Monday, December 31, 2007

Bye bye

Today is the last day of the year...
wow last day already....
I guess time really does fly when there are so many people trying to kill it...
poor time...
And the last day means I'm having my O levels next year!
Crap man....

and next year means less of all things fun...
And study like human machine....
But oh well...
I have to if i wanna get into a prestigious university or anywhere i might go...
Ah hell this sucks!!
And D grey man and mxo and fairy tail are still not completed yet and i have to read less of the manga...

Ah my precious manga....
Man i'm really gonna miss all the mangas...
Oh well it's bye bye to all my mangas and games and ps2...
I freaking hate good byes...
Jeezz....
oh well untill the end of the year then...

And to all fellow readers...
Thx for hearing my rants and happy counting down!!

5......................





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1.........................





Happy new year!! Wow!!
May you all have a freaking good 2008!

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Dayz

It's boxing day today..
I can think of a whole list of people to box today...
but sadly boxing day is not about boxing people...
how sad...
But seriously why is it called boxing day when you can't box people?
Ah freaking hell...
Well i guess it's the day after christmas and all so they have to box up their christmas decoration?
And thus boxing day?
=.=!! seriously they need a better name...

Ah and today is someone's birthday....
Mr. Tsunami!!
Woot!!
GO tsunami!
Your another year older!
Congratzz!

And that's the end of that...
The damn hols are ending...
haizz... i guess i have to hit the books... seriously "o" levels next year...
what could be worse?
Oh well i found a new manga! woot!!
Chibi Vampire! haha...

and now back to more manga-ing before school reopens...
And and don't you dare go and disturb me..
I'll pull out your eye balls and sell them to a witch!
Hahahahhaa....
Just kidding..
laterr

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

A..C..Phlem..h...m...e...d



lol look at this video...

it rocks!

I kill you!!

lol...

happy watching!

Monday, December 10, 2007

Rebirth

"Each night when i go to sleep, I die. And the next morning when i wake up, I am reborn"

This is written by Mahatma Gandhi a truly magnificent guy...
This is truly meaningful..
For those who don't understand it well let me shine some light onto you...
This sentence means to treat everyday as your last day and every new day like you have just reborn from the death..
As you practice this, you'll start to see what is really important in life...If today is really your last day on earth, what would you do?
Do you feel that your time on earth is too short? or is there too much you have not done?

For most of us we are living life only half awake..Neither awake nor asleep..
But this is what our culture is....

well that's all for now..

later.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Repaying a debt

Lol ok this is for celine la...
alwiz tagged me de... haha
ok here goes.......

************************************************

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :
1. New Hp
2. Lap Top
3. Vacation to Cameron Highlands[didn't get to go this year]
4. Visit Singapore
5. My very own indoor Gym!

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS :
Celine!

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
1. worker drone
2. Dancer
3. Kind and caring
4. Cute!
5. My Good Buddy!

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAD DONE FOR YOU :
Erm so far ar..other than wishing me good luck for exam then no more le... Xp

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU :
Take care? [her catch phrase will never forget so it is memorable]

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL :
Already say if already lor.... how many % chance will happen?
haha but if really become my lover erm ok also la...
but anyways she is still a worker drone... Xp

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE :
Enemy ar?
Ah the reason is she is a naughty girl...
lol....
ok this is like so never going to happen.... =]

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

As time come to pass I learned.............

As time came to pass I learned there are many things which are inevitable.... some mistakes which can't be undone... Our own history that can't be re-written.... Life's Noth a bed of roses nor just unbearable burden.....

Our life is our own story, Our own epic journey, and most importantly we choose the plots and story line.... how cool is that...

Well i guess I'll write down what has become of me since the holiday begins...

Once upon a time.... that's how all stories begins but not mine for there isn't a happily ever after yet...

It was a dark gloomy night... the moon is hidden behind the dark clouds hanging so ever low from the heavens... Fog slowly crawls into the city changing every light source into dim lit ted candles...

NO NO NO!

Hmmmm.....

and thus the holidays begins....I though that it would be a holiday like no other this hols but fate proves me wrong..... this holidays feels so different...so different that i don't even feel like it is a holiday.....

My holidays to Cameron highland canceled...
my new hand phone got exchanged for one year's worth of singing lessons..

well i think i should just start how all story, lines,sentences and etc... starts which is from the start....

The hols started when the year end exams ended... as you can see then end of something is the start of something new... well the hols went on and on and on... Went back to my gramps for a few days.... met a damn cute girl on meez but lost contact soon after[apparently with bf to talk to me lol....] and well life went on...

Year end results showed soon after hols begins.... Apparently I got 10th position... which is still not good enough though... i still need to brush up on my studies cuz i lost 3 A's from 10 subjects...

Ok that's that i guess...
Next month I'll be starting my tuition lessons which can be quite a pain...
But the good news is that my singing lessons starts next month too.... cool man!!
*woots!*

*sigh* well i think I'll just blog till here for today...
and OMG i still haven't touched Pn. Zahara's homework yet...

lol....

Oh well I'll just have to start doing it tomorrow....

well till my next entry...

bye my dear readers!

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Distance Between Two Hearts

Have you ever wondered what is the distance between your heart and your friends?

Well Yours Truly have discovered a way(experimental results not guranteed)

OK here goes:

1) Pick a friend
2) Don't have any type communication or wanything with that person for a month.
3)Count how often you find yourself unknowingly start to think bout that person.
4)The more often you think about that person, the nearer the distance between your heart and that person..(doesn't work vise versa though)

e.g.
You think bout [X] 1-3 times in the month ~ Distance between heart one starlight
You think bout [y] 5-6 times in the month ~ Distance between Heart one Planet
You think bout [z] everyday ~ Distance between heart Practically
sticking together


Well what are you waiting for try it yourself and tell me how accurate my concept is...

Xp...

well happy trying!

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Unexpected-ness

Updates for my freaking abnormal life...The week stated as a week itself....The week went on as plain as ever....Tue was kim's burfdae... Many presents? I don't know.... But well it's her burfdae so happy burfdae...

The week past slowly.... and on wed was scout activity and we were supposed to tesst out the games... It went like ok ok... and so the day went by WITHOUT imparting knowledge from Mr. Foo my Chem teacher in omega.. and they were doing the calculation part...which i am super weak in...Dum it...

Ok so Mon, Thurs wuz like ~~~~~ a monotonous,routine bounded day...

Most of the highlight of the week happened on friday..
National Day....
Which directly meant a school holiday..
Which also meant a day for replacement lessons...
So the lucky teacher who got the replacement slot was Phy teach...
And that was like ok except i have another 4 hours of tuition after that 2 hours..
So went out at 11.30am and reached home at 7.00pm..
There was scout activity that day..I went for a while and I got there just in time to listen to the nag~ nag~ nag~ part.
Because The BIG 'K' head was nagging, i went home a lil later and got nagged by mum... talk about dejavu..
Phy tuition ended at 1.30
I had to rush to Kerris, buy a new bag, buy reference book, and buy presents for that "someone who wanted something useful" which ultimately burn a hole in my pocket... T_T

Rush to pack up two doughnuts and a coffee and rushed for another 4 hours of tution again...Sigh..When the day finally ended I was exhausted...

Sat was another day..Scouts activity was in the morning and I didn't complete the WITCH's homework...Oh God.... And I have to do work in school...in the wee hours of the morning...Ok fine.. I did a lil then i had to do the scouts 50 games thing for the Live 07 i think..So it ended at 12.45 and i haven't had a morsel of food that morning...I gobbled down my food, took my bath and off to the WITCH's tuition class and i was pooped... I got nagged by her again[weekly routine nothing new] which was so annoying I had a hard time suppressing my anger...

This was continued with another tuition...But this tuition was like way better... The teacher is good and I get to meet my best fwen....Horse Hang[derived from English to Chinese then back to English]... hahaha...lol....But the problem was I was already too tired...

That night some girl called me and I was like uberly shocked...who har? lol and finally know that it was Melissa... lol...... It was like 8.00PM++ when she called again... And that was enough to make me completely mystified..It was like so good of her to call....Thankiew Melissa!... It didn't just made my day but the whole week... Hahaha...Didn't it just made a huge different to my freakishly bad day? lol~

Before ending, just a question to keep you on pondering on..
It's a place.
I'm cool even under the scorching sun..
I'm sweating but yet I don't feel I am
..
Where am I?

Alrite..
Guess up...
And here is something you won't have to guess..
The pic will show you everything..


[If you've ever wondered what a chick will be doing before it hatches well this...]

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Being There For You

This is probably my last post before school reopens... So many things had happen recently and everything seemed to pass like a flash of light... For me to relax this hols? Impossible...This hols has been well a hols of realisation...

I realise a lot of things this hols..Well there are 4 importants ones mainly...


1) Say NO

2) Shut Up

3) Don't Criticise

4) Don't expect for people to be there for u just because you were there for them...

Is saying being there for you just an empty promise?I have like no idea at all..
At times I ask myself is being there for others worth it, when no one is there for you when u needed them?

As I continue pondering on this question, the world continues turning...
So what the hack man... I'll just continue doing what I do best...

Being me....

hahaha...*smiles*


And now my adventure continues.....


~Don't be afraid..I'm here with you~
[Picture of sora and roxas dedicated to Shar Linn a true KH fan until her ps died that is....lol]

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Wei Xiao De Ying Zhi (A Smiling Shadow)

It's really such a miraculous thing for me to find such an inspiring phrase(with pic of cause) in the newspaper.. It had completely pulled me out of the misery i had been for this past few months...Hahahaha.... I just feel so great now so I think i'll share this with you all..


It says
[Da ying zhi ji, zai duo kan ke, ye yao wei xiao zhou xia chu]

which means
[promise yourself no matter how rough the journey ahead, you have to keep smiling and continue walking on..]

I so darn love this pic !!!! <3<3<3

hohoho....

Now I feel like i could take on the world!! It's just so funny when no one that can talk managed to pull me away from my dumps whereas just a picture which can't talk managed to do it...

To all those who have tried to help me thankiew...and for those who rub salt into my wound when i'm down WHATEVER!!! hahahaha... I don't blame you at all, because just like you said to me [ni zen de mang bu jiang li...Bu guai bu guai]..... HAHA to you.... lol-ness...[luckily tt person I am talking a bout doesn't visit my blog *phew*]
And to all my other friends YOU ARE ALL JUST SO CUTE!! KAWAII NO~~! I"LL CHERISH YOU ALL (mostly and not you moo~ I just hate COWS hahaha)

HAHAHAHA...

Smile and the world will smile with you...

so come on now everybody smile with me...


haha but not like this little baby hahaha...



But more like riku,sora and kairi....
That's all Cherieooo!!

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

If I could create a neverland

Life is a complete drag for me these few months..It's not like there aren't any happy moments in this duration but well it's just so scarce...Well life is made that way..Have you ever wonder what life would be like if there was a neverland?





Seriously the neverland on my mind is not the one you see above...Well one things for sure we teenagers can not even enter that place..That is Pete's neverland(Peter Pan)...Next fact that that could never be my neverland is well it's too remote and there is absolutely no tech stuff and you know what's worse no books...haha...

That would be what a normal teenagers like me want.But for me well i prefer a more tranquil place..A place to get away from the clutches of our cruel & merciless reality..A place where i could be free, be who I am, and enjoy the beautiful surroundings of this neverland which only there for me..



The dark side of my neverland....

For every beautiful place, there would be some evil that lurks around. Just like in Peter Pan there is the existence of Captain Hook.I have come to know that the existence of evil is inevitable..So what are the evil which lurks around my neverland? The Shadows of the past? The shadow of darkness which exist within us? Or the ultimate evil that resides deep within us...HATRED..


In my neverland, evil does not attack you physically but more of a mental torment...It is the pain Captain Hook felt when his hand was taken(bitten off to be exact) only the pain hurts on our insides..Heartaches...Guilt...and etc. etc.


To be finally free from them, is well the ultimate success you can achieve here..

My retreat from reality...
That's all I can tell you about the everland which only exist in my mind. So now i bid you all farewell as I begin another day's journey in my so called Neverland...

Neverland's calling.....
~ciox~

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

99 ways of saying i love you

Here are 99 ways of saying i love you

Afrikaans - Ek is lief vir jou
Albanian - te dua
Arabic - Ana Ahebak / Ana Bahibak
Armenian - yes kez shat em siroom
Assyr- Az tha hijthmekem
Alentejano(Portugal) - Gosto De Ti, Porra!
Bahasa Malayu - (Malaysia) Saya cinta mu
Basque - Maite Zaitut
Bengali - Ami Tomake Bahlobashi
Bavarian - I mog di
Bisaya - Nahigugma ko nimo
Bosnian - Ja te volim (formally) or volim-te
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Burmese- chit pa de
Cantonese - Ngo Oi Nei
Chinese - gnoy oy naGoi Oi Lei (Hongkong)Wa Ai Li (Taiwan)
Cambodian - Bon sro lanh oon
Catalan - T'estim (mallorcan)
Croatian - LJUBim te
Czech - miluji te
Danish- Jeg elsker dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
English - I love you
Esperanto - Mi amas vim
Estonian - Ma armastan sind / Mina armastan sind (formal)
Farsi - Tora dust midaram
Filipino - Mahal ka ta
Finnish - Minä rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime
Gaelic - Tá mé i ngrá leat
German - Ich liebe Dich
Greek - S'agapw
Greenlandic - Asavakit
Gujrati - Hoon tane pyar karoochhoon
Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia 'oe
Hebrew - Ani ohevet ota
Hindi - Main tumsey pyaar karta hoon / Maine Pyar Kiya
Hmong - Kuv Hlub Koj
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Hokkien - Wa ai lu
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Icelandic - Eg elska thig
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Italian - ti amo
Indian - Mai tumase pyar karata hun (male to female) Mai tumase pyar karati hun (female to male)
Irish - taim i' ngra leat
Japanese - Aishiteru
Javanese - Kulo tresno marang panjenengan (formal)aku terno kowe (informal)
Kapangpangan - Kaluguran daka.
Korean - SA LANG HAE / Na No Sa Lan Hei
Kurdish - Khoshtm Auyt
Laos - Chanrackkun
Latin - Ego te amo
Latvian - Es mîlu Tevi
Lithuanian - As Myliu Tave
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lingala - Nalingi yo
Lojban - mi do prami
Luo - Aheri
Macedonian - Te sakam
Mandarin - Wo Ai Ni
Malteese - Inhobbok hafna
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Saya cinta mu
Norwegian - Jeg elsker deg
Persian - Tora Doost Darem
Pig Latin - I-yea Ove-lea Ou-yea
Polish - Kocham Cie
Portuguese - Eu te amo (Brazilian)Eu amo-te (continental)
Punjabi - me tumse pyar ker ta hu'
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Serbo-Croatian - Volim te
Slovenian - ljubim te
Swedish - Jag älskar dig
Swiss German - Ch-ha di gärn
Spanish - Te quiero / te amo / yo amor tu
Swahili - Naku penda
Tagalog - Mahal Kita / Iniibig kita
Tamil - Naan Unnai Khadalikkeren
Telugu - Nenu Ninnu Premisthunnanu
Thai - Khao Raak Thoe / chun raak ter
Turkish - seni seviyorum
Ukranian - Yalleh blutebeh / ya tebe kohayu
Urdu - Mea tum se pyaar karta hu ( when a guy says it)Mea tum se pyar karti hu (when a gal says it) Vietnamese - Toi yeu em
Vulcan - Wani ra yana ro aisha
Yugoslavian - Ya te volim
Zazi - Ezhele hezdege
Zulu - Mena Tanda Wen

enjoy saying them..

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Things that are best left unspoken.

There are things in life that are best left the way they are....Unknown,Unseen,Unspoken,Unheard....Would it be any good to let it be known?Let it be heard?Let it be seen?Let it be spoken?

As my quest to solve the enigmas of life continues so does my life...

Half of the week has already gone and what have i done?A 5% production is a far cry from my usual 70% production..hmm...The L disease has infected me again or was it never cured? I have to double enforce my will in order to suppress this annoying disease...Everything as controllable if you just put your mind into it...But what have i been doing???

Ok so the week is English week...Mr. BJ and my class has been given the responsibility of handling the week...and the most amusing thing about this is we have to do this every 2nd week of the month till school break.. heh..I mean will this yield better english speaking students?Or will this encourage them to speak in english?I truly do not know.If they don't well our efforts will be going down the drain...
*flushes*

Japenese came to my school on tuesday... well the good news my english is way better than the japenese studs that visited... and the bad news is i can't converse with them and my photography sucks....Hmm.. The day was fairly ok..On that day i finally know something...most of the guys in my school are so damn "clean" minded....Well ain't something new ba....I didn't take photo graph with the japenese nor did i talk with them(well they only speak japenese so how could i ever?) and my friend say that i was not friendly...Do they want me to use hand signals to converse with them and act like i'm some kind of primmative man? Seriously i don't understand them.Just because they understand a bit of japenese doesn't mean that i could. Thus,causing communication with them to be so damn difficult.

What is left now is about today..Today is today... it ain't yesterday or tomorrow... hmm.. living in the present is more difficult than expected...A word to describe today.. Joyless... so i have nothing to add about today...

And that's all for this entry..

Friday, July 06, 2007

Fairy tale and reality

Fairy tales.........Reality.......... where are we actually living in?Those who only lives in their own world and those who deceive themselves are those living in fairy tales.But then how many are living in reality?Well for me, I think fairy tales are just the complete inverse of our reality.

"Happily ever after"? Does it even exist in reality?No matter how beautiful one's life seems to be, there is always that something that rip it into those tiny pieces and allow the passing breeze to carry it away.

When everybody thinks that good will triumph over evil in the end then why are there still so many bad guys out there?When you have read till the sentence which says "and they live happily ever after" the story ends.But does anyone knows what happens after that? No they don't?When many wish their marriage to be just like a fairy tales, I prefer not to.

I choose not to deceive myself by beliving that every thing will eventually end beautifully.Even if it does, It only signifies the beginning of a completely new problem. I always wonder if we live in a fairy tale, would the ending be the same?

The people who wrote all this fairy tales are just reflecting to us the brighter side of life.But where did they hide the darkness of life?The darkness which exist even without the wicked step mother of Snow white or the wolf from red riding hood.The darkness which lies within every soul.


Perhaps all those are hidden after the sentence "and they live happily ever after" all written on those pages that are not seen by us. It is our own duty to make sure we do not live in fairy tales but to live in reality and see things the way they really are.

There is no second chance or a fairy god mother to help you in your time of need.The only one that could help you is you yourself. Only by breaking free from one's own fairy tale can one finally see reality as it really is. By achieving this only can one cherish themselves more, for how can one cherish themselves when they are blinded from the truth..


Laugh when you can laugh,
Cry when you have tears to shed,
Breath all you can breath,
Hear all you can hear,
Touch the hearts of those you can reach,

See what the world offers,
Feel all you can feel.
believe all there is to believe
And live life as what life really is.


~I just love this song =]~

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Victory in its very own way

Today was such a fun day.Not forgetting tired as well...haha....Today itself was a victory in its own way..My head is practically spinning after so much sports...haha...ok ok so I'll just make it brief!

Toady was competition day...Erm it was a law Olympiad competition...Held in Convent...Ah just to note the convent i mean isn't a one full with nuns but convent secondary school...Almost like a real convent all the studs there are girls....

So journey there by the school bus booked by the school...Thank you school....lolz.....We got there quite early i guess because most of the other schools haven't arrive yet...Got in the hall and as expected saw a few familiar face...Too bad they didn't...

The competition started and we were given papers to do...The only section I was better in was in the first one.That is finding the murderer...haha so murder stories do come in handy....Take that world!!!! As for the rest i wasn't so good and was practically just a nuisance... >.< Haha....Gomenasai!! Aww~~ i wanted that Rm1500 price!!!

After the competition my dudes and i went for badminton at tiara club...!!! Guess what with saw? We saw Voon and voon junior lolz.... Seriously Zu Kang just look so similar to his dad.....After two hours of intensive badminton, All of us was so Tired!!! haha...

After that we went for lunch...well late lunch anyway.. After lunch..we straight away went swimming...lol... we are already exhausted yet still go swimming....haha intensive athletes...But then didn't swim much because we were all already too tired... after that everbody went their own way....And thus ending my post for today lolz....

That is all from me today! tata!!

Friday, June 29, 2007

Rainy days and Dayz of my life...

Shh..... listen..... listen to the patter of the falling rain....Breath.......Breath in the smell of the rain......Let your heart beat with the rhythm of the falling rain.....Let the rain engulf all your senses.....

Ahh~ I love these rainy days so....Makes me feel so calm and relaxed....It's just so nice watching the rain patter against the window....Rough wind way blow, but the bamboo near my house seem just ever so firm on their ground. Though they seem to sway with the wind they always return to their place once the wind stops....

These may all seem to be nonsense to you or perhaps meaning less...But these very small things that strength my life,giving me courage and encouragement to continue this tedious and complicated life.People all seem to be wearing a mask.The fact that all people are selfish in one way or another cannot be denied.

Through this life, mother nature had kept me well aware of my surroundings and keep me moving towards that unseen future.Most philosophies of life are found in simple things there is in life.It is us who are oblivious to whatever that life is trying to teach us..The whole world seem ever so eagar to share their secrets with us if we just open all our senses..

"Life's but a walking shadow" only refers to those who do not cherish theirs.One life is all we have and a limitless amout of chances is what we own.Yet people take advantage of the chance they are given knowing that there will be een moer chances.Sadly humanity is such.

I've read a book and found this sentence "[are we just empty shells filled with both rage and emotion?]". This is another truth in life but it just seem that people are oblivious about it.I so often wonder why do understanding a question only leads to more question I have a bout this life?I guess it's all just enigmas.

The rain is starting to pour again...I shall go now, and find my piece of santuary;my retreat from reality amist the falling rain.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Me,school and stuff

So school's been great so far....Fwenz,teachers,work and others.BUT the only problem I am facing now is my own laziness......I guess i must double my effort to overcome this short coming....Other than that life is smooth sailing.....But still I have to start preparing for my exam....My dad say he'll buy me a new phone if i work hard...I really hope he will...so all the more i must work hard....=) but there is one thing i managed to do...That is to be happy no matter what....For me i think that is a good start!

Well not really have much time left to blog so will not blog for a while i guess...so let me update what happen so far...

My Uncle from Us came for a few days to stay so i get to eat out on his stay here...lol...so much good food so little time....haha... well anyway my uncle's few day stay here had definitely made me erm gain weight....lolz....

Done my first oral exam and found it wasn't too bad....tomorrow i'll be doing another oral exam....isn't it swell...well the 2nd oral exam is open response...I have to face it unprepared well actually the whole class has to... And golly won't i have to read up since my general knowledge is not that much?

The first step to victory is not to win your enemy first but to win over yourself....I guess i'll have to win myself over from laziness before i can fight this last battle....

To victory to victory is where i will go!!



~Don't bother me..I have lots to think about~

Thursday, June 14, 2007

And things went back to what they were meant to be!

After two week of hols wouldn't it be nice to be back in school.......Practically dozing under the boring teacher's noses and drowning under the noise created by my fellow mates....The tradition on school-ing......

After the mid term break the one time which is perhaps the most heart thumping and mind breaking is when one gets their results for the mid term examination back from the teachers....It's excruciating to wait for your own results especially when the teachers starts to call out student by student at snail pace....Upon seeing other people's poor results you really doubt whether you could do any better than they have done...

This week for me had been a very long and throbbing one.......


Monday
11/06/07

Monday......The scattered daily routine are finally coming back to their original position....would my life be like a broken recorder replaying the same sounds over and over and over until the day its source of energy run dry.....I doubt if there will be any significant difference between me and the broken recorder...But perhaps its a matter of perspective that has made life more bearable....A different angle of perspective could change the path taken but still it is binded to the routine that you are one too familiar with.....

Results are shown today....Not a bit too happy about it and yet neither sad...You could say that I am stuck in the middle of happy and sadness...caught in the vortex between the two emotions....But what could I possibly do?


Tuesday
12/06/07

Tuesday....More results...But today I finally got back a paper which i am quite satisfied with......
My English paper....My essay is going to be taken for school mag....

A bit of sunshine has definitely brighten up my damp world...


Wednesday
13/06/07

Wednesday.....Got bribed to go for a competition...lol.... with the new harry potter book.......But I guess it's not going to be such a good choice after all....My guts tells me that something will happen on that day...But i have no idea what.....I just have to be prepared for whatever that will come...


Thursday
14/06/07

Thursday....Today....i asked my brother to bring my English essay to be edited by my English teacher....In the end got criticized....felt very bad about that because i poured my heart into it...Well I guess i have to face reality for there is always a two side of a coin.....she said I'll get it back on Saturday....I hope the dressing down won't be as bad as expected.....

Outside is pouring heavily...But somehow sitting outside my house watching the heavy downpour really makes me free better and calms me down.....How i wish i could go under the rain and enjoy the continuous onslaught of the falling rain...

I love the rain.....
For it is in the rain where I could find my small piece of santuary.....





~ How i wish to be caught in the rain....=3 ~






Thursday, May 31, 2007

An Oasis In the Middle Of the Desert

Haha technically this hols has like well counting fallen leaves during autumn.........If you're wondering what does that mean well it means only one word that is "BORING"..... Suppose that's the way life goes during hols... With almost every body gone on vacation[well most of them went to China...must hav been influence by S.H.E.'s new song "zhong guo hua"]life seems to be quite empty.....hmmm.... well well hav gotten used to it by now....

lolz but within this boring boring hols i did manage to do one thing though.... That of cuz is going out for a movie?Woot!!!Haha well thats of cuz happened today.But well before that happen i went for tution at 9.00 in da morning hehe.... fance that......Well so got home bout 11.00am and got ready.....There was a football match earlier but i cannot take part due to tution class....wow aren't I such a lucky ass....

Ok so bout 12.00 a.m. everybody was doing their hair which of cuz includes me...hehe....wuz looking the best after that...well every one wuz.... too bad no group photo or we might just well blow out your mind.....muahahah....Took a taxi to City Square...well actually 3 cuz there were 12 people and one taxi won't fit all 12 [logically yeah...but I love acting stupid.....]

Eat movie and bla bla...... lolz the movie wuz not bad but don't know why peeps said that is sucks.... hmmm...Bought 3 rings and a book lolz..... the ring wuz like so hard to get since my fingers are big but finally got em in the end....lolz....and a book by jeffrey archer....Well my other fwenz didn't buy anything though...and as for anything special....Nope....none

haha...well its really been a great day....hmm well just made up a new proverb An Oasis In the Middle Of the Desert.... oh well you get the picture....

well thats all today..... no really specific details..
i'll blog....
TOMORROW...
haha peace out....


~I want to touch the sky~

Monday, May 28, 2007

Melancholic

This hols well had been a very melancholic one....haha...i'm already converting into a 50% melancholic person..... well one of the reason is the pictures I've exploited from jia yun....damn you girl you'd made me into you without knowing.....well almost haha....well the good news is I'll never be as good as her in criticizing...

Reason two is the book I'm currently reading....the title is [The Book Of Lost Things] by John Connolly... he completely twisted the fairy tales that we use to hear when we were young...haha.... Little Red Riding Hood,Hansen And Gretel,Goldilocks,Sleeping Beauty,Snow White, just to name a few...And the good thing about its is all in one continuous story...wow....talk about happily never after.....Haha but den the story itself is a very malancholic one even without the addition of the sad tales.... if i've to giv it a melancholic rating It'll get a 4.5/5 rate....Seriously its well scary and the same time sad....haha...makes one low spirited doesn't it.

Reason three is because of the game i'm playing haha...such a sad game.....You know the game i talk bout in my last post.....Haha people going into coma because of something that happen to them in the virtual game....The main character attempts to bring back one of his dearest friend a girl who went into a coma because of the incident....and even after he had aquired a new strength he still failed to safe another of his friend....Making it such a sad sad story...Haha well i'm only half way through the game...haha....

Ok so its Monday the first day of the two week hols....I'm already bored to death....haha..there seems to be no one to talk to online.....Everboys seems to be away on vacation or busy catching up with the shows they missed,movies and well even games...haha.....Oh well thats the way it is.......no use complaining X3 haha......hmm guess i'll get to chat with them a lil in due time..I hope.... haha well thats is all i can say for now.....Will keep posting and posting even though there is like hardly anyone reading.....muahahaha!!!

No worries I'll hang on..... =]


~This one goes out to kim haha!~
[just in case she can't see what is written]
This is what is written <Take it,I don't want it hurting>

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Da Holi Holi

wow finally the holidays....haha time for a bit or relaxation......NOT!!

haha......

why?

well tution,work and responsibilities you know stuff like that but then what can you do about it haha.... why don't just face it happily for it will come to pass some time soon...haha...
Com just got repaired after 3 whole week of being crash because i deleted my com's driver which somehow caused a chain reaction and had to change most of the computer parts.... O.O!!!
haha oh well....

So what's the 1st thing i do when the com finally start up well actually my bro used it first...haha he downloaded his games...i onli get to use it on the second day that is TODAY! =p
Ok so pratically the first thing i did was download my msn messenger,trash all the junk mails and recreated my blog skin...haha.....

ok so guess i'm not so tied up as expected but then i still am kinna.... lol....
hols my parents still allow my to slack a bit and i get to play games hahaha......
so addicted to my new game.... well actually its a continuation of the first epi and after one year the second epi of the game came out.... haha happy =]
Haha [.Hack//G.U.//Reminience] rocks!! muahahahaha

Plans for hols...Hmmm this thurs gonna go city square for moo-vie haha....yeay!! pirates....
Arg..... lol but thats all there is for plans and going back to my gramps house the week after next....

Thats all for now will post again soon i hope....=]



~looking up to the stars~






Sunday, April 22, 2007

Okay

Okay so 6 unique things bout me hmm....
great way to blog again after so many months not blogging......

6 Unique things about Da DreamerZ

1) The main reason I always make a fool out of myself is to actually hear people laugh......
2) I like to think too much about almost everything....
3)
I put on a cool front in front of girls because im shy talking to girls?
4)
I like helping people and never expect them to do good things back..
5) I like making up songs and singing them out when im vacumming the house...Xp
6) I sometimes like to immitate girls...lol

Ok so thats 6 unique things about me and its rather shamful talking bout it and not to mention brain racking because i don't consider myself UNIQUE!
ok den thats all from me for now...
Am doin badly in exams and have to start working hard for mid year liau....so ciox....

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Swings

Haaa been such a busy week.......So much to do BUT finally i finish one of de biggest piece of work.....[The Scouts Log Book] dum dum dum!!!!So much to copy and i have to memorise it?Ahh what the heck......Well ne ways let the journey to da past begin...

Ok since last Thurs i have been copyin the scouts log book.....and i've onli finish it today......Fantastic isn't it???Have to draw the flag and da logo of every state(seriously i didn't draw the logo i paid sumone to do it and it and believe me it didn't come cheap)ZzZzZzZzZ.....so ok thats that....

Sat didn't go for English tution cuz went for duty(scouts carpark) for hari kecemerlangan.....Teacher wuz furious haha........Haiz anyways the teacher stacked up my work so burden x2.....The duty that dae wuz like so borin a max of 9 cars give or take onli........And the scorching sun i don't wanna talk bout it......

Sun went to kerris to buy books.....Moral the acursed enemy thee shall be concured by I. No moutain is too high no sea is too deep.I shall hunt you down......So you should know i bought books on moral....So after buying book guess who i saw?My zhu jie jie.....Haha....she nebber see me hehe don't wan let her too cuz she has never seen me b4 and wan let her be surrounded by a mist of deduction.....

Ok Mon sej teacher's pressin on us again......Need marks increasement and everybody to touch da A line.....Aih so much to remember.....BUT not dead yet hahaha.....I lead a blessed life onli lady luck's not smiling much recently......Poor lady luck plz smile for me again......

Tue that is today!!!Positions out....*Drum rolls* and i got number *Drum rolls* .....a beautiful number....Very luck.....its 8 haha...Yesh finally back to top ten......Must work hard le.....Musn't drop this yr...The Banana creature got number 3 and wanted a 2 marks more to be number 2 and you know waht he stood there and ask the english teacher which is also my form teacher to give him 2 more marks.....So Han Nya!!.....Luckily teacher nebber giv....So anyways the next battle date is out on da 16th of April......So men sound the horns,Sharpen your Weapons,Reinforce the battlements,shine your shields, we are goin to WAR!!!!!

All rite so that concludes the dark path of yesterday.......so onwards
DreamerZ Knight of Darkness

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Aih what me goin to do?

The first thing you notice if you are reading this now is my blog changed.....What happened to my old blog well it kinna FRIED UP!! Em darn pictures just *poof* and disappears like magic.....What the stars??........Lucky me i hav blog skin back ups just in case muahahaha......

Oh well thats that......This week hav been a total life drainer......Thanks to it i might just die a few years sooner.Well isn't that fantastic news?

OK monday was monday not tuesday or any other day...Tuesday?Well fitness exam 1.......What the moon man......And then there is still fitness test 2 next week!! And we have to run 1500m=1.5km.....I ain't born a runner i might just collapse half way but its different if you want me to swim i might just make that double no sweat.......

Today....I have to finish my malay tution work and manage to squeeze some time for the buku log for scouts.....And i have to finish by this sat......What on saturn is this??So much monkey work!!oh well thats life i guess....Tomorrow have to go and get that log book!!!And tonight time will stop for me.....hahaha...as if la.....i just have to borrow tomorrow's time.....

haha if that is ever possible.........

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Finally better

So how long has it been???O ya its has been exactly one week and one day since i've been hit with that dreaded disease.........Why did it torcher me so.....Why??? hahaha.........well i guess i'm really better since i've gotten my over-dramatism back........But seriously you would't wanna be near me last week.....haha

Its really been a bottoms up and tops down week......I pratically spent the last one week just rotting off my bed and taking medicine with those uber bitter herbs.......Ahh great week.....Really slept alot......And you know what's the great thing about it?I didn't do any school work nice.....

Actually i would still be in bed moaning and groaning if my mum didn't change my antibiotics.......Great job mum!!! lolz so as you can see the three day antibiotics works wonders........So what did i learn during this week i'm sick.....Hmmm i learn i kinna slimed down yeah.....Lolz seriously i learn i have to drink like lots lots more water......(What the heck!! don't all kiddies know that??)

Its a pitty i still can't sing yet.......If i could then i'll might just win back home the project superstar contract lol..........Wow wouldn't that be great.........Muahahaha........ok seriously i need a shrink.......My monologs are getting more and more ridiculous.......Self-praising,self-boasting,whatever next?????

All right onwards black knight......Onward to a better (must add healthier) tomorrow...

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Sick

Friday 9th 07............The day i was infected by disease from assorted people............Aih now still feel so sick........

That morning was already not feeling very well but still went to school as usual.....Before recess i was still ok but after recess can't even stay focus so kinna took a nap that lasted for the whole 70 minutes that is the whole lesson and then go home......Told mum wuz sick but she still wanted me to go for tution cuz that day hav two tution continuously at omega......Felt groogy so took a nap before the tution......almost goin for tution my mum woke me up and feel still no where near a little bit better........

So the first lesson wuz add maths and i could still focus but the during bio class i pratically slept through it.......Reached home soon after the lesson and slept again then my dad woke me up and took me to a doctor which i rarely wanted to go see cuz its a waste of money......Oh well then went to Clinic Liew my friends father's clinic...My father ask a very stupid question he wuz supposed to ask if Dr. Liew was in instead he ask if Dr. Gan was in.......lolz the nurse wuz like 0.O.....

After goin to the doctor i went to take my glasses at leisure mall....I change the lens of my spects and got myself another transparent purple one......well actually i don't want it but my dad wanted to buy so ok lor......So now i hav 3 sets of usable pairs.....

Today wuz just sleeping through the whole day so nothing much to add...thats all i think i should go back sleeping.....

Friday, March 09, 2007

Twas the day before the eve of holidays eve

So the week wuz a big mixture of happiness plus sadness plus a faint dash of depression..........Wow isn't the ending week a fantastic dish to you?Why? You'll know soon enough ok then lets get the film rolling......

On may the 13th 1991 roughly about 4 a little child breathed his firsth breath....... Ok ok rewind too much le........Fast Foward..........................Ok the correct time......Ah the beginning of the week......As usual woke up late again and slowly taking my time OMG its 6.45 and i just woke up oh well 5 more minutes...ZzZzZzZ...lol my physical state every morning....Waking up late is no longer a new sight but late for school never.......Ok so its the week after exam what can you expect other than EXAM RESULTS!!!!

Ok so you should know by now what do i mean at the top.......So well anyways all my papers are quite ok.....The worst papers are Moral(50) ,physics(65) sad so hard to score........To mend those subs ups i've got two papers which i am very very satisfied Sej(86), BM(88) woot so happie sia!!!!

OK today no extra class........Yay happie no need to rush like mad for tution.......As usual goin home time approaches and all of us waited for the dreaded thing there is for tution classes........Homeworks......Ahhhhh....So we all look at our teacher hoping that the workload will be lighter and our dream came true.Our work load was taken taken away 60%....Shuang Dau Bless you teacher bless you............

So thats all for today bah other than i still have like tonnes of work waiting for me to do other than that i'm quite free....lolz....ciox

Monday, March 05, 2007

Yuan Xiau

Guess what day is today!!Its Yuan Xiau Jie last dae of new yr that means last day for gettin ang pao.........Aww I wan more.........lol getting too greedy le.....

This morning woke up at 10am....Yawn why do i still feel i haven't slept enough...........So went and too my bath and then went for breakfast at La Mian Xiao Chu which i go once a week for Dim Sum............And my mum bought Shui Jiau for the dinner today...lol she lazy to make........

So anyway reached home bout 11 and still get to watch cartoon.......lol i just never grow up..........Well watch till bout 12.30 then start to do work......Exam just finish only and i already hav to start doing home work......Well don't care bah i wan get higher marks so i must start to study liau.....I might hav setara and i might not but either way i'm gonna study....If no setara then i'll just continue to study till April......Then i might get higher marks and who knows maybe getting somewhere at the top of the chart......

Lets see its 4 o'clock now and i'm having dinner.And yes its dinner not lunch cuz i won't be eating after this.........My mum cook quite a lot......So of cuz enjoy le........And the Shui Jiau ROCKS!!!Muahaha ate so much i can hardly life a finger now..........So what's gonna happen next?Well i don't know its not even past 4.45 yet........its not as if i can predict my own future......muahahaha.............Oh well better start cracking again at those work AGAIN and after that i'll finish the book Kawai lent me the DREAM MERCHERNT and i'm gonna get another book from him muahahaha.....He has like so much books and he hardly reads them and even if he does he reads like a snail.........So ambil peluang to exploit him muahahaha................
Ok then to all the people who ish reading happie Yuan Xiau Jie..............

Friday, March 02, 2007

OVER

Yay exams are finally over!But no time to celebrate......Hav to study more and get my phone muahahaha!!! I wuz so darn bloody *&^%$#@ careless......Ahh I factorised it wrongly a simple one bracket factorisation!!!!!Another perfect mark gone!!!!HOW CAN SOME PEOPLE CONTINUE TO PURSUE PERFECTION AND STILL STAY SANE!!I'll be nuts if I continue to go down this path...........

So schools gonna be as usual......And those extreamly time wasting extra classes.Life goes on..........That reminds me of a Gundam Song!!! Life goes on.......la la la la la......Whatever its in japenese and i don't even know what a single word mean (without looking at the translation)..........

Today i just found out something so profound my brain is rejecting it.My class mate Kien Hong.......Ya the guy with the extreamly pale skin and can't go under the sun or sweat.......He doen't hav any source of entertainment at all!!!He nevers watch tv never play games of any sort,doesn't read comic,Hardly listens to radio and doesn't hav any other activities to do at home other than study..........What the HECK is he MACHINE,MONSTER or FREAK?

Now i know that this world is really made up of many Dick John Jane..........
People..... a mystery to others and a mystery to themselves.........

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Exam Muahahaha

Exam Muahahaha.....Juat love it....Love the tension,pressure,looking as seconds ticked by and the freedom you feel after the exam.....Muahahaha....So Tue was the first day of exam and i had the(my) most dreaded subject of all PHYSICS.*gasp**shout**scream**Scream like a little girl*........*glass break* OoOpz over did it.....lol too kua zang liau.......Its not as hard as i expect it to be.....Just hope i can ACE it......The moral paper wuz freaking hard....even physics is easier.....What wei name three type of makamah in Malaysia....I don't even know one!And i had to write what i think about people building nuclear weapons and the nilai they should have in an essay form..................ZzZzZzZzZzZ

Wed that ish today!! Sejarah exam first.....and its like EASY.....Averagely almost all the boys say its hard and i just follow them say hard cuz i dun't wan them to know its easy to me...Muahahahahaha(evil laugh)...........I blew it for my Add Math the only paper that was so freaking easy i though i could get 100% till after exam when i found out i didn't multiply 3 to the last number.....NoOoOoOo....Ok ok lets not get over dramatic here.....Aaahh the damn three,tree,free,mee,me.........i got the whole graph thing wrong for my chemistry and the scientific procedures......Ahhhzzz......Oh well i just hope i ACE all my subjects cuz its a must to go into top 10 of the chart.......Before finishing off todays exam that is English which wasn't as challenging as the teacher said it would be,my BM teacher said that yesterday's BM paper lots of people fare badly......OMG does that mean no A????

Hmmm tonight i have to study my biology which i've left a little bit to study and trying to find out the essay the teacher is going to give for section C or D.....I must give it a shot at guessing and who knows i might get the essay that might come out.....So tonight must find lots of bio essays in the school book......Muahahaha i'm gonna ACE it........
Shat!!!I didn't buy any morden maths exercise/practice books....How am i suppose to do exercise?????Ahhhh oh well i must try my luck tomorrow then and hopefully the paper is goin to be so simple my little brother can solve it.......Muahahaha......

Last day of the month liau so happy last day of the month to all who is reading this and hope you would have a better,nicer,happier,exciting,dangerous(oops),Interesting month ahead....

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Mad or wacked

Yay last day blog then can't on com to blog liau.....lol can't on com also so happy am i just plain mad or wacked?So much thing happened just in this one short week.Well actually alot of things happended everyday but those little things are always unnoticed and passes you like the wind......When you hav a bit of time and you sit down to think it's always those unnoticed small things that engrave themselves to your brain and make those deep unerasable mark.

Hahahaha i've got so much money for da new year....Mum & dad,Grandpa,Aunties...............So all together big ang pao + small ang pao + savings for jan and feb 2007 =Rm1000++ hahaha yesh reached the target again this yr whoo hoo.... Wait for the new year to finish and i hope will get another 300-500 muahahaha [so greedy =p] ......Then off to the savings account for interests muahahaha GROW MY PRECIOUS GROW!!! Ok ok goin crazy liau.....

So when school start i have to undergo MISSION 1/5 for da year.......Mission impossible?Nope... mission very possible......My solo flying mission must be a success in order to catch the big fry this yr.MUAHAHAHA nothing shall stand in my way not even the I-AM-GOOD-IN-EVERY-ASPECT-SHAWN-YONG or who ever can get in the path because they are goin to be FLATTENED!!! MUAHAHAHA!!

OK ok i think this guy here is losing it.And just hold that thought about calling the asylum cuz i've just disconnected ur phoneline...Muahahaha!! Just kidding....So today is 24th feb my zhu jie jie birthday..Happie b dae to her and many happie returns.....Too bad she had to go for tution.......Oh well life is just.....

Toady finally get to watch POKEMON....Yay....Happy...Smile....Jumping with joy......Goin nutz..... ZzZzZzZzZz sien dau.....Ok gua todays show about the uper duper strong and adorable Jiggilypuff ...a very crazie show..... After the show then clean the house le.VAC VAC here VAC VAC there HERE VAC there VAC EVERYWHERE VAC VAC. Old MC YEE SIANG HAD A VAC E-I-E-I-O........Gee reallly MAD liau hahaha....

And guess what its not even night time yet i'm already writing todays blog MUAHAHAHA.....Actually tonight can't on com and now dad's out so blog now lorz hahahaha.........later hav SEJ tution......TAmadun Mesopotamia,Mesir Purba,Yunani,Hwang Ho hahaha hav to memo oh well who cares memorising won't kill anyone deh!!MUAHAHAHA...

K thats all about today deh blog......Then now write yesterday deh HAHAHA.....

Yesterday my bro fwenz came........And guess what mine came too muahahaha......First erm Scouts fwen come Maurice,Yew Quan,Adrian and Wai Yuan........Gong xi Fa cai and they wan take my trolley of CNY DRINKS AND GOODIE......So EVIL >.<Then BESTIE FWENZ CAME....KAI YAO,YEK GUO,WEI JIAN,JIA WEI.......FA CAi FA CAi then go for bowling......MUAHAHAHA GET QUITE GOOD RESULTS with my number 11 ball and it's orange in colour.....Yek guo got double kill at the end by getting double X and i have to belanja him because of a bet aahhhh how can he do this to me!MUAHAHAHA oh well belanja ne.....

Then come back home and watch PINK PANTHER THE MOVIE the 5th time and i still laugh like an idiot MUAHAHHA......Then watchin half way CHER CHONG and JING YU came...not very familiar with them but what the hack just come in.Then the more alienated one came.....GEORGE,DENNIS,WAN LING,MICHELLE....so many people came and all get ang pao.....HAHAH New year mar must get ang pao lo.Or not why they come....HEHEHEHE...........

LATER that night only study and sms with
zhu jie jie
.....Then sleep bout 12++....then dream lor dream bout something la can't tell people...hehehe but 100% not dirty de.....MUAHAHAHA.....OH well thats all lah...and to all the people who are reading my blog don't forget to smile and laugh......MUAHAHAHA

Friday, February 23, 2007

Trip

Finally back from visiting relatives.Glad to be back home.Home sweet home,north south east west home's the best,no place like home,hujan emas di negara orang hujan batu di negara sendiri tetap balik ke negara sendiri juga. lolz so so many things to describe home's the best.Well you get da point its GREAT to be home.Well letz rewind and see what happened for the past few dayz.......Rrrrreewwwindddzzz......

~Day away from home one~
Woke up quite early today goin back to gramps.Mom packed the clothes and i have to drag the box of clothes up the car.Well its not actually dragging but more of carrying.Well anyways packed up my books and my ps2 after all's done the up up and away.Eeeh not superman leh.........GAry song superman [tiau yi tiau,niu yi niu zhuan ge chuan kan zhe wo wo jiu shi ni de superman] lolz crap sia.......... Well set off to to to to breakfast 1st la haiyo or not on da way pengsan or rather go hungry.Finish breakfast and started the 3hours journey to negeri 9.After sitting till my butt ached its great to be standing[and here i thought i'd never ever like standing esp during perbarisan ahhh twisted fate]
Just when i thought i'd get to rest my buttmy uncle just had to call and fast foward the family reunion on that day itself........Ahhhh my cruel twisted fate, my sore butt and my bursting pockets[not that bursting pockets isn't a good sign cuz cash are ova flowin muahahahah]....Oh well time to collect the ang paoz from my unclezzzz .......From young till till now i never favoured goin to visit my uncles in kl cuz i feel very alienated from them and i have to listen to them talk to me in hakka and i hav no idea what they are talking about and have to ahh ok orh.....So first thing there i have to go visit my fathers aunt my "yi po"She very old but still healthy and she can still plant vegetables that are very fresh.Coolz...So i get to visit her miniature farm and its a real kampung kampung area not much development had been done there.So the air is fresh and lots of creepy crawlies.....Cool and gross....why cuz they are very organized yet the amount of them makes you feel so grossed out.
Ya da ya da talk talk gamble gamble eat eat.....did i say gamble[Never gamble i lost so much money aaahhh(RM2 only)Hehe so kua zhang)Went back to my gramps again after its over.And get to watch tv.That night get to watch the old version of James Bond 007.....The only thing i don't get is why James Bond always so ham sap deh.....A mystery yet to be unravelled.Maybe the writer is ham sap too lolz....

~Second day away from home~
Nothing much happened except the sore throat acting up again......Pain groan.....Medicine........blueak........sleep...........
Wall that not exctly what happened....I play games too that day and also play with my cuzzinz.........Esp deh baby-baby deh.....So fun sia.....From crying i can make them smile again without the sound from coming out.I rock..... blueakz =p

~third day away from home~
Sat on the car again till butt sore and this time i felt queasy too.....luckily didn't vomit........Reached home after 3 hours and have to clean the house.went out for dinner.Aunt came at 11pm and then i went to bed.

The three day journey had officially come to an end and one again its great to be home.

Monday, February 19, 2007

Happie Me Sorry

Finally CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!Yesh!!The ban is finally lifted for the moment!!PLAy like crazy!!!!!Haha.......So happy for da chinese new year......With Chinese new year around who bothers about lonely valentines or birthday............Gong Xi Fa Cai!Ji Xiang Ru Yi!Gong Xi Ni Zhu Ni Tian Tian Kuai Le!!!

Muahahaha new yr just started and ADVANCED ANGPAOS ARE ALREADY POURING IN!!!Yeah and this time i mean real ang pau!!ANd they are mostly big ones!BIg Big ones!!!Muahahaha!Cai Shen Rain on me!!!! =p

This morning work up bout 8.45++ and then study!!!New Yr Pantang!!Studying first thing you do after waking up lets you have better results for the whole year!!First year trying hope it really works and let me get good results.But then again no results without effort so im gonna pump up the effort gauge and also hope the SUPERSTITION or PANTANG comes true................(Mong Xiang Chen Zen ~.0)

Vegetarian for the whole dae....Luckily only once a year hehe....A must follow family tradition oh well............Its 10.36 naw and my parents are buying satay back!!!Yesh finally vegetarian period is ova!!!Buh bye c ya next yr!!! Two day passed only i've already put on weight......Hohoho.....Have to start eating less loh!!!Later become the next guy in a red suit!!! lolz......

Watched Battle Of Wits a moment ago......War so cruel sia and the king all so unmerciful and not bright......wanna kill the person who brought them to victory.So complicated makes my life looks way way more simpler......

So new yr must make new year vow......Hmmm so waht should i make this yr?Oh i know!!!!
This year i vow to be happy no matter what no matter if i have GF or not no matter i get scolded,bullied whatever la i'm gonna stay happy and be the only me =p!! Next......I vow to work hard to improooove my results.Well thats all la two vows are easier to keep...Hehe.......

To all those that i've offended and scolded throughout the year Go men na sai!!!!Dui Bu Qi!!!So rr y!!.........Haha new yr start afresh hope you all will forgive me.........But i know not everyone will forgive me but then at least i hav my peace of mind! SMILES =)

Tomorrow going back to gramps.Must get up early and depart and no computer....Oh well just have to go with that but will miss every one here.....Wait who will i miss again every one?O ya i forgot only I read my own blog silly me......=p ......So nothings gonna change!!!

Woo! SATAY's coming back must go get ready or my brother will snatch all and stuff down his ginormas belly!!!Aiks haha the dinning table is my family's battleground.....The fastest get the most food that is when there are no guests just my family of 4!!!!
Hehe Ciox baby!

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Caunt Doun

New Year is just around da corner....So much work to do..... I'm trying so hard to finish all my work before da new year but the work seems to increase and not decreasing.The teachers are very kind this year they advanced their ang pao.......Ang pao in work......Great.......Just what i needed for the coming year.......

Memory and short term memory seems to be malfunctioning........Naw forget this later forget that....What am i to do....Record every thing then press play when no one is talking or keep on wrinting on the darn note pad till it brust into flamez..Ahh What TO DO?????

Questions are Answers,Answers leads to more questions.The chain never ends and de adverse law applies and go on foreva!Happiness may make the slightest misery a suffering.And in misery the slightest joy brings light back into your life.So not worrying is actually worrying....And missing someone is as good as not missing at all.

Complication is the equation in life that always changes and the answer NEVER EVER STAYS THE SAME.solving.......solving............The only thing i learn for all these EQUATIONS is to solve your problem cleverly and systematically......But who will guide you when you get lost....Who will you beg to clear the darkness before your path.What will you do....These questions seems to keep poping up and the answer is always not there...............

Emotions,feeling,thoughts,life........what keeps us going...........what keeps us striving to live on...........And what makes us anticipating the arrival of the new day.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Still Struggling

Life's like a battle field.Am I still suppose to fight in the war i've lost last year or could i start afresh for the coming new year.So much to do but they will be nothing gained if nothing is sacrificed.The cruel and only way to bounce to the top of the game.I've got many new strategies many new tricks i've never use before not to mention try.To top that i'm tightly bound to the "adverse law of life".No happiness without sadness no sadness without happiness..The one rule that applies to almost every single thing that goes on in my life.

The cold wind sends shiver down my spine as i think about the coming event that might and will happen to me.Not even the warmth of my family could make me any better nor could it stop what might come to come.It's true what they said when you wan to reach the top you have no one but yourself.And sure its the only wise thing to do since you don't want to be anybodys burden.Val dae has no meaning to my dulled life.The colours of my life had been drained and i'm frozen,lost,unknown.

Seconds,Minutes,Hours tick by as my day passes without much accomplishment.I've become oblivious to what really goes on.Sometimes i don't understand myself too.Confused,lost,alone..............Makes me don't know what to do with myself,makes my forget my goals,makes me forget my reason for surviving,making me an unknown in an algebraic expression that has no way to solve.

My only resolve for the new year now is to keep striving,struggling,studying,smiling and reach out to my goal that is so near & yet so far.For now let me merge back to the oblivion i've created.Let me walk down the road to Oblivion.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Eva life

This week seems tonnes of fun.....Lets see what i've got on my to do list.Start off with conpleting all my work b4 new year.(so much how to fin wor....Haiz do my best le..)Sukan dae no friends in class i have to lend them books.(Its still alrite)Valentine(no date....oh well baddie fur miex....better luck next yrz BUT i still get chocolates!!! well actually i get the extra that don't go into the packaging so one bad plus one good equals TIE)Study for exam after new yr(i have to bring my bookies to BAI NIAN what great luck.Hope CHAI SEN brings me luck and let get top 10 to get my new phone!!!! K800i i'm gonna get u just wait!!!!)

Ahh major major breakdown....So much to study.Memorise memorise....I wonder how people who stays at the top of the chart handle this pressure.What? what? is that Alxander the Great calling me or is it Agustus Ceaser or im goin totally BONKERS!!To be the best i must remove all my boundries but Mr. Lazzie is pulling me back....Mr. Lazzie Mr. LAzzie when will you give up i'm changing your dying surrender to that you sumbag!!!=p

Sing....Sing......Ju hua can man di sang,ni de xiau rong yi chen huang.......Man (Ju Hua Tai)ROCKS!!! Its been lingering around my brain for da past few day....And it still rocks!!!! lalalala~
whistle~ sing~ Holler~ Scream~ Shout~ Subside~

You talk to me about valentine the thing that comes out into my mind is a song.....lalala~(all of my life i have been waiting for all you give to me.........cuz all i need is you my valentine!)Haha i its my favourite and the only thing i can think of if you say valentine other than chocolates!hehe *SMILES*One choco bar is all i need for for 2km swim woot chocolates rocks!!!!My fav energy booster!!

CNY coming can't wait Gong Xi Fa Chai.....Ji De Bah Hong Bau Na lai Gei Wo OK!Chai Yuan Gun Zing Wo Kou Dai!Rang Wo Xin Xiang Shi Chen!.......................................Yeah and i get to play game!Woot!

So happie yet so sad but who cares its the new year!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Week.....Me.....Life....work.....time

Week......Me.....Work......time.....songs.....All these things seems to have merge together for me.Every week seems to pass so fast I don't even know what really happened to me.Every dae to me is school-tution-homework+song-sleep with a few times computer in between if i get SO LUCKY!But thats that lo...

So this is this week's summary.Wednesday Aussie came!The class treat her like she's an alien.I have nothing to sae lo.She a typical Ang Moh foreigner.Nothing special but everybody esp the girls stick to her like honey to a bee.(My friends fav phrase =p)The girls in my class never tires use English to converse unless forced to went to talk to her in ENGLISH imagine that.They were like saying a few word then aaaa..... emmm......... and asking each other for the word.The scene wuz so funny......But i laugh mentally so no one noticed.

Thursday.I did something that is very fun but silly too....During moral lesson we were divided into groups.Every group was suppose to perform a perticular scene.we were told about it a few lessons back but most of the people were out marching so it was delayed but no one really cares.So that every body was busy preparing scripts to read infront.The scene we had to act out is AMANAH!Its bout someone who had to take care of their neighbour house while they go for hols and ur cuzin wants to go in their house to play computer.So every group send out two people.All the otehr groups all head faced down reading some too formal way of speaking with such a soft voice that if i yawn at that time the onli sound would be my yawning sound.

So 2nd last group liau.My group wuz still you write script la.No you write scrip la.Then i got tired of waiting.I sum how got the whole scene playing and rewinding in my head.So i requested to do two person's part alone.Its a very stupid idea but suprisingly the teacher approve.SHE APPROVED!OMG! I went out and then froze a bit the the kiddy part of me took over.I put the left of my body A the right side B so as you can guess i kept changing sides and i'm like talking to myself and i spoke in a very loud and informal manned so the whole class could hear me.God was helping me cuz teh noisy class suddenly kept quiet and stare at the STUPID GORILLA JUMPING IN FRONT OF THE CLASS TALING TO ITSELF.All the guys kept quiet then kept cheering some of da girls too but i heard a few of them scold me BAI CHI...... i don't really care what they think anyways and since sec 1 i got onto their bad side so no use freting and let the hatred take over me during my act so i just continue acting.

After a full 3 minutes my act finally finish.everybody wuz clapping.The teacher even said i should get the best actor award.But the seriously this is the 5th time i did something so shameful in front of so many people in school.I still feel so ashamed when i think about them.(lol if you wan to know the other 5 shameful event then just ask i might tell you who knowz?=p)
so that all for my week.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Summing it up

Ahh so busy wei don't even have time for updating my blog.I just added another tution up my list and its been taking all my energy to finish my work.My physics suck i can't seem to remember anything...But my sejarah is a bit better after goin for tution twice a week.All the tamadun tamadun ahhh!!! still have so much to memorise not to mention my periodic table and my cell structure......Don't even get me started on my maths yet.I don't even have time to do extra work.

Double lesson on Friday and Saturday luckily not going nuts yet but how many packs of sour sweets do i need to keep me awake for all those days.Well sec 4 not a rest year and i find it even harder to catch up with studies if you slack a bit.Bah!!But in class i think i can still stay wake.I have a freezer behind my seat.My fwen the cold joker!!lol and joke for today is..........:(why do smart people glow in the dark?)(ANS:Because they are bright)..............lol seriously what type of joke is this.

The class is getting a bit lonely..Lots of my friends had been chosen to become pengawas percubaan so the class is a bit deserted during some time slots.Oh well just let it be doin work will be much quieter with a few of them away.But anyways this doesn't really mean the class will be quiet all the time.The girls are so noisy they create such a din in class when they hav done their school work.Teacher for the next class have to come silence them.

Tomorrow the "long been anticipated GIRL form AUSTRALIA" is finally coming.She kept on delayin oh well its the school's fault anyways.My fwen Shawn is going bonkers!Can't blame him thou he mask himself with colone every day trying to attract girls but no results only friends...( like i'm any better.no girls like me too lol.But its great as it is now.=p)....well anyways just hope she really comes to class tomorrow and get this sudden craze over with.....

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Verage dae

Friday again....Enutha Everage eay...... not much happened to me today........The girl who had been so egerly anticipated by my friends didn't turn up today cuz the teacher say we'll be a disgrace so we got gathered up at the hall and LEARN HOW TO SING OUR NATIONAL ANTHEM PROPERLLLY......Dotz......

All the girls got sector out to sing and they all don't dare to hit the high note.......They just go soundless when reach the high pitch but in class their high note is glass shattering when they shout or scold the poor guys who kinna got on their wrong side(happens everydae)......... Teacher in class wow!!! their voices are so soft my breathing sound is 100% louder.....
So devil or angel you decide.....

Waiting forward to two shows tomorrow......My all time fav and number one on my list of shows POKEMON yeah!The part of me that will never grow up and out of this!!!! hahaha....And also project superstar the show that the musical maniac in me likes so much!!!!

lol hav so many personalities sia me!!! Sometimes i duno which one i am now....Hope i ain't the one who is insane! hahaha

Friday, February 02, 2007

Tomorrow

Every one is looking foward to tomorrow.Dotz.......................................................................................................Why?Why?Why?Tell you bahz foreign exchange student from Australia is comin to study in my class for A YEAR......She is described by the teacher to hav "Black hair,Super long eyelashes" thats all....................=.=!!! what a way to describe.Its like not describin at all............But anyways all the guys in my class are guessing her figure(includes me too hehe =p) and anticipating her arrival(doesn't include me-cuz chatted with a few of them and found em a bit wierd)Oh well might as well wait and see how she is.....................................Since foreigners are said to be"open minded" sum of my friends are getting lusty thoughts......ZzZzZzZzzZZZZZzZzzZZZz...

nothing else to add about today other than its a hol.....lets see what tomorrow brings.....

fin