless amout of chances is what we own.Yet people take advantage of the chance they are given knowing that there will be een moer chances.Sadly humanity is such.

I've read a book and found this sentence "[are we just empty shells filled with both rage and emotion?]". This is another truth in life but it just seem that people are oblivious about it.I so often wonder why do understanding a question only leads to more question I have a bout this life?I guess it's all just enigmas.

The rain is starting to pour again...I shall go now, and find my piece of santuary;my retreat from reality amist the falling rain.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Me,school and stuff

So school's been great so far....Fwenz,teachers,work and others.BUT the only problem I am facing now is my own laziness......I guess i must double my effort to overcome this short coming....Other than that life is smooth sailing.....But still I have to start preparing for my exam....My dad say he'll buy me a new phone if i work hard...I really hope he will...so all the more i must work hard....=) but there is one thing i managed to do...That is to be happy no matter what....For me i think that is a good start!

Well not really have much time left to blog so will not blog for a while i guess...so let me update what happen so far...

My Uncle from Us came for a few days to stay so i get to eat out on his stay here...lol...so much good food so little time....haha... well anyway my uncle's few day stay here had definitely made me erm gain weight....lolz....

Done my first oral exam and found it wasn't too bad....tomorrow i'll be doing another oral exam....isn't it swell...well the 2nd oral exam is open response...I have to face it unprepared well actually the whole class has to... And golly won't i have to read up since my general knowledge is not that much?

The first step to victory is not to win your enemy first but to win over yourself....I guess i'll have to win myself over from laziness before i can fight this last battle....

To victory to victory is where i will go!!



~Don't bother me..I have lots to think about~

Thursday, June 14, 2007

And things went back to what they were meant to be!

After two week of hols wouldn't it be nice to be back in school.......Practically dozing under the boring teacher's noses and drowning under the noise created by my fellow mates....The tradition on school-ing......

After the mid term break the one time which is perhaps the most heart thumping and mind breaking is when one gets their results for the mid term examination back from the teachers....It's excruciating to wait for your own results especially when the teachers starts to call out student by student at snail pace....Upon seeing other people's poor results you really doubt whether you could do any better than they have done...

This week for me had been a very long and throbbing one.......


Monday
11/06/07

Monday......The scattered daily routine are finally coming back to their original position....would my life be like a broken recorder replaying the same sounds over and over and over until the day its source of energy run dry.....I doubt if there will be any significant difference between me and the broken recorder...But perhaps its a matter of perspective that has made life more bearable....A different angle of perspective could change the path taken but still it is binded to the routine that you are one too familiar with.....

Results are shown today....Not a bit too happy about it and yet neither sad...You could say that I am stuck in the middle of happy and sadness...caught in the vortex between the two emotions....But what could I possibly do?


Tuesday
12/06/07

Tuesday....More results...But today I finally got back a paper which i am quite satisfied with......
My English paper....My essay is going to be taken for school mag....

A bit of sunshine has definitely brighten up my damp world...


Wednesday
13/06/07

Wednesday.....Got bribed to go for a competition...lol.... with the new harry potter book.......But I guess it's not going to be such a good choice after all....My guts tells me that something will happen on that day...But i have no idea what.....I just have to be prepared for whatever that will come...


Thursday
14/06/07

Thursday....Today....i asked my brother to bring my English essay to be edited by my English teacher....In the end got criticized....felt very bad about that because i poured my heart into it...Well I guess i have to face reality for there is always a two side of a coin.....she said I'll get it back on Saturday....I hope the dressing down won't be as bad as expected.....

Outside is pouring heavily...But somehow sitting outside my house watching the heavy downpour really makes me free better and calms me down.....How i wish i could go under the rain and enjoy the continuous onslaught of the falling rain...

I love the rain.....
For it is in the rain where I could find my small piece of santuary.....





~ How i wish to be caught in the rain....=3 ~