Sunday, July 20, 2008

Money Money fly away..

Lost to convent again in law Olympiad hosted by HELP university college.. I can't believe we(a team of 5 peeps) got 3rd again.. and guess what no prize.... Argh... BAH! Well it was a good match anyways. Good show convent! NO more next time, but was good experience.. Well normally I'll be spending the next few paragraphs cursing, but hey that's not the trait of a good sportsman.. And I AM a good sportsman..[ Xp self praising pulak ]

Well anyway I'm keeping this brief, there's still tonnes to do and there's just so little time. Eh, actually there's nothing else to say.. haha.. Exam starts on Tuesday, and pressure is staring to set in.. That's how exam works anyways.. well that's all.. Can't wait to learn more magic from Raja on Tue. Just can't get enough of tricking people and looking at their astonished face over something so logically simple. Well it's magic because they don't understand the trick. Perhaps that's the beauty of it.

Well that's all..

Later!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

A bit of diddly do dah!

Next week I'll be having my monthly exams and I can't seem to be able to sit down and go through my books. Bah fish-sticks...I"m so fried.. Xp

Well anyways the week had been alrite i suppose. Not much change. But that's life as it is now. Plain as a piece of paper. There are still stuff my class still have to sort out. First is about the end of year vacation and next is the class t-shirt. seriously it's just so hard to make one which every one like.. ZzZzZZZzZz

Something weird did happened today. I can't believe I beat Voon in chinese chess today man! Wahahaha.. 3 out of 5 matches... hehe.. That's one. The other is I don't know what's up but Rachael and Bih Jin were like acting all les today.. Yuck... But whatever they are doing I hope they are not.

I'm a bit sing-ish today.. Diddily Do Dah.. La La Li Dum Dum... lol... w/e

Well that's about all there is to say today..

Till next time..

Ciox!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Co-Curriculum day

Yesterday was co-curriculum day. And boy was it a busy day. My arms are aching from all the carrying the food for sale. I woke up rather early that day and got my stuff ready and packed into an ice box which will be used later that day. And with all the cooked food inside, it probably weigh around 30-40 kg and the best part is carried it to school by foot. Luckily the pain only set in today.

Well business was rather well, though it seem to be rather unvisited. The main problem that day was to attract people's attention. The stall was at the end and most people would just walk off without looking at what we are selling. Luckily the sales girls(my female class mates) did some leveling up on their pestering skills lawl..

I reminded myself to take more pictures but i suppose I'm not really the photo maniac I thought I am. But hey I did take a few pictures.. Xp


My pasta! hehe.. still not mixed yet though.. Xp


The sales girls taking 5 from pestering... Xp


Mr Bob (my form teacher) giving a perverted pose.. hahaha

Well that's all the pictures..

I can make a conclusion from the sales though..
A large number of Malaysian don't like to eat pasta..
Ah well.. I'll remember to sell something more Asian next time.

That's all for this entry..
later!

Friday, July 11, 2008

Appreciated!

Woot! My art got appreciated man! Denise used it as her blog picture.. So proud of my own work.. muahahah.. I'll get to my drawing board more often when I have some extra time. So be sure to look out for it..

Tomorrow is my school's Co-curriculum Day and my class will be selling food under chess club's name. I of course will be playing a part, I'll be making pasta salad. The recipe was invented by me during Form 2 and improved my my mother. Perhaps I've seen it some where, ah well who cares haha.. What's important is, it is very nice! I just hope it'll be able to sell out well. I'll be sure to take lots of pictures tomorrow.. So don't drool all over your key board alright.

I really hope it'll turn out well you know. But sadly the shop location is not strategic. it's the furthest away from the hall.. But I hope somehow people will crowd to our shop tomorrow. Let's just hope the food is able to attract more people than flies.

Well that's all... more on tomorrow's entry.

P/S thank you Denise for the compliment! I feel appreciated Xp

well that's all.. tata

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

A new art for you!







Title: Don't cry over a broken heart, I'll mend it up for ya..

Date completed: 6/7/08

Watermark: Unmarked

For: Nise

Monday, July 07, 2008

Another day, another lesson..

Everybody learns on a daily basis. Some might think they are not, but in truth they are ; I mean we all are. That is the beauty of life. A journey filled with learning. Lets take an example, Sam skipped school and got caught. What did he learn? He learns that he gets caught when he skips school. A stupid example? Haha maybe you are right, but the fact I'm trying to prove here is simple, we learn. That is it.

School started as usual today. As expected I learned something today, or rather a refresher. Let's talk bout friends for a moment. Everyone is unique, other more unique than others. That's what make life so full of life. But then again I realized something.There is no doubts that you have friends . But there are some people you should just try to be friendly with them and avoid them as much as possible. There is not really a precise guide of who and whom you should avoid, but there is something I do know and that is those who really pisses you real bad. Life is always filled with phucked up arse-snogger so why not make it a golden rule in life?

Next lets talk bout love. So what is love? I don't know, some feeling that hurts us more than a thousand blades piercing through our heart and stay there driven in so deep you could feel your heart pump the blood right out of your body ; or the feeling that could keep us so warm and fuzzy that we feel as if a thousand angels have lifted us from our earthly bonds. There are explanations to why we can have both kind of feelings especially now. Love hurts because of the lack of commitment, which is by the way very common among teenagers ; puppy love as they call it cuz it's like a puppy always wanting something new and throwing the old one behind. The warm fuzzy feeling is when people starts to get committed or perhaps some other reason I fail to grasp for I've never really loved before. ( keeping family love aside of cuz)

Having another day spent means that it's getting real close to the next exam, and I for one should tighten up my belt, pull up my socks, buck up or whatever there is to say and study hard. I mean I'm supposed to be a person who can study, or that is what my parents and teachers tell me. Well time to get a going and do some work.

Well fellow readers, till next time!
Stay tuned!

Friday, June 13, 2008

New art

Yay finished another two pictures...
Woot!...
thx kar wei for scanning it again!

and here they are!



* I'm sleeping because you gave me a reason *




* I'll always be here for you, be it rain or shine. But you better not make me do it too often >.< *


well that's all for this post..
later..
oh and
p/s enjoy the art leave some comments while you are at it.
TQ!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Damnations >.<

Another week almost gone.. It has not been an exactly good week,but it was also a good week for every other damn thing. First damn thing that happened is that damned message from scouts. Well it's not like give a damn bout that K.N.N. team. But hey since they wanna throw me out of the team, be my guest. But one fact is for sure I'll still have to wear scouts T and uniform to school on them damned Wednesday and no matter how phark up they are about non members to wear their shirt, i don't give a damn.

A new term also brings new damnations. Extra classes on sat, damn there goes my sleeping time. Ah well since school began I didn't expect to be able to get a good sleep. I have to get up early almost every damn day. Ah well... no comments...

[I think i'm using lot of damn today Xp. Maybe because I read a Roald Dahl book on Wednesday and somehow like a word in the book. "Damnations" lol... that's such a supendious word.. hahha... I like Roald Dahl's books, so much of made up words, and a imagination that surpasses mine. ]

Work some how began pilling up as soon the new term began. I'm already starting to feel dizzy just thinking how much there is to do. Damn, I can't be like this. Gotta get my spirits up... Zah!

The next damn thing that will be happening will be a change of e math teacher again... I mean like what the hell... changing again? what the phark is the school up to? Come on like one history teacher who can teach no shit is bad enough.. now another teacher which i have no idea how she teaches like.Perhaps only time will tell..

Toady was rather damned too. Physics class was a din almost every one was playing some stupid game at the back of the class.. Though the teacher did teach. But not really to how a normal teacher teach, but at least he's still teaching. But anyways out of the whole damn class some did pay attention to what he's teaching...

Well another damn day gone, I've another lesson at 4.30.. and it's still quite early and i'm running out of things to write about. Perhaps that's all i can think of today. That's all i suppose.

*End*


Thursday, June 05, 2008

Madness

Perhaps madness is taking over my brain, or perhaps this is the real me.
I don't know.. Perhaps I'm already on the brink of insanity.
Well life still goes on..
The holidays are short, and i can already see the end of it.
ah well.. results are out already anyways.. 7A's and 3B's
Man what's with the 3B's ..
I'm sick of getting B for my physics and biology .
The other B is moral. About that it has always been well up and down.
But a lil more effort should do the trick ba..
Well anyways I did complete one thing in the holidays.
Final Fantasy 7- Dirge of Cerebus
A story of Vincent Valentine.
I so so so love the story and game play.
I am so going to play it again after SPM haha..

Well life's been ok so far this hols i guess.
I am reading a book called city of bones and it's rather interesting.
The story about a 10 or perhaps 13 year old kid whose bone was found 20-25 years after his death.
He'd been severely abused in his life.
His age still can't be determined even after radiological testing.
They can only assumed the time of his death with the presence from the coin they found in his pocket.
wow.. creepy and the main character wants to find out the killer and book him.
can't wait to read more..
ok book time..
Waa nice book ...
want to read more ..
haha.. funny how a book can make me addicted.. Xp
Well later peeps..

Tagged by my mui! Xp

5 Rules:

Put your music player on shuffle.

Press forward for each question.

Use the song title as the answer to every question.( write artist name by the side)

With the answers, comment on how it relates to the question.

Tag your mates.


1. How am I feeling today?
Yang Guang Zhai Nan ( Jay Chao)
*Maybe ba cuz this morning swim under the hot sun.

2. Will I get far in life?
Ai Zhuan Jiao (Show)
* Until it reaches the love corner?

3. How do my friends see me?
Zhuan Su Tian Shi (Tank)
* Really ma?

4. Will I get married?
Zhi Lian (Show)
* Self loving? Seriously.. =.= but if according to the song lyrics a girl will make me not self loving anymore.
so where is the girl? Xp

5. What is my best friend’s theme song?
Lan (Tank)
* NO idea... Perhaps..

6. What is the story of my life?
Ying Wei Wo Xiang Xin (Da he Chang)
*Yeah.. because I believe..

7. What was high school like?
Forever Love ( Wang Li Hong)
* Forever love? weird

8. What’s in store for this weekend?
Kiss Goodbye ( Wang Li Hong)
* yeah it's over... >.<

9. How is my life going?
Zhao Zhi Dao. Ai ( Lu Xue Rui)
* Maybe it's right. If I had know love earlier.

10. How can I get ahead in life?
Tiamor ( Fei Lun Hai)
* OK i don't know what Tiamor means.. Xp

11. What’s the best thing about your friends?
San Guo Lian (Tank)
* lol voon and his addiction to san guo yan yi..

12. What song will they play at my funeral?
Fei Ni Muo Shu (Tank)
* do i so deserve to die? Xp

13. How does the world see me?
Lian Ai-ING (Wu Yue Tian)
* i'm not in love! O.O!!

14. Do people secretly lust for me?
Chen Li De Yue Guang (Tank)
* ok this has no meaning.. or maybe someone lust for me at night.. haha

15. How can I make myself happy?
Wo Bu Hui Chang Ge (Show)
* i can be happy when I can't sing? @~@

16. What should I do with my life?
Qian Nian Lei (Tank)
* Tears for a thousand years.... zzzz

17. Will I ever have children?
Pride of tomorrow (June)
* they will be my pride of tomorrow? how cool...

18. What would you strip to?
Piano ( Fan Wei Qi)
* ok seriously NO! weird question...

19. What does your mom think about you?
Shuang Zhi Xing (Guang Liang)
* ok she has two sons.. so maybe she hopes both of us becomes stars?
Because the title is twin stars

20. What is your deep, dark secret?
Dong Le (Tank)
* lol.. the title in English is I know.

21. What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
I believe (Fan Wei Qi)
*Yeah he must believe

22. What is your personality like?
Doubt & Trust (June)
* Yup that's so me! ^^

23. What song will be played at your wedding?
Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge (Wang Li Hong)
* A simple song.. haha

24. Your overall theme song?
Qing Tian Yu (Tank)
* my most fave song!
and also a song in one of my plot...
muahahahahah....

Monday, June 02, 2008

Life's a big drama without a script

The fascinating thing about life is we are always so engross into watching dramas and wondering how our friends life is progressing. Perhaps even takes joy from watching the ups and downs in other's life. Maybe they do not realise that their own life is a big drama itself. Or in other words a big adventure.

Life is a big drama everyone has a role in, whether it is the movie star on T.V. or even your little kitten. The only difference of it from the ones we watch on T.V. is the drama we are acting in does not have any script and the future is unpredictable. Through out the whole drama, we learn and change and sometimes even experience some experience which could not be described into words. The feeling of hate, love, lust, anger, passion, sadness, happiness, depression, guilt and even more. No matter how much we want to describe these feeling, no words can clearly express them to others. The way we know about it is by experiencing it ourselves.

The end of one story is a beginning to another. That's what our drama is like. when it's time for us to go, the story continues with our child, and goes on and on until the end of the world. Perhaps everything is link together in a circle which could not be broken.

You have to know that the drama we are in revolves around you and not around other.So why let your own life revolve around other people? Why let yourself think that your life is just plain boring? We are acting in our very own drama series and it IS definitely more interesting than others. So what are you waiting for? Find your story, know your role and choose your own ending.


Friday, May 30, 2008

To my gramps!

The trip to gramps this time was rather interesting.
Even though it was only a few days but the village life is a rather good change of this damn city life. Inhaling cleaner air is somehow nice.
The sickening smell of carbon dioxide is enough to make one long for more clean air.
I went there on wed then the clock on the wall showed 2.00 p.m.
Reach there rather late in the afternoon.
Got surrounded by cuzzins..
Got my hands rather hand tied taking care of em.
Ah well luckily it's not always.
Played DON with my brother after my grandma finish watching her show.
Played till 12.00++ before going to bed.

Woke up the next day at 6.00
Got up and snapped a few pic...

The dragon fruit farm beside my gramps house.


Gramps front gate.. Xp


Beautiful sky.. Xp

After that i followed my parents and my grandpa to my aunt's shop in kajang.


My aunt's and uncle's shop.

There I got acupuncture treatment.
Two stabs in my backbone and two on my leg with electric current attached to it.
It was a shocking sensation.
Haha.. shocking..

Rushed back to JB today which is Friday the 30th of May.
Then went for tuition. other than that life went on as usual...

This concludes my entry..

later!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Nothing less and nothing more

Elo peeps, da blogga's back...
It's been a busy month..
Exams man.. urgh... Brain jammed pack with stuff...
Ah well.. I finally get to take a few days off now..
The exams was quite ok i guess..
Got a few of the papers back and am quite satisfied with it..
Though I still need the extra kick in my arse to get me going higher.

My old phone went swimming with me last Wednesday.
And boy, there was so much water i bet I could rear a fish in there.
Anyways, It turned out ok i suppose got a new phone back instead.
Was happy bout the new phone.
Happy! =]

My birthday passed this month on the 13th.
It was amidst the exam week.
And some good fwenz still remember( i don't mean the dudes in school though)..
Kawai gave me a tree painting..
And boy was he good with poster color.
Another birthday gone.

Another fwen said that I have been MIA for a while.
I suppose I have been.
I haven't sms with that fwen for ages.
Well actually I didn't really have time to begin with this month.
Since exam is over, I think I'll just sms and catch up with a few fwenz.

Exam are over and extra class just started.
So I'll be going back to school till Wednesday.
Then on the day itself, I'll be going back to gramps.
Will be back on Friday though.
The next week, I'll just be at home.
Going here and there actually restricts my time a lil..
But what the heck, I'll just have to make do with it.

Damn, why am I making short sentences.
Ah perhaps that's what I'm feeling now.
Ah well..
That's all this time i guess..
Laterz..

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Renaissance?

It this it?
Is this the rebirth of my blog?
I have no idea.
Purhaps there will be a rebirth,
a renaissance for my blog.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Testing one, two.. Oh! No one's around....

I find it very amusing because the only person who frequently visit my blog is myself. And the things I post here are also read by myself. No one visits, or even bothers to visit. Well I suppose that's what unpopularity brings. lol.

I wonder whether I should continue blogging. Maybe I should just stop this. I have nothing much to share. Even if I have anything to say no one cares. What a wonderful life huh.

Well even if no one want to read I might just as well inform those who took the pain to visit. This is perhaps my last entry. I won't continue anymore. Well this finally the end huh.

Will I continue? i don't know...

Anyways bye........

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Brink of Insanity

I'm stuck, confused and messed up.
People are pushing me to my limits.
I am losing it.
I have so much to do.
I have so little time.
People are so difficult to come to terms.
I'm pissed.
I know my work can't be perfect.
But beggars can't be choosers.
Instead of complaining, they should contribute.
Instead of waiting they should take the initiative.
Don't they know many hands make light work?
How can they continue to force me up the wall?
I'm really losing it.
I think I might go insane real quick.
Is the needle in the haystack just so hard to find?
Well damn it all lar....

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Dot Dots and even more dotz

Recently life's nothing more than a dot, you might as well call it a blotch. A black dot which clearly symbolises a halt or maybe hesitation or you might even say delay. Well to me a dot is more than a dot. I dot when I have nothing much to say. I dot when I just want something to end. And I dot when I do not know what to do. Sometimes, I even dot because I'm just to lazy to carry on.

But well there is not much knowledge to a dot. I mean everyone can make out what a dot is. So life's a dot. And that's the end of what it is hahaha... One think I'm not really feeling great about is going to scouts... I'm SUPPOSED to have fun there but I just find it so very very dull. But I don't think I would be going anymore. DOT! Xp

Next week is another new week and every thing is going to happen all over again. But there is something I'm looking forward to next week. There will be a recording session for me next Wednesday. Woot! And I meant singing recording session. Haha.. I might post it here. Though it is not just me but also with Wee Chong. I'm just a newbie singer so don't expect too much from my singing lol. And I'll have a solo recording during the end of the year.. Wa so excited.. Me, I mean my very own singing recording lol..

So excited le.. haha... ok la i guess i'll end it here...

& so he DOTTED.

Monday, April 07, 2008

My Ice Kacang sort of life...

Ice Kacang a sweet and popular dessert here in Malaysia. A plate of ice shavings, coated with sweet syrup which you can either choose the normal syrup coating or a "gula melaka" coating. Embedding this ice sculpture is the unforgettable sweet corn which is my absolute favorite . Hidden beneath the ice kacang is the main ingredient the kacang or normally known as the red beans. Among the red beans are what my mother would call " Ah Tap Zhi " which is hidden like treasure. Given it's sweet, cool combination, no wonder it's love by most Malaysian.

Come to think of it, my life is like the Ice Kacang ; a combination of culture, habits, traditions and perhaps even the latest teenager craze. If I am a Ice Kacang, let just say I am a crazy individual coated with moral values from my parents & with the latest teenage fashion embedded into me. Hidden in me is the knowledge and experience I have gained in this whole life and the treasure would be the special and unique talent that each and every one of us have. Some perhaps more than others, but I'm very happy with what I have. That is me, the one of a kind Ice Kacang.

And that is how I am, a plate of Ice Kacang. Though a bit crazy at time. Ok.... make that usually crazy, but I am still who I am. No one says that every one would like me. I mean is it even possible to make the whole world to fall in love with you. Even if there is a chance, the chances are like trying to breath 6 feet under water with a 5 feet snorkel. Which also means it is impossible.. lol..

But what the heck, I'll just life the best I can and do the best I can do.
So to those who hate me or have something against me take your hate somewhere else.
I'm not worth your hate.. lolz...
Well looks like this Ice Kacang have to go back to the freezer before he melts..

& with a hop he jumped back into the freezer

& he reads manga

If you ask me what I'd do to take a break, I'd say I'll read manga!
Yep nothing like reading manga to relax.
And what's on my to read list for manga,

Manga that I have to wait for the release weekly( sometimes monthly)

1) MxO
2) D grey man
3) Naruto
4) Bleach
5) Fairy Tail
6) Psyren
7) Double Arts
8) Soul Eater
9) Monster Soul

Manga That I have finish reading and is still my all time fav.

1) MAR
2) Midori No Hibi

Well that's all..
Man 9 comic to keep up with is surely not easy lol...
Well luckily some of them updates only once monthly.
I guess that's all for now...
Time to rush for tuition...

If you ever wonder where to read mango from,
go to,

http://www.onemanga.com
http://www.mangafox.com

& he disappears like a ninja

Monday, March 31, 2008

Of Blending in and forgetting myself.

Let's just treat me an individual as a ping-pong ball and the society as the sea. Whenever the wave pushes me left I go left, when it pushes me right, I go right. This is how I have been living. People say that I "tiada pendirian" (meaning I don't have my own stand) for just going with the flow. Yet how could I anchor myself on this vast sea called society and if I could, what would prevent me a mere ping pong ball from sinking into the deep abyss of the sea.

For any attempts to go against the flow there is an equal amount of negative feed backs. A very fine example of these are :

"Walau like that also don't dare ar...So kia si"

or

"Do like that for what? You think people will notice you?"

or

"Come on la brother what are you thinking? "

and even

"Why today you act so weird one?"

And if you continue doing so you'll get nicknames from people like "penakut" , "mei you zhong", "ball-less" and so forth. Come to think of it, people had been going with the flow since who knows when. For every era, there will be a particular type of fashion sense, taste and ambition. If you don't call this going with the flow, then what do you think that is called? Naive or dumb?

And the ability to be able to blend oneself into society is by forgetting oneself. Only by doing so can one merge with the society. If you ask me whether blending in is important, well I think it is.
When you blend in with society, you'll be able to learn more about people, life and experience it first hand. When you finally what going with the flow taste like, then only can one learn more about oneself as an unique individual.

As a guy once said " To be able to get over one thing is to be able to go through the entire phase, and fully experience how it feels like." and yes, be it pain, love, hatred, sorrow and even joy. Go through it all then detached yourselves from it. When it comes back again, go through it all over again. It's the same as going with the flow. Go with it for awhile, be engrossed, be totally absorbed by it. Then almost unknowingly, slip out of it. Soon the trend will lose it's value of attractiveness. So when the next, and the next and the next wave comes, do the same thing and you'll soon find yourself learning more and more about this place we live in ; this place we call Earth.


& I float uncertainly like the ping pong ball...