Counting Backwards

Time really flies when you aren't looking. I've been to blinded by grief for the past month that I failed to noticed that the world won't stop because of me.Looking back this experience had not been a total waste. Lets just put it at, my pride got trim down to size.

After secondary school, life has just changed so much or rather I have. My perspective has undergone a chain reaction of changes. But I guess life is just a whole journey of falling, changing, then rebouncing back to where we left off. Till the end of the journey, what would be left of the us that we used to be?

I guess my break is almost up. Back to studies. Mugging/doing/reading/memorizing.. Urgh.. But on the bright side I still have enough time to prepare for the darn exam.. lolx...

ciox people..

p/s Thank you people for reading my lil page..
It wont be the same with out you people.. who ever you are..

At the brink of breaking

Omg exams are so near.. I feel i'm on the brink of breaking la... sheesh.. Self pressure is pressing in so hard & I haven't even added in the external pressures yet.. My break's about over so I'll quickly put up another mv here... The lyrics are meaningful at the same time silly...

[十五の君へ] Temagi~ Haikei Juugo No Kimi E- Angela Aki




A letter I wrote to myself when I was 15...

Romanji :

Haikei kono tegami yonde iru anata wa dokode nani o shite iru no darou

Juugo no boku ni wa dare ni mo hanasenai nayami no tane ga aru no desu

Mirai no jibun ni atete kaku tegami nara
Kitto sunao ni uchi akerareru darou

Ima make sou de naki sou de kiete shimai sou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba o shinji arukeba ii no?
Hitotsu shikanai kono mune ga nando mo barabara ni warete
Kurushii naka de ima o ikite iru
Ima o ikite iru

Haikei arigatou juugo no anata ni tsutaetai koto ga aru no desu

Jibun to wa nande doko e mukau beki ka toi tsudzukereba miete kuru

Areta seishun no umi wa kibishii keredo
Asu no kishibe e to yume no fune yo susume

Ima makenaide nakanaide kiete shimai sou na toki wa
Jibun no koe o shinji arukeba ii no
Otona no boku mo kizutsuite nemurenai yoru wa aru kedo
Nigakute amai ima o ikite iru

Jinsei no subete ni imi ga aru kara osorezu ni anata no yume o sodatete
Keep on believing

Make sou de naki sou de kiete shimai sou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba o shinji arukeba ii no?
Aa makenaide nakanaide kiete shimai sou na toki wa
Jibun no koe o shinji arukeba ii no
Itsu no jidai mo kanashimi o sakete wa tourenai keredo
Egao o misete ima o ikite ikou
Ima o ikite ikou

Haikei kono tegami yonde iru anata ga
Shiawase na koto o negaimasu



English Translation ：


Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness

More Mv's

Woo Hoo, I finally found Yuna Ito's mv for her album released last year.. This one is slightly different from her previous ones.. Here it is.. enjoy...




How was it? I've always like the way she sings, feels very powerful and the tone feels full.. The amazing part is when she sing high pitch it's actually feels kinna soothing.. Heh, perhaps it's just me.. Oh well anyways enjoy..

Ja~

Another song to enjoy..

I thought I might add in another mv of alan for ya'll to enjoy since I'm in the mood to do it. Well this mv is from her 2nd chinese album launched this month (16-04-2010). It's really great.. Here it is...



The title " 我的月光“ which means my moonlight if translated literally..
Oh and she's really pretty in this mv Xp..

well enjoy the song & mv
ciox!

New Regime?

Wahahaha.. I can't believe it, AS exam is coming soon. It just fills me with such anticipation and perhaps some fear? Well I'm really sure but hey lets just face it as time comes.. For this grand festival, I've prepared a new regime.. Make my morning my night and my nights morning. The Topsy Turvy rule.. Haha.. But seriously with this regime, morning seems to be easier to wake up, well technically I'm not asleep then, so how can I wake up? Haha.. Don't make sense eh? But what I'm trying to stress on here is I'm not having the 5 more minutes problems any more? Hahaha..

I know exam is coming but we can't always be so stressed up rite, how can we bundle ourselves up？ If we do that, I don't think anything can fit into the head. Well unless we cut the strings or noodles in our brain and we'd go bananas.

Well anyhow on my last search on the net I came across this really great singer. Great falsetto and nice pitch. She's definitely on my top 3 fav. singer list. She's Alan Dowa Dolma. Tibetan background and went to further her career in Japan.


Honto kawaii ne?



Album art rawrr!



and to end it lets put up a mv of hers.. Title : My life..
p/s the chinese version is also out, it's not bad.. But personally I prefer the Japanese version..
Oh and she uses Er Hu in some of her music.. which is rather unique don't you think?

That's all Ja-Neee!

Computer lock-down

With AS exams drawing near and my fingers subconsciously creeping over to the computer key board, I have to invoke the 60 days full computer lock down. It's sad really, but it has to be when a person ( Me) has not enough determination and self discipline. Because I lack in some areas I have to make up for them by hard work. No use sighing i guess, life goes on even if you stop. The wheels of destiny continues turning...

Signing off...

New Year Post

It's great to be home for the new year. Everything's great, yup so great I'd gain a few pounds. Haha.. I guess more exercise to be done once I get back to college.. Lets not discuss bout that part alrite..haha

My my mum really decorated the house according to the festival.. Feels great just looking at it..

45 degree view from the side



90 degree view from the front..

I haven't tried 360 degree from the back yet.. I"ll try it as soon as I wake up tomorrow.. hahaha..oh and if you ever wonder why i'm doing all this; lets just put it as i'm trying to see things from a different perspective.. k? hahaha..

well more posts tomorrow... ciox for now..
and btw happy new year to all my readers..