My Rantz

Counting Backwards

2010-09-02T19:19:00.004+08:00

Time really flies when you aren't looking. I've been to blinded by grief for the past month that I failed to noticed that the world won't stop because of me.Looking back this experience had not been a total waste. Lets just put it at, my pride got trim down to size.

After secondary school, life has just changed so much or rather I have. My perspective has undergone a chain reaction of changes. But I guess life is just a whole journey of falling, changing, then rebouncing back to where we left off. Till the end of the journey, what would be left of the us that we used to be?

I guess my break is almost up. Back to studies. Mugging/doing/reading/memorizing.. Urgh.. But on the bright side I still have enough time to prepare for the darn exam.. lolx...

ciox people..

p/s Thank you people for reading my lil page..
It wont be the same with out you people.. who ever you are..

At the brink of breaking

2010-04-27T13:52:00.003+08:00

Omg exams are so near.. I feel i'm on the brink of breaking la... sheesh.. Self pressure is pressing in so hard & I haven't even added in the external pressures yet.. My break's about over so I'll quickly put up another mv here... The lyrics are meaningful at the same time silly...

[十五の君へ] Temagi~ Haikei Juugo No Kimi E- Angela Aki

A letter I wrote to myself when I was 15...

Romanji :

Haikei kono tegami yonde iru anata wa dokode nani o shite iru no darou

Juugo no boku ni wa dare ni mo hanasenai nayami no tane ga aru no desu

Mirai no jibun ni atete kaku tegami nara
Kitto sunao ni uchi akerareru darou

Ima make sou de naki sou de kiete shimai sou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba o shinji arukeba ii no?
Hitotsu shikanai kono mune ga nando mo barabara ni warete
Kurushii naka de ima o ikite iru
Ima o ikite iru

Haikei arigatou juugo no anata ni tsutaetai koto ga aru no desu

Jibun to wa nande doko e mukau beki ka toi tsudzukereba miete kuru

Areta seishun no umi wa kibishii keredo
Asu no kishibe e to yume no fune yo susume

Ima makenaide nakanaide kiete shimai sou na toki wa
Jibun no koe o shinji arukeba ii no
Otona no boku mo kizutsuite nemurenai yoru wa aru kedo
Nigakute amai ima o ikite iru

Jinsei no subete ni imi ga aru kara osorezu ni anata no yume o sodatete
Keep on believing

Make sou de naki sou de kiete shimai sou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba o shinji arukeba ii no?
Aa makenaide nakanaide kiete shimai sou na toki wa
Jibun no koe o shinji arukeba ii no
Itsu no jidai mo kanashimi o sakete wa tourenai keredo
Egao o misete ima o ikite ikou
Ima o ikite ikou

Haikei kono tegami yonde iru anata ga
Shiawase na koto o negaimasu

English Translation ：

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness

More Mv's

2010-04-22T13:26:00.002+08:00

Woo Hoo, I finally found Yuna Ito's mv for her album released last year.. This one is slightly different from her previous ones.. Here it is.. enjoy...

How was it? I've always like the way she sings, feels very powerful and the tone feels full.. The amazing part is when she sing high pitch it's actually feels kinna soothing.. Heh, perhaps it's just me.. Oh well anyways enjoy..

Ja~

Another song to enjoy..

2010-04-21T19:38:00.003+08:00

I thought I might add in another mv of alan for ya'll to enjoy since I'm in the mood to do it. Well this mv is from her 2nd chinese album launched this month (16-04-2010). It's really great.. Here it is...

The title " 我的月光“ which means my moonlight if translated literally..
Oh and she's really pretty in this mv Xp..

well enjoy the song & mv
ciox!

New Regime?

2010-04-20T19:06:00.005+08:00

Wahahaha.. I can't believe it, AS exam is coming soon. It just fills me with such anticipation and perhaps some fear? Well I'm really sure but hey lets just face it as time comes.. For this grand festival, I've prepared a new regime.. Make my morning my night and my nights morning. The Topsy Turvy rule.. Haha.. But seriously with this regime, morning seems to be easier to wake up, well technically I'm not asleep then, so how can I wake up? Haha.. Don't make sense eh? But what I'm trying to stress on here is I'm not having the 5 more minutes problems any more? Hahaha..

I know exam is coming but we can't always be so stressed up rite, how can we bundle ourselves up？ If we do that, I don't think anything can fit into the head. Well unless we cut the strings or noodles in our brain and we'd go bananas.

Well anyhow on my last search on the net I came across this really great singer. Great falsetto and nice pitch. She's definitely on my top 3 fav. singer list. She's Alan Dowa Dolma. Tibetan background and went to further her career in Japan.

Honto kawaii ne?

Album art rawrr!

and to end it lets put up a mv of hers.. Title : My life..
p/s the chinese version is also out, it's not bad.. But personally I prefer the Japanese version..
Oh and she uses Er Hu in some of her music.. which is rather unique don't you think?

That's all Ja-Neee!

Computer lock-down

2010-04-08T01:52:00.002+08:00

With AS exams drawing near and my fingers subconsciously creeping over to the computer key board, I have to invoke the 60 days full computer lock down. It's sad really, but it has to be when a person ( Me) has not enough determination and self discipline. Because I lack in some areas I have to make up for them by hard work. No use sighing i guess, life goes on even if you stop. The wheels of destiny continues turning...

Signing off...

New Year Post

2010-02-16T00:36:00.003+08:00

It's great to be home for the new year. Everything's great, yup so great I'd gain a few pounds. Haha.. I guess more exercise to be done once I get back to college.. Lets not discuss bout that part alrite..haha

My my mum really decorated the house according to the festival.. Feels great just looking at it..

45 degree view from the side

90 degree view from the front..

I haven't tried 360 degree from the back yet.. I"ll try it as soon as I wake up tomorrow.. hahaha..oh and if you ever wonder why i'm doing all this; lets just put it as i'm trying to see things from a different perspective.. k? hahaha..

well more posts tomorrow... ciox for now..
and btw happy new year to all my readers..

Early morning chatters

2010-01-27T01:55:00.003+08:00

I can't believe it, it's 2 am in the morning and i just work up, had my breakfast and took a shower. I suppose that's what happens when you sleep early, you get up early too. Anyhow it's a change I suppose, to be a night worm sometimes, or actually an early bird to be exact. I don't really know which.. Hmm..

Plugging my headphones on and turning up classical music for the night/early morning , is rather soothing. It's a good change from the hectic mornings I usually have. Waking up rushing here and there, pushing through the crowd. That is what morden day life is like. Who am I to complain?

My aching arm is recovering, I'll soon be able to use it as usual again. Who'd knew that it'd be so hard to do things with just one arm. But thank god it wasn't my dominant arm. For that i'm thankful enough.

"Yiruma-River flows in you" is playing as I am typing here. For some reason I feel so much emotions in that song. It somehow draws out my feelings, happiness, sadness, well probably all the feelings you can feel mushed together in one. Still it's a really good song to enjoy especially on a lonely morning such as this. I'm seriously gonna learn how to play that song by heart when i go back home during CNY.. haha...

Well I suppose that's all for now.. time to get back to enjoy more music and tackling those piled up revision books.. ta..

btw yiruma-kiss the rain is nice too hahaha.. Xp

Of the journey so far & taking candy from a baby..

2009-12-13T23:53:00.004+08:00

It's been such a long time since I actually blogged. But I don't think it'll be any different even if I blog; no one bothers to visit anyways.. Still, I've decide to blog anyhow, course hey i'm just a guy leaving some of his memories online, that won't do any harm now or will it?

Well for starters, my end of semester exam ended on the 10th this month with physics as the final paper. After the paper me and my friends went up to mid valley to catch "storm warriors 2" the movie.

The movie sucked hardcore. Too much slow motions, effects and too closed up during the fighting scene(you only see blurry figures flying about =.=).. Well at least I learned that it sucked.. hahaha.. After walking around midvalley for who knows how long, we finally squashed ourselves in the crowded ktm and made our way back home. I however stayed over at my friend's house.

I took a 5.30pm bus back home to JB from seremban. This trip was somehow fun & unusual..lolz.. There was this little kid who sat infront of me, at the start of the trip he was rather jumpy, then he stood up on his seat and looked at me. Or actually he scanned the whole back of the bus. I slept for an hour then woke up.. I didn't know how it happend but I started playing with the little kid, and boy was it a tiring trip since then.. haha.. but it's fun.. After a little while the kid asked his grandma to give me a candy.. So now i know the feeling of taking candy from a baby? haha... well thats bout it.. I reached JB at bout 9.00 Pm and bid farewell to the kid.. And here are some pictures of the kid to end my entry..

Keep the cam away?

Smiling~

He's to playing "catch" me if you can with me...

Of self finding and losing

2009-10-25T01:03:00.003+08:00

It's been almost half a semester I'm back to college. Life is a little different now. For the past few months, I lost myself. But I finally found myself again after facing some problems. I think things will turn for the better now.

It's really complicated on how to explain how I had actually lost myself. Lets just simply put it as I've lost my sense of direction. I lost focus on what I had ever wanted to achieve. But the most important part is I must never let myself lose control.

In the few months that had made the half semester, I found out that taking up things are easy, the only problem lies with letting go. How do you actually let go of something you have become rather attached to? The answer to that might lie within myself, and maybe self reflection could enlighten me.

Every day is a new beginning and ends when the new day arrives. Leave the past behind but embrace the lessons, and live the day like you are meant to live. Enjoy every feeling you have ever felt and part when it's time to part.

That's all for today i guess.. Some nonsentical blabber I just feel like writing out. heh.. later

A moment of reprive

2009-08-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

Well as anticipated, the break finally came right after the exams ended. As usual, it's time to rest and prepare myself for the war that is brewing just beyond the horizon. Life at home is of course comfortable, there's a quote which says "no place like home" I suppose that is what it means.

Anyways these few days at home had been fun but yet not fruitful. I suppose that breaks are supposed to be like that. Taking off your burdens for a bit and then let yourself enjoy before setting off on another journey. I honestly hope that the next journey will lead me closer to my target.Life's journey consists of frequent crossroads and we can't never travel both. When the choice is made, we can't go back to where we start.

That's that for this entry.. nothing much to say anyways.. later

Towards the end

2009-07-28T18:31:00.002+08:00

Only two weeks left till the end of the semester. Life seems to be more bustling with life in these recent days. I guess the main reason is because end of sem exams are coming soon and everyone are changing into their study gears. Though there still seem to be some who are still slacking away. Anyways it's their choice.

The week so far had been crazy, really crazy. A week filled with quizes and exams. Everyone just seem so well busy i guess preparing for it. Nevertheless, some people are still trying to slack till the eleventh hour before they finally want to make a move. I suppose doing that for them is really alright, i mean there are some people who could do it after all. As for me, the eleventh hour proves too short a time for me. So it's time to tighten up that belt and hold on tight for the last ride for the sem.

I'm so looking forward to going home after so many months out here. It sure is nice being able to stay at home. Well not that i get much studying done at home but well at least i can rest up a bit at home before another gruesome long semester starts. Heh, well now is not the time to think bout that..

Time to work hard and kick ass...

ciox..

In a sea of doubt...

2009-06-29T23:08:00.002+08:00

The past few weeks had been just crazy. Fluctuating moods, emotions and additude left me standing there speechless with an utterly blank expression on the skin you call a face. Assignments after assignments and the test that just passed a few days, didn't manage to turn me into a sleep deprived zombie, rather I somehow have a habit to take long afternoon naps now.

To tell the truth, long afternoon naps is acting as a double edge sword. It lets me stay up late into the night but leaves me drained in the morning ;more energised in the evening but less time to do work and other stuff in the afternoon. Well I guess it really is time to do some balancing out and more time reflecting on it.

During these few solitary weekends in an almost deserted college, I found myself lost again. Lost as in lost my direction for the future. All this time I am aiming to be a Doctor, but then again is becoming a Doctor what I really want out of life? Can my mediocre results and big lazy bone pull me through all the years needed to be a full fledged Doctor? I really don't know. But one thing is for sure, that is to take things one step at a time. Come on I mean taking all the pure science subjects in A levels can't be that bad right? Or am I wrong?

Coming back to recent events, the outbreak of A (H1N1) disease has finally reached more than 100 cases in Malaysia. More and more people in my class are catching flu, and minor sickness in the recent weeks. Would an outbreak of A (H1N1) disease happen here in Inti Uc? If it does would I be a victim? I'm not really afraid of it though. I believe if a person's will is strong enough, the person would be able to overcome the disease(with medical aid of course).

In other news, King of Pop, MJ, passed away due to a cardiac arrest.Cardiac arrest is one of the top killers in the world, and i guess even the king of pop could not avoid it. Well rest in peace Michael Jackson, God bless your soul. This also serves a reminder to be more health concious and be wary of what you eat. As the saying goes "You are what you eat."

Well other than some minor events that happened to me, like getting a new handphone, having some not too good test results, playing some Dragonica, and etc. That's bout all I have to write for this entry. Well that's that.

Later..

ROLLER COASTER @.@ !!

2009-06-14T15:46:00.003+08:00

It's been more than a month since I last tread into Inti UC.. Life here is really a rollercoaster ride. There are days so bad you wish you haven't woken up on that day at all; there are also days where things goes on so smoothly that you forget what even happened on that day itself.Maybe this is what they mean by a rollercoaster life? Pehaps it was meant to be that way.

These few weeks of my life had been so busy. There are just too much to be done and too little time. It's all really crazy. There are test coming up, MPW projects to be done, revisions to be done, guitar to practice, dance to learn.. Seriously I think i'm going insane. Sometimes i wish the week is one day longer, then I'd have more time to get things done. But life would be meaning-less that way. I mean to live life to the fullest is to used up every damn moment of it rite? That is what I think.

My phone broke down again. The damn thing keeps on giving me problem... So I'm going to get a new phone. This time I'm changing back to nokia,a freaking durable phone model.. I think it can last for a longer time now without giving me any problems.

Ever since I started to accept things as they are, I felt that I really have less to lement on and less problems to worry about. Just take things on as they come a long, taking one step at a time. Perhaps that's the pace I should take. I might not be the best in everything, but I think I should be okay if I give it my all.

That's all today..

Ciaox..

A new life ???

2009-05-09T13:19:00.012+08:00

The long awaited college life has begun. It's been more than a week since i arrived here in Inti University College located in Nilai, Negeri Sembilan. The first few days of orientation reminded me so so so so much of plkn camp. Group games and all. As usual you need a group name and cheer, IT'S EXACTLY WHAT WE ALWAYS HAVE TO DO IN PLKN CLASSES! These are normal things for me, but i'm appointed group leader? =.=!!

Well orientation passed rather quickly. The activities were not that bad after all. The first week of lectures are mostly introduction of ourselves and getting to know more bout our syllabus. Well it's okay. Some of the lecturers had already begun teaching a little of the syllabus. It's rather interesting. Though I think i'm already seeing stars.. Haha.. I can thank the 6 months of not studying. I NEED BRAIN POLISH!! HAHAHA!

ok i guess it's time for pictures! LA~

My hostel.. Block P ^^

The english language center.. I don't think i'll need to go in there.. lol

basketball court! I don't play here.. lolz.. not my type of ball..

they have seats here at basketball court..

Ok this is the place i will go to.. lol.. swimming pool!

The mental problem hospital.. lol..na its the multi purpose hall..

The toilet is that way >>>>

Squash court... but the door reflects light

Bridge to lectures! The bridge of information hahaha..

The fooball field is yonder!

The slope actually looks steep from the bridge.. hahaha

Thirsty? Drink here!

The learning resource centre.. The library is inside!

Class rooms are labeled this way

And they look like this!

Crossroad of fate.

2009-04-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

Sec school ended a long time ago. But, that itself was not a beginning. The real story began after spm results were released. As usual the first few chapters of the book is nothing useful, other than the basic introduction to the main character and some minor characters that will soon be forgotten towards the end. My life, is currently in that chapter. Days slowly passed by, and I await the arrival of the letter that will determine the progression of my story.

With each different choice made, there will be a different ending, a different path. For now I just really hope I can get into "matrikulasi" local matriculation.During this global economical crisis, it's a very crucial that I get that for it will ease the burden shouldered by my aging parents.

The path ahead is not an easy one. I can already foreshadow the events yet to come. Yet, all I can do now is wait and nothing but wait as the future slowly flips over, unrevealing itself as the present. The story had begun, but the future has not been decided, the ending has not been drafted. Perhaps this calm and smooth going perface of mine is actually the calm before the storm.

Korean Food!!

2009-04-06T22:53:00.005+08:00

I stayed at my grandpa house for a few days after my spm result was out.. Then My uncle brought me to have korean food located near INTI COLLEGE NILAI..

I can't believe I went for korean food.. hahaha.. The First time? But seriously it's really not bad..wahaha.. Well I won't be saying much but lets just show you pictures... Yay pictures...

The korean Restaurant! Food INSIDE!!

On the way in..OMG I can't wait..

My uncle and his family who brought me here..Thank you uncle.. haha

Lets start with kimchi.. Which ones first? I guess i'll just eat all! Muahaha

Ooh ooh sizzling meat.. Can I eat it yet? Huh it's still raw! >.<

Yes Yes.. Done.. Done.. Waaa Smells delicious..

Take a pic? haha.. Eh it's kinna fatty? >.<

Lets see, So i have to wrap this with lettuces leaf , chillie and garlic.. Hey where's my garlic??

Aiks, my cuz's already eatting.. and so fast too? I need to start eating.. Ish no more picture..

And that's the end of my photo spree.. Ate my fill that night, there was also spicy nian gao, miso soup, and ban fan( the one you mixed everyting with rice and there's raw egg in the middle).

Huahaha.. A meal well ate? X3 I'm going to go again.. when i have enough cash.. huhu cost a lot.. lucky my uncle's the one paying hahaha..

well that's all.. and I went home satisfied that night..

Delayed

2009-04-04T15:14:00.010+08:00

I've delayed this post for long enough..
I've to get it updated sooner or later..
well here it goes...

Plkn log #2

I'm back to camp again after the new year break. Most of them aren't back from their holidays yet.. They extended their holidays and I did not. Seeing my friends in camp again feels rather strange. Not to say exactly happy, nor sad, but definitely more than neutral. Eh what do you call that? heh..

There is just too much to write a bout if i'm going to write on a day to day basis.. So Let me just highlight the major events.

First Off is water sport..
Water Sports consists of kayaking [Single, double mixed double.] and rafting.. I took part in rafting. It was my first time going for rafting.. and boy was it hard.. It's a 10 person team, 8 rowers, one flagman and one guy at the rear.. Paddling was freaking hard.. I never thought it would be.. My team lost the race, cuz someone fell in the water.. Well too bad for us I guess..
We Still got 2nd place for the overall score. It ain't half bad.

Next is shooting. The camp does not have a shooting range. So we went to a shooting range owned by the military and police. We get to use a M-16 on a 50 meter range. The shots were very loud from the distance. But when I actually get to fire the gun, it's not loud at all, just clanking of the shells could be heard.. I got a 93% accuracy rating.. haha..though there are 9 people who got 100%..

Jungle trekking/camping.
This is the first time trekking deep into a jungle.. And seriously it's not just any jungle but the jungle just over the hill from my camp. So we have to make our way up the hill and down the hill to out camp side.. The time showed 6am, reluctantly I peeled open my eyes. A few of the florescent lamp had been switched on. It hurts just keeping my eyes open. After dressing in full uniform we were assembled in the marching field for further instructions. The bag packed feels like a ton. If I've know the bag straps were so short i wouldn't have packed the damned 1.5 liters of mineral water. Also to add the 800 or 900 ml of water in my tumble they supply. Boy were the tumblers heavy. The past few days were raining so the road up hill were slippery. On the way up, a rather big sized Indian girl trainee was careless and twisted her ankle. Well ouch and sorry you'll have to roll down the hill. Eh I mean limp down the hill. Xp

As we walk higher up the hill, the bottle feels heavier and heavier and the bag feels like a ton to two ton then three ton. Just like positive arithmetic progression. Luckily it's not gp. The whole trip had been very enjoyable. BUT VERY VERY TIRING.. There were rescue mission and herbal hunt. But no ghost hunt at night. It started raining when evening came so ghost hunt was CANCELED. The weather was cooling and I slept like a log. Or rather slept on a log? Haha..

Last In line was closing ceremony.
I was in the closing ceremony marching squad. Practice was rather easy because it was exactly like the open day. There was training to help us remember just in case we forget. Everything went well. Later that night I was in a malay dance? lolz.. Damn it was a night to remember.. BUt the most memorable thing that night was the inevitable parting on the next day. Coaches that were very close to trainee's were crying. Of cuz there are alot of trainee who cried.. Not me though, the effect set in on me the parting day itself. I almost cried. well almost. Tears were welling up but i suck them all back into my eyeball. If that is how you describe it.. haha..

well I'm all done.. now for pictures.. but there isn't much.. anyway here goes..

I proudly Introduce My company's flag! The Charlie company flag.. woot

My Dorm.. Dorm E the dorm I've spent 3 months in. And that's Joshua at the front.

The assembly place.. We assemble here every morning before 6.30am

The Cafe and behind is the hill we have to climb over to reach the camp site.

One of the most relaxing spot in camp..

The Charlie Squad Leader.. A man with guts and can make freaking scary war faces..

Chang Yeong, Me(in malay traditional wear) and Yong Hong

Choon Yap my good buddy and wallet keeper when i go for a shower.

My good buddy gang..
Front: Leon, Aaron, me
Back: Ah kong..(he's big but freaking funny and good to disturb...hahaha)

That's all the picture..
haha..
well that's all..
later

old drawings resurfaced

2009-04-03T14:11:00.004+08:00

One of the oldest art

Drawn for small Shar Linn(lawlz)

Drawn when I was bored(one of the oldest also)

Another art drawn for a friend!

PLKN Log #1

2009-01-26T13:59:00.002+08:00

Plkn log #1

28/12/08 - 24/01/09

Location: Camp De' Bana

I never thought that I'd be chosen for PLKN. But I was in the end. The flashing text on my phone which congratulate me for being chosen hit me with mixed feelings. To rejoice or perhaps not.

The day finally came. On the 28th of December. The day I embarked on a journey which is beginning to change my life in some ways. On the day itself, I wasn't in my top form. I had diarrhoea the day before. The journey to camp wasn't a pleasant one. The seat was uncomfortable and everyone seems so alien to me.

When I finally reached camp, I was really shocked. The camp is very big and empty. Not forgetting a bit badly designed.

The first week was the hardest to pass by. My diarrhoea problem didn't seem to cease. All the food they serve there are spicy ones. That didn't do any good for my problem.

Things started getting better on the second week. I got to know my dorm mates better. Not to mention all the company members. I am proud to say I'm glad to be a member of the Charlie Company. Of course that doesn't mean I've forgotten all about the friends who came together with me. I still go and look for them when I have extra time to spare.

Despite all the people I like hanging around with, there are still those who I do not adore so much. One of them is known as kepala bocor(leaking head) he got the name because on the 2nd week he knocked his head in the bathroom because he was running around. 5 stiches on the wound. He's a bit crazy. He'll always be the first one rushing off to the unknown. The most hillarious thing is he always wants to be the leader when he has no leadership qualities.

Mr. Kerusi (chair) is well another one of the person I try my very best to bear with. He's the most hypocritical I've ever encountered in my entire existence. Even he knows it. In open sharing, he fake a speech saying he wants to change his behaviour and all. He even say it till he almost cry himself. But nothing change at all after that. He's back to his usual self. Very fake in everything he does. How can he live with himself? Haha.. God really does make people come in various varieties.

The most intersting thing that happen so far in camp was long range navigation. We went up and down hills, into bushes, shrubs, hedges , through rubber and oil palm plantations. The whole journey too my company 5 hours and 16 minutes to complete. But at the end of the day the teacher say we cheated a little because we went off bearing a lot by walking on the man made road. We are supposed to follow the bearing no matter which direction it pointed at. Haha oh well.

The next big event is open day on 24th Jan 09. I took part in marching. After two weeks of marching, it was finally the day. We did static marching( turning left, right, back, front, one step forward, four steps to the right, etc.) , dynamic marching( saluting front, side, backturn, marching etc.) and lastly formation marching. Training was very tiring. In the end it was worth is because everything went well on the day itself.

That is also the day I made my way back here. To Johor Bahru. My home. It's been two days i'm back home. I'll be going back to camp on 28th again. Kinna fast. Oh well, it'll just have to do.

The next time I come back home, I'll make sure I take pictures. As memories.

Till 11th march then..

Later!

Of Gramps

2008-12-15T23:24:00.010+08:00

I think it's bout time I wrote bout my trip to my gramps before I embark on another journey. The trip to gramps was so darn tiring.. There are so many little cuzzins and their mum just ask us big cuzzin to take care of them.. Boy was it tiring.. So many little kiddies.. One of my uncle's children are damn stuborn and hot headed. The youngest son is barely starting kindergarten and he's already wacking me like no one's business.. Though it's not painful but a continuous hitting like that did leave some mark..One more thing, he aims at the cock.. =.=!!!

Well among the little kiddies i did have my fav cuzzin.. my youngest aunts son.. lolz.... Taking care of him is very tiring.. he runs around with so much energy and I have to carry him when he gets tired.. Then he runs again..well anyways here are some pictures.. One more thing, his sister has influenced him to act cute.. lolz.. so he always acts cute when you try to take a pic of him..

* him with his C pose on his face.. lolz *

* his sister.... also act cute.. haha*

* cousins just can't stop moving *

* there you go. younger aunts two child and the cuzzin who smack at mah cock =.= (at the most right) *

* random pic 1*

* random pic 2 *

* random pic 3*

* random pic 4*

* Random pic 5 *

well that's all there is.. ciox..

i'll post about the steamboat on the next entry..

buaiz...

Another Tag.. =.=!!

2008-12-13T14:05:00.003+08:00

Tag by ikky..
I'm so not in any mood to do it..
what the heck..
I'll do it anyways..

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starting time: 1414 hours (+ 8 GMT)
name: Max
sisters: zzzz--heeee-rhooow
Brothers: one
shoe size: 10-11
height: 174 ++ (not sure)

where do you live: on earth? (malaysia)
Favorite drink: Depends on mah mood..
Favorite Breakfast: Dim Sum
Have you even been on a plane: Yeee-sss-shhh
Swam in the ocean: ya
Slept in class: ya whatever..

Broken someone's heart: perhaps.. even if i did i have no idea..
Fell off your chair: Yer
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: NO
Saved e mails: yeah, registration mails only..
What is your room like: Like a room.. seriously.. what else can it be?
What's beside you: Obviously not you.. air perhaps..

What is the last thing you ate: food
Ever had chicken pox: Duhz..
Sore throat: ya.. =.=
Stitches: No
Broken nose: No
Do you believe in first at first sight: No.. must be very naive if I did
Like picnics: No, I rather be in a restaurant..
Who's the last person you danced with: Mah-self
Last made you smile: My own joke.
You last yelled at: younger Bro
Talk to someone you like: Not for 5 years?
Kissed anyone: Yeah lil cuzzins..

Get sick: Yes
Talked to an ex: No idea
Miss someone: yeah my younger bro, he dodged when i hit him..
Do you sleep with stuff animals: long ago when my age was single digit
What's under your bed: floor
What do you really hate: fxxxers..

Time now:1428 hours (+ 8 GMT)

Is there a person on your mind now: NO
Any Siblings: You just asked on top..
Do you want children: Maybe
Do you smile often: Sometimes
Do you like you hand writing: It's unique..
Are your toe painted: NO I"m a guy dammit..

Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Any one with a water bed..
What's the colour of your shirt: Black
What were you doing at 7 pm yesterday: No idea
I can't wait to: fucking finish this tag..
When did you last cry: Don't know..
Are you a friendly person: Not really

Do you have any pets: fish
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Have not met her yet
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: yeah helping my "DAD" cross the road.
Do you sleep with the tv on: NO
Who was the person you last cried in front of: Parents maybe.. no idea..
How many people can you say you've really loved: Parents

Do you eat healthy: probably
So you have pic of you and your ex: I don't even have an ex..=.=
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: NO
How often do you go to temple: No idea
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Duno.. Celine perhaps..
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: LOUD

Are you confident: Yeah, when i'm sure something is really right..
What are you doing now: Breathing
Have you ever crawled through a window: Perhaps
Can you handle the truth: Yeah.. I always want them..
Are you closer to your mum or dad: both.

Things you did 10 years ago: Breath
Things on your to do list today: Throw away school books.

5 snacks I enjoy
1)-
2)-
3)-
4)-
5)-

5 things i would do if I'm a billionaire:
1) Buy properties
2) Put it in Swizz bank
3) Go for more singing lessons.. and perhaps take up dancing too.
4) continue learning piano
5) give a few million to my parents

5 places I have lived in:
1) old house
2) new house
3) grandpa's house
4) uncle's house
5) hotel

5 jobs I had:
1) Student
2)student
3) student
4) student
5) school paparazzi editor

Time ended: 1452 hours (+8 GMT)

5 people to tag.
1) ikky - did
2) Kim
3) celine
4) shar linn
5)-

Lazy Afternoon

2008-12-10T13:39:00.001+08:00

Yeah, nothing's more relaxing than a lazy afternoon. Cept for the fact that I'm almost bored out of my existence. It's afternoon and not even a soul is online ( my friends actually). I've read all the latest manga updates, checked my mails, replied my messages, played some games. Normally I'd be thrilled to be enjoying myself over these "complete-waste-of-time". Somehow it doesn't feel right. I feel kinna empty, weird and completely not myself.

Right, I almost forgot. Sec school's out for good. I'm now experiencing a lost of direction in life? Damn this is weird. Ah what the heck. I might as well enjoy the lazy afternoons. After all NS(National Service) is on 27th this month and I seriously won't be back till march. OK perhaps I'll be back for a week during Chinese New Year. After all it's the best time of the year. The festive season. Thinking bout that actually makes me feel kinna happy. But before that there is christmas..

Yay.. I have no idea why I like chirstmas that much. My family does not celebrate it and yet i'm actually happy christmas is coming. Maybe it's because of the christmas cartoons that will be shown on tv. Heh, never leave your childish side as they say.. It keeps one young? haha..Well that's that I suppose..

Ta

The End and The Beginning

2008-11-28T19:54:00.003+08:00

SPM is over... Time really does fly doesn't it? I still remember the first day when I went to secondary school. All those memories has made me into who I am now. A change for the better perhaps. Well anyways secondary life has finally ended for me. Time to move on with life. The end of one part of life is the beginning of another.

It's really been quite a while since I last blogged hasn't it. Well since SPM is over I guess i'll start blogging again. But then I really have no idea what to blog about. Well anyways, I re-did my blog. This time I added a few personal touches. I did the pic on top myself.. lol.. Hope you all will give some comments?

I'm so darn blank today..Xp.. I guess that's it for now.. till next time.. tata

P/s to those who want me to linkie plz tell me.. thankiew

tagged

2008-08-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

LAYER ONE:

* Name: Siow Yee Siang
* Birth date: 13th may
* Birthplace: malaysia
* Current Location: malaysia
* Eye color: Blackish brown
* Hair Color: black
* Righty or lefty: righty

LATER TWO:

* Your heritage: malaysian
* The shoes you wore today: Sandals
* Your weakness: Loud Voice
* Your fears: No food
* Your perfect pizza: No pizza.. makes me fat
* Goal you'd like to achieve in life: make lotsa money

LAYER THREE:

* Your most overused phrase on MSN : Xp
* Your first waking thoughts: Off the alarm
* Your best physical feature: hair
* Your most missed memory: Enjoying time with friends

LAYER FOUR:

* Pepsi or Coke: Coke
* McDonald's or Burger King: McD
* Single or group dates: both
* Adidas or Nike: Nike
* Lipton Ice tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice Tea
* Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
* Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

LAYER FIVE:

* A famous person, dead or alive, would you interview: No Idea yet
* Movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors: No Idea
* Name two of your passions in life: Singing,Drawing
* Least favorite time of day: i like it all cuz i don't have enought time

LAYER SIX:

* use hairspray or gel: neither or both
* Your favorite meal: High class food!
* Color on the inside of your head when you close your eyes: black
* Listen to classical music: yup
* Ever said LOL in real life without thinking about it: Never

Flowers and Flowers

2008-08-20T19:30:00.015+08:00

" Roses are red my love,
Violets are bluee~
Sugar is Sweet my love,
but not as sweet as you "

A verse in an oldies I once heard and my dad taught it to me once. It's very corny because ever since the release of this song years ago, people have been using it over and Over and OVER again. But I'm not talking about love or sweet talk ( which I'm sure Celine has gotten many from Russel.. lol) I"m talking about flowers today. Yes the sweet smelling colours that bloom then bloom and dies. Generally speaking of course.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not talking about roses or violets, I'm going to talk about the flowers that I can find around my house. Call me an idiot if you will, but hey what can a guy do when he's bored out of his mind and the games are starting to get old and getting no reply from sms-es. Ok I'm sounding a bit emo, well w/e..

Ah this is a nice picture of a Bunga Raya or hibiscus ..
This one is pink in colour.. and it's in it's fullest bloom

And this is a red one.. Look at the big petals haha..
isn't it just red?

Look at that the flower is starting to whiter...
poor flower.. But dying is a natural process in life so bye flower!!

But when one dies, another is born.. so welcome new bud-lings!
Hope you'll do your best and bloom to your fullest!

From a bugs view, the hibiscus is like wow! hahahaha

I like this pic the most!
It so reminds me of the killer plant in the movie "the little shop of horrors"
I like meat! I've just ate your customer! Muahahaha..
Something like that only it's bigger and can talk..

Ok I so never seen this plant before till I spot it growing among weeds..
It's small cute and purple..haha.. Nice flower... My fave among those I saw today!

Look it's a flower so close together, looks like a couple.. haha.. makes me envious..
where's my other flower?? ^^

And this elegant flower is called the Amanda plant i think..
It's all yellow haha..
but it is pretty and has a style of it's own!

well this is the last one.. A yellow hibiscus!!
A very special one..

Haha and well that's all of the pictures that i've snapped..
Not much put it's a flower hunt in my house..
well that's all..
Later!!

If we give a little, we take a little.

2008-08-06T20:05:00.004+08:00

If we give a little, we take a little.

Life as unpredictable as it is, has always something install for us. In the past few days, I finally understand that people around you are always changing.The only things that remain unchanged in this never changing world of us are the concepts or principles if you prefer that binds us all together. Just like egg white and water that binds the batter together.Without them, the entire humanity might collapse.

Well anyways, I guess SPM's pressure's already setting in to some of my friends. The occasional mood swings and character changes are all signs that life's about to take a big toll in months to come. Nevertheless, all these events had made me think, wonder and ponder about way to keep my sane self in amidst the crowd of crumbling sanity. Sometimes I wonder, is my puerile personality the one that is keeping me sane? Or perhaps my "tidak apa" or w/e attitude. I can't put the dot on it.

As I start looking at things from different perspectives, I am able to see the true colors of the people I call friends. Some appear to be friends, but they are all so darn by the book that friends are mere people to practice on. Perhaps they do not know what real friendship is like. Then there are some who treat friends like idiots. They make a fool out of you and leave you hanging that way until you realized what he/she did. Now the question, can theses people be called friends?

Dealing with these people, I learn how to give a little. Sometimes because I gave them a little, I am got a little back.When you give in to them a little, you might avoid tonnes of problem, that might happen if you continue to pursue it. There is a proverb in Chinese which says if you take one step back, you can see the broad horizons of the sea and sky. Literally this does not mean anything, but it actually means if you give in a little, you are able to avoid problems. Which is very true. I practiced it and it works wonders.

The person I really thank for teaching this to me is none other than Voon. His continuous insults(not really meaning it but really insults ya real bad if you take it to the heart) has taught me how to control my anger and why we should give and take. In the bottom line, that has taught me to be a better man.

When we give, we gain a little.
When we trust, we gain a little trust.
When we care, we gain other people's care.
When we hate, we gain other people's hate.

Do on to others what you want others to do on to you.

Exeunt..

Money Money fly away..

2008-07-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

Lost to convent again in law Olympiad hosted by HELP university college.. I can't believe we(a team of 5 peeps) got 3rd again.. and guess what no prize.... Argh... BAH! Well it was a good match anyways. Good show convent! NO more next time, but was good experience.. Well normally I'll be spending the next few paragraphs cursing, but hey that's not the trait of a good sportsman.. And I AM a good sportsman..[ Xp self praising pulak ]

Well anyway I'm keeping this brief, there's still tonnes to do and there's just so little time. Eh, actually there's nothing else to say.. haha.. Exam starts on Tuesday, and pressure is staring to set in.. That's how exam works anyways.. well that's all.. Can't wait to learn more magic from Raja on Tue. Just can't get enough of tricking people and looking at their astonished face over something so logically simple. Well it's magic because they don't understand the trick. Perhaps that's the beauty of it.

Well that's all..

Later!

A bit of diddly do dah!

2008-07-17T15:25:00.003+08:00

Next week I'll be having my monthly exams and I can't seem to be able to sit down and go through my books. Bah fish-sticks...I"m so fried.. Xp

Well anyways the week had been alrite i suppose. Not much change. But that's life as it is now. Plain as a piece of paper. There are still stuff my class still have to sort out. First is about the end of year vacation and next is the class t-shirt. seriously it's just so hard to make one which every one like.. ZzZzZZZzZz

Something weird did happened today. I can't believe I beat Voon in chinese chess today man! Wahahaha.. 3 out of 5 matches... hehe.. That's one. The other is I don't know what's up but Rachael and Bih Jin were like acting all les today.. Yuck... But whatever they are doing I hope they are not.

I'm a bit sing-ish today.. Diddily Do Dah.. La La Li Dum Dum... lol... w/e

Well that's about all there is to say today..

Till next time..

Ciox!

Co-Curriculum day

2008-07-13T13:36:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was co-curriculum day. And boy was it a busy day. My arms are aching from all the carrying the food for sale. I woke up rather early that day and got my stuff ready and packed into an ice box which will be used later that day. And with all the cooked food inside, it probably weigh around 30-40 kg and the best part is carried it to school by foot. Luckily the pain only set in today.

Well business was rather well, though it seem to be rather unvisited. The main problem that day was to attract people's attention. The stall was at the end and most people would just walk off without looking at what we are selling. Luckily the sales girls(my female class mates) did some leveling up on their pestering skills lawl..

I reminded myself to take more pictures but i suppose I'm not really the photo maniac I thought I am. But hey I did take a few pictures.. Xp

My pasta! hehe.. still not mixed yet though.. Xp

The sales girls taking 5 from pestering... Xp

Mr Bob (my form teacher) giving a perverted pose.. hahaha

Well that's all the pictures..

I can make a conclusion from the sales though..
A large number of Malaysian don't like to eat pasta..
Ah well.. I'll remember to sell something more Asian next time.

That's all for this entry..
later!

Appreciated!

2008-07-11T13:02:00.003+08:00

Woot! My art got appreciated man! Denise used it as her blog picture.. So proud of my own work.. muahahah.. I'll get to my drawing board more often when I have some extra time. So be sure to look out for it..

Tomorrow is my school's Co-curriculum Day and my class will be selling food under chess club's name. I of course will be playing a part, I'll be making pasta salad. The recipe was invented by me during Form 2 and improved my my mother. Perhaps I've seen it some where, ah well who cares haha.. What's important is, it is very nice! I just hope it'll be able to sell out well. I'll be sure to take lots of pictures tomorrow.. So don't drool all over your key board alright.

I really hope it'll turn out well you know. But sadly the shop location is not strategic. it's the furthest away from the hall.. But I hope somehow people will crowd to our shop tomorrow. Let's just hope the food is able to attract more people than flies.

Well that's all... more on tomorrow's entry.

P/S thank you Denise for the compliment! I feel appreciated Xp

well that's all.. tata

A new art for you!

2008-07-08T22:16:00.003+08:00

Title: Don't cry over a broken heart, I'll mend it up for ya..

Date completed: 6/7/08

Watermark: Unmarked

For: Nise

Another day, another lesson..

2008-07-07T20:24:00.003+08:00

Everybody learns on a daily basis. Some might think they are not, but in truth they are ; I mean we all are. That is the beauty of life. A journey filled with learning. Lets take an example, Sam skipped school and got caught. What did he learn? He learns that he gets caught when he skips school. A stupid example? Haha maybe you are right, but the fact I'm trying to prove here is simple, we learn. That is it.

School started as usual today. As expected I learned something today, or rather a refresher. Let's talk bout friends for a moment. Everyone is unique, other more unique than others. That's what make life so full of life. But then again I realized something.There is no doubts that you have friends . But there are some people you should just try to be friendly with them and avoid them as much as possible. There is not really a precise guide of who and whom you should avoid, but there is something I do know and that is those who really pisses you real bad. Life is always filled with phucked up arse-snogger so why not make it a golden rule in life?

Next lets talk bout love. So what is love? I don't know, some feeling that hurts us more than a thousand blades piercing through our heart and stay there driven in so deep you could feel your heart pump the blood right out of your body ; or the feeling that could keep us so warm and fuzzy that we feel as if a thousand angels have lifted us from our earthly bonds. There are explanations to why we can have both kind of feelings especially now. Love hurts because of the lack of commitment, which is by the way very common among teenagers ; puppy love as they call it cuz it's like a puppy always wanting something new and throwing the old one behind. The warm fuzzy feeling is when people starts to get committed or perhaps some other reason I fail to grasp for I've never really loved before. ( keeping family love aside of cuz)

Having another day spent means that it's getting real close to the next exam, and I for one should tighten up my belt, pull up my socks, buck up or whatever there is to say and study hard. I mean I'm supposed to be a person who can study, or that is what my parents and teachers tell me. Well time to get a going and do some work.

Well fellow readers, till next time!
Stay tuned!

New art

2008-06-13T22:40:00.004+08:00

Yay finished another two pictures...
Woot!...
thx kar wei for scanning it again!

and here they are!

* I'm sleeping because you gave me a reason *

* I'll always be here for you, be it rain or shine. But you better not make me do it too often >.< *

well that's all for this post..
later..
oh and
p/s enjoy the art leave some comments while you are at it.
TQ!

Damnations >.<

2008-06-12T14:38:00.002+08:00

Another week almost gone.. It has not been an exactly good week,but it was also a good week for every other damn thing. First damn thing that happened is that damned message from scouts. Well it's not like give a damn bout that K.N.N. team. But hey since they wanna throw me out of the team, be my guest. But one fact is for sure I'll still have to wear scouts T and uniform to school on them damned Wednesday and no matter how phark up they are about non members to wear their shirt, i don't give a damn.

A new term also brings new damnations. Extra classes on sat, damn there goes my sleeping time. Ah well since school began I didn't expect to be able to get a good sleep. I have to get up early almost every damn day. Ah well... no comments...

[I think i'm using lot of damn today Xp. Maybe because I read a Roald Dahl book on Wednesday and somehow like a word in the book. "Damnations" lol... that's such a supendious word.. hahha... I like Roald Dahl's books, so much of made up words, and a imagination that surpasses mine. ]

Work some how began pilling up as soon the new term began. I'm already starting to feel dizzy just thinking how much there is to do. Damn, I can't be like this. Gotta get my spirits up... Zah!

The next damn thing that will be happening will be a change of e math teacher again... I mean like what the hell... changing again? what the phark is the school up to? Come on like one history teacher who can teach no shit is bad enough.. now another teacher which i have no idea how she teaches like.Perhaps only time will tell..

Toady was rather damned too. Physics class was a din almost every one was playing some stupid game at the back of the class.. Though the teacher did teach. But not really to how a normal teacher teach, but at least he's still teaching. But anyways out of the whole damn class some did pay attention to what he's teaching...

Well another damn day gone, I've another lesson at 4.30.. and it's still quite early and i'm running out of things to write about. Perhaps that's all i can think of today. That's all i suppose.

*End*

Madness

2008-06-05T21:06:00.003+08:00

Perhaps madness is taking over my brain, or perhaps this is the real me.
I don't know.. Perhaps I'm already on the brink of insanity.
Well life still goes on..
The holidays are short, and i can already see the end of it.
ah well.. results are out already anyways.. 7A's and 3B's
Man what's with the 3B's ..
I'm sick of getting B for my physics and biology .
The other B is moral. About that it has always been well up and down.
But a lil more effort should do the trick ba..
Well anyways I did complete one thing in the holidays.
Final Fantasy 7- Dirge of Cerebus
A story of Vincent Valentine.
I so so so love the story and game play.
I am so going to play it again after SPM haha..

Well life's been ok so far this hols i guess.
I am reading a book called city of bones and it's rather interesting.
The story about a 10 or perhaps 13 year old kid whose bone was found 20-25 years after his death.
He'd been severely abused in his life.
His age still can't be determined even after radiological testing.
They can only assumed the time of his death with the presence from the coin they found in his pocket.
wow.. creepy and the main character wants to find out the killer and book him.
can't wait to read more..
ok book time..
Waa nice book ...
want to read more ..
haha.. funny how a book can make me addicted.. Xp
Well later peeps..

Tagged by my mui! Xp

2008-06-05T15:28:00.002+08:00

5 Rules:

Put your music player on shuffle.

Press forward for each question.

Use the song title as the answer to every question.( write artist name by the side)

With the answers, comment on how it relates to the question.

Tag your mates.

1. How am I feeling today?
Yang Guang Zhai Nan ( Jay Chao)
*Maybe ba cuz this morning swim under the hot sun.

2. Will I get far in life?
Ai Zhuan Jiao （Show)
* Until it reaches the love corner?

3. How do my friends see me?
Zhuan Su Tian Shi (Tank)
* Really ma?

4. Will I get married?
Zhi Lian (Show)
* Self loving? Seriously.. =.= but if according to the song lyrics a girl will make me not self loving anymore.
so where is the girl? Xp

5. What is my best friend’s theme song?
Lan (Tank)
* NO idea... Perhaps..

6. What is the story of my life?
Ying Wei Wo Xiang Xin (Da he Chang)
*Yeah.. because I believe..

7. What was high school like?
Forever Love ( Wang Li Hong)
* Forever love? weird

8. What’s in store for this weekend?
Kiss Goodbye ( Wang Li Hong)
* yeah it's over... >.<

9. How is my life going?
Zhao Zhi Dao. Ai ( Lu Xue Rui)
* Maybe it's right. If I had know love earlier.

10. How can I get ahead in life?
Tiamor ( Fei Lun Hai)
* OK i don't know what Tiamor means.. Xp

11. What’s the best thing about your friends?
San Guo Lian (Tank)
* lol voon and his addiction to san guo yan yi..

12. What song will they play at my funeral?
Fei Ni Muo Shu (Tank)
* do i so deserve to die? Xp

13. How does the world see me?
Lian Ai-ING (Wu Yue Tian)
* i'm not in love! O.O!!

14. Do people secretly lust for me?
Chen Li De Yue Guang (Tank)
* ok this has no meaning.. or maybe someone lust for me at night.. haha

15. How can I make myself happy?
Wo Bu Hui Chang Ge (Show)
* i can be happy when I can't sing? @~@

16. What should I do with my life?
Qian Nian Lei (Tank)
* Tears for a thousand years.... zzzz

17. Will I ever have children?
Pride of tomorrow (June)
* they will be my pride of tomorrow? how cool...

18. What would you strip to?
Piano ( Fan Wei Qi)
* ok seriously NO! weird question...

19. What does your mom think about you?
Shuang Zhi Xing (Guang Liang)
* ok she has two sons.. so maybe she hopes both of us becomes stars?
Because the title is twin stars

20. What is your deep, dark secret?
Dong Le (Tank)
* lol.. the title in English is I know.

21. What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
I believe (Fan Wei Qi)
*Yeah he must believe

22. What is your personality like?
Doubt & Trust (June)
* Yup that's so me! ^^

23. What song will be played at your wedding?
Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge (Wang Li Hong)
* A simple song.. haha

24. Your overall theme song?
Qing Tian Yu (Tank)
* my most fave song!
and also a song in one of my plot...
muahahahahah....

Life's a big drama without a script

2008-06-02T20:15:00.011+08:00

The fascinating thing about life is we are always so engross into watching dramas and wondering how our friends life is progressing. Perhaps even takes joy from watching the ups and downs in other's life. Maybe they do not realise that their own life is a big drama itself. Or in other words a big adventure.

Life is a big drama everyone has a role in, whether it is the movie star on T.V. or even your little kitten. The only difference of it from the ones we watch on T.V. is the drama we are acting in does not have any script and the future is unpredictable. Through out the whole drama, we learn and change and sometimes even experience some experience which could not be described into words. The feeling of hate, love, lust, anger, passion, sadness, happiness, depression, guilt and even more. No matter how much we want to describe these feeling, no words can clearly express them to others. The way we know about it is by experiencing it ourselves.

The end of one story is a beginning to another. That's what our drama is like. when it's time for us to go, the story continues with our child, and goes on and on until the end of the world. Perhaps everything is link together in a circle which could not be broken.

You have to know that the drama we are in revolves around you and not around other.So why let your own life revolve around other people? Why let yourself think that your life is just plain boring? We are acting in our very own drama series and it IS definitely more interesting than others. So what are you waiting for? Find your story, know your role and choose your own ending.

To my gramps!

2008-05-30T21:32:00.008+08:00

The trip to gramps this time was rather interesting.
Even though it was only a few days but the village life is a rather good change of this damn city life. Inhaling cleaner air is somehow nice.
The sickening smell of carbon dioxide is enough to make one long for more clean air.
I went there on wed then the clock on the wall showed 2.00 p.m.
Reach there rather late in the afternoon.
Got surrounded by cuzzins..
Got my hands rather hand tied taking care of em.
Ah well luckily it's not always.
Played DON with my brother after my grandma finish watching her show.
Played till 12.00++ before going to bed.

Woke up the next day at 6.00
Got up and snapped a few pic...

The dragon fruit farm beside my gramps house.

Gramps front gate.. Xp

Beautiful sky.. Xp

After that i followed my parents and my grandpa to my aunt's shop in kajang.

My aunt's and uncle's shop.

There I got acupuncture treatment.
Two stabs in my backbone and two on my leg with electric current attached to it.
It was a shocking sensation.
Haha.. shocking..

Rushed back to JB today which is Friday the 30th of May.
Then went for tuition. other than that life went on as usual...

This concludes my entry..

later!

Nothing less and nothing more

2008-05-24T21:26:00.003+08:00

Elo peeps, da blogga's back...
It's been a busy month..
Exams man.. urgh... Brain jammed pack with stuff...
Ah well.. I finally get to take a few days off now..
The exams was quite ok i guess..
Got a few of the papers back and am quite satisfied with it..
Though I still need the extra kick in my arse to get me going higher.

My old phone went swimming with me last Wednesday.
And boy, there was so much water i bet I could rear a fish in there.
Anyways, It turned out ok i suppose got a new phone back instead.
Was happy bout the new phone.
Happy! =]

My birthday passed this month on the 13th.
It was amidst the exam week.
And some good fwenz still remember( i don't mean the dudes in school though)..
Kawai gave me a tree painting..
And boy was he good with poster color.
Another birthday gone.

Another fwen said that I have been MIA for a while.
I suppose I have been.
I haven't sms with that fwen for ages.
Well actually I didn't really have time to begin with this month.
Since exam is over, I think I'll just sms and catch up with a few fwenz.

Exam are over and extra class just started.
So I'll be going back to school till Wednesday.
Then on the day itself, I'll be going back to gramps.
Will be back on Friday though.
The next week, I'll just be at home.
Going here and there actually restricts my time a lil..
But what the heck, I'll just have to make do with it.

Damn, why am I making short sentences.
Ah perhaps that's what I'm feeling now.
Ah well..
That's all this time i guess..
Laterz..

Renaissance?

2008-05-20T18:03:00.002+08:00

It this it?
Is this the rebirth of my blog?
I have no idea.
Purhaps there will be a rebirth,
a renaissance for my blog.

Testing one, two.. Oh! No one's around....

2008-04-27T16:03:00.002+08:00

I find it very amusing because the only person who frequently visit my blog is myself. And the things I post here are also read by myself. No one visits, or even bothers to visit. Well I suppose that's what unpopularity brings. lol.

I wonder whether I should continue blogging. Maybe I should just stop this. I have nothing much to share. Even if I have anything to say no one cares. What a wonderful life huh.

Well even if no one want to read I might just as well inform those who took the pain to visit. This is perhaps my last entry. I won't continue anymore. Well this finally the end huh.

Will I continue? i don't know...

Anyways bye........

Brink of Insanity

2008-04-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

I'm stuck, confused and messed up.
People are pushing me to my limits.
I am losing it.
I have so much to do.
I have so little time.
People are so difficult to come to terms.
I'm pissed.
I know my work can't be perfect.
But beggars can't be choosers.
Instead of complaining, they should contribute.
Instead of waiting they should take the initiative.
Don't they know many hands make light work?
How can they continue to force me up the wall?
I'm really losing it.
I think I might go insane real quick.
Is the needle in the haystack just so hard to find?
Well damn it all lar....

Dot Dots and even more dotz

2008-04-15T18:09:00.002+08:00

Recently life's nothing more than a dot, you might as well call it a blotch. A black dot which clearly symbolises a halt or maybe hesitation or you might even say delay. Well to me a dot is more than a dot. I dot when I have nothing much to say. I dot when I just want something to end. And I dot when I do not know what to do. Sometimes, I even dot because I'm just to lazy to carry on.

But well there is not much knowledge to a dot. I mean everyone can make out what a dot is. So life's a dot. And that's the end of what it is hahaha... One think I'm not really feeling great about is going to scouts... I'm SUPPOSED to have fun there but I just find it so very very dull. But I don't think I would be going anymore. DOT! Xp

Next week is another new week and every thing is going to happen all over again. But there is something I'm looking forward to next week. There will be a recording session for me next Wednesday. Woot! And I meant singing recording session. Haha.. I might post it here. Though it is not just me but also with Wee Chong. I'm just a newbie singer so don't expect too much from my singing lol. And I'll have a solo recording during the end of the year.. Wa so excited.. Me, I mean my very own singing recording lol..

So excited le.. haha... ok la i guess i'll end it here...

& so he DOTTED.

My Ice Kacang sort of life...

2008-04-07T20:35:00.004+08:00

Ice Kacang a sweet and popular dessert here in Malaysia. A plate of ice shavings, coated with sweet syrup which you can either choose the normal syrup coating or a "gula melaka" coating. Embedding this ice sculpture is the unforgettable sweet corn which is my absolute favorite . Hidden beneath the ice kacang is the main ingredient the kacang or normally known as the red beans. Among the red beans are what my mother would call " Ah Tap Zhi " which is hidden like treasure. Given it's sweet, cool combination, no wonder it's love by most Malaysian.

Come to think of it, my life is like the Ice Kacang ; a combination of culture, habits, traditions and perhaps even the latest teenager craze. If I am a Ice Kacang, let just say I am a crazy individual coated with moral values from my parents & with the latest teenage fashion embedded into me. Hidden in me is the knowledge and experience I have gained in this whole life and the treasure would be the special and unique talent that each and every one of us have. Some perhaps more than others, but I'm very happy with what I have. That is me, the one of a kind Ice Kacang.

And that is how I am, a plate of Ice Kacang. Though a bit crazy at time. Ok.... make that usually crazy, but I am still who I am. No one says that every one would like me. I mean is it even possible to make the whole world to fall in love with you. Even if there is a chance, the chances are like trying to breath 6 feet under water with a 5 feet snorkel. Which also means it is impossible.. lol..

But what the heck, I'll just life the best I can and do the best I can do.
So to those who hate me or have something against me take your hate somewhere else.
I'm not worth your hate.. lolz...
Well looks like this Ice Kacang have to go back to the freezer before he melts..

& with a hop he jumped back into the freezer

& he reads manga

2008-04-07T16:03:00.003+08:00

If you ask me what I'd do to take a break, I'd say I'll read manga!
Yep nothing like reading manga to relax.
And what's on my to read list for manga,

Manga that I have to wait for the release weekly( sometimes monthly)

1) MxO
2) D grey man
3) Naruto
4) Bleach
5) Fairy Tail
6) Psyren
7) Double Arts
8) Soul Eater
9) Monster Soul

Manga That I have finish reading and is still my all time fav.

1) MAR
2) Midori No Hibi

Well that's all..
Man 9 comic to keep up with is surely not easy lol...
Well luckily some of them updates only once monthly.
I guess that's all for now...
Time to rush for tuition...

If you ever wonder where to read mango from,
go to,

http://www.onemanga.com
http://www.mangafox.com

& he disappears like a ninja

Of Blending in and forgetting myself.

2008-03-31T20:00:00.003+08:00

Let's just treat me an individual as a ping-pong ball and the society as the sea. Whenever the wave pushes me left I go left, when it pushes me right, I go right. This is how I have been living. People say that I "tiada pendirian" (meaning I don't have my own stand) for just going with the flow. Yet how could I anchor myself on this vast sea called society and if I could, what would prevent me a mere ping pong ball from sinking into the deep abyss of the sea.

For any attempts to go against the flow there is an equal amount of negative feed backs. A very fine example of these are :

"Walau like that also don't dare ar...So kia si"

or

"Do like that for what? You think people will notice you?"

or

"Come on la brother what are you thinking? "

and even

"Why today you act so weird one?"

And if you continue doing so you'll get nicknames from people like "penakut" , "mei you zhong", "ball-less" and so forth. Come to think of it, people had been going with the flow since who knows when. For every era, there will be a particular type of fashion sense, taste and ambition. If you don't call this going with the flow, then what do you think that is called? Naive or dumb?

And the ability to be able to blend oneself into society is by forgetting oneself. Only by doing so can one merge with the society. If you ask me whether blending in is important, well I think it is.
When you blend in with society, you'll be able to learn more about people, life and experience it first hand. When you finally what going with the flow taste like, then only can one learn more about oneself as an unique individual.

As a guy once said " To be able to get over one thing is to be able to go through the entire phase, and fully experience how it feels like." and yes, be it pain, love, hatred, sorrow and even joy. Go through it all then detached yourselves from it. When it comes back again, go through it all over again. It's the same as going with the flow. Go with it for awhile, be engrossed, be totally absorbed by it. Then almost unknowingly, slip out of it. Soon the trend will lose it's value of attractiveness. So when the next, and the next and the next wave comes, do the same thing and you'll soon find yourself learning more and more about this place we live in ; this place we call Earth.

& I float uncertainly like the ping pong ball...

Another day!

2008-03-29T20:14:00.002+08:00

The week has ended again. Though my life doesn't seem to come to an abrupt halt. And tomorrow morning, life's gonna continue as usual with 4 hours of tuition right after I wake up. Some fella told me to sleep less and live life to the fullest because we get to sleep all we want when we die (and it doesn't mean that we can wake up even if we want to). Not a bad advice eh, I guess I might just have to assimilate it into my life.

Lets talk about today!

My dream which I could vividly remember, ended intantly. Though I had already turn my phone into silent mode, the over familiar vibration from my phone just seemed to resonate with my half awake self. Reluctantly I picked up my phone.

"Huh Kim?"

(picks up phone)

"Hello?"
“Eh Yee Siang are you coming to school later?"
"No... why?"
"Oh can you come because we not enough people for perbarisan"
"Oh... mmmmkayz. "
"Thank you le.."
"Arh.."

(hangs up)
(phone rings again)

"hello?"
"Eh yee siang you have to come like now."
"Urh I know, I'm going to take a bath first."
"kk"

(hangs up)

After preparing, I went to school. I guess I was still half asleep when I reached school. It sure does take time to wake up.. Little did I expect Sir Tan to be there when I arrived.What a suprise it was. The Scout-lings were taking their Usaha badge.And well they got the badge without doing the log book. Instead they only had to recite the "Kesetiaan Pengakap" and " Undang-undang pengakap".. they did knotes next. It was rather fun to see them do it. And then there was kim with her numbers in various language for counting down.

A bit later, the teacher called and we were to stand under the hot sun in our respective Uniform group to respect the person who came and "merasmikan" the majlis. I went home straight after that. His speech was like so monotonous, it'd be better I just read it off the paper he was holding myself.

Anyway the rest of the day was pretty much the same..

English tuition then followed by Ms. Lim's lesson
Which gives a total of 5 hours of lesson time..
Ain't it great to have time well spent?

So concludes the day of Yee Siang..

& life continues..

Altering between past, present and future

2008-03-27T20:32:00.004+08:00

The world we are living in now is not of the present. For most of us, we are living either in the past or the future. Confused? Allow me to elaborate more. There are those people who just can't seem to forget how heart broken they were when they broke up. They try to move on and yet they are trap in yesterday's shadow. Trap in a dark vortex of yesterday, they are oblivious toward their surroundings and neglecting those who care about them. And this type of people is the past people.

Following these people are the future people. They are forever saying "for the future", "we'll see in future", "see first" and etc. These people are also those who neglect those around them. Not only are they able to move on faster than any one should, but they are also forgetting the past faster then they should ever. Caught in their never ending RAT and PAPER chase, they just move on further and further away for those who care about them. Well future people, SA-YO-NA-RA~~~ See you in the future!!

If you ask me which one am I classified as well I am an ALTER-NER! Why well because I'm living in the future, past and present. well not to say I'm living in all three at once but always changing between them. Yet I still don't understand why I'm more afraid of the future then the present and the past? Am I too a past person? I really don't understand. To think I'd never ask myself about whether I am really an ALTER-NER. Or am I just a simple HAS BEEN...

& my quest to search for myself begins

when the sun sets.

2008-03-25T20:14:00.002+08:00

When the sun sets,
I know that the day is almost ending.
"What have I done today?"
I ask myself.
But hardly have I answered
"I have done the best I could ever have!"

When the moon finally rises,
how can I stand up tall and proud
saying that I'd given my 100%?

I believe I could reach new heights if I set myself to.
But until now, I don't seem to remember myself doing it.
No, I should say never had never make myself do it.
How can I spell determination when it always deter?

Time and tide waits for no man,
With time even great mountain crumbles,
And great king falls.
Could I finally make a choice to change this life forever?
This I could not answer.
Only time could tell.

Before the moon fades away tonight,
I must make this change,
this choice,
this decision.

And when the sun finally sets tomorrow,
I could stand up tall and proud,
Saying I had done my best today...

An entry written in the form of poetry...
lol...

& the moon illuminated the dark night.

A blog for stories

2008-03-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

Yay i just made a blog for writing stories... To those writers out there plz feel free to donate me more stories..

And to those who don't really want to write plz just visit and make it a more lively place ok?

Thank you very much...

And the place to go is

http://losteuthopia.blogspot.com/

that's all later...

Do re mi....

2008-03-20T10:42:00.002+08:00

Do re mi fa so la ti do....

Does this sound familiar? Well of course we have been hearing this since we are still toddlers.. And yet now when I'm so much older, I'm beginning to see these 8 notes in a very different way... I learned these 8 notes in piano where Do is C, Re is D, Mi is E and so forth.. And now instead of learning them with an instrument, I'm back to square one, where I am back to learning it vocally.

And yet the ability to master it vocally differs from mastering it with an instrument. With an instrument you can go beyond the middle group, which means you can reach the higher and lower groups of notes. But that's not possible in singing. For you see every body's vocal range differs. Hence, the many different types of singers are born. We have the opera singers, R & B singers, Soul singers, rock and roll singers.... And there are even those who are able to master and grasp all types of singing style due to their wide vocal range..

Well as for me I'm still finding my vocal range. But until now, I haven't been able to hit a high note well. With some practice i might be able to it, I hope.....But mastering isn't an easy thing, you have to put in a lot of sweat and blood and most importantly time. It's amusing how something we thought we knew could turn out to be something we know nothing of at all..Look like I still have a long way to go and a lot of things to learn in this life..

& life is a longer journey than I'd ever expected

Tagged and untagged

2008-03-19T18:52:00.004+08:00

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag a few people in your list.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
An inspiring person (naturally)....

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Obviously.....NOT....

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
blog buddies? can't think of anybut if i need to bring 3 people i would bring

a) carpenter/blacksmith (handyman)
b) medic (in herbal field)
C) a scientist
with them i won't have to be on the island but i can be with my real friends...
nice ain't it...

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
cameron highlands or anywhere cool not freezing

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Have the ability to bend time and space (which includes stopping time and going anywhere in a blink of an eye and stuff u can do when u bend time and space)

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
If there is sunlight yes...
Rainbow is formed due to the dispersion of light when it hits a rain drop..Seriously duhz....

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
I'm afraid to lose myself...

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I would put some in the bank and share a portion with my parents...

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Not until I've figure her and understand her more and understand how i really feel towards her..
For me I'd never let history repet itself...
Die history die... hahaha

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Ikky:
*Good anime/manga introducer
*Good criticiser (makes me aware, motivativated and makes me pissed off Xp )
*Can be asked to do some stuff

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
The other half should be able to fit the half that is me...
I don't wanna elaborate more haha...
I don't want people to change just to fit me... Xp

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
A Backstabber...

13. What is your ambition?
Pharmacist/lecturer (any one)

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
TELL ME NOW!!!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Intellegence,abilty to socialise and MONEY!

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Nope

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Ikky- critical criticiser

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Take away my lazy bone...

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
The last shocking thing i saw
was this [Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?]
shocking ain't it...

20.Do you have any friend you can depend on every time you need a someone to talk to?
friends nope but family yes!

me tag:
Ikky
Kim

of punctuality and things upkept

2008-03-16T19:38:00.003+08:00

I bet almost everyone here in Malaysia (mostly to those Chinese) have or had attended wedding dinners before. Yet the first thing that struck me whenever I hear the word wedding dinner is an eminently long wait. In my opinion, attending wedding dinner is a very good way to test your patience as you have to endure a very lacklustre dinner/lunch which ever it may/might be.

And yet the reason for any of those lacklustre wedding lunch/dinner is the same. When I mean the same I mean the same for almost all of the Chinese wedding lunch/dinner I've ever attended in my life.
My parents always talk to me about punctuality and how it is a noble virtue that I as a Chinese should always keep, practice and remember. (other than being filial of course).

Yet I wonder why do all those wedding lunch/dinner commence 1-2 and sometimes to the extent of 3 hours later than the time arranged? Obviously I don't know why some people can be that inconsiderate. Yet it has always been such. I'd rarely seen people late for their date or meetings but why are they always late for wedding lunch/dinners?

Another thing that sticks to a bad wedding dinner like a sore thumb are the peeps who can't keep their so called "melodious" vibrations from their vocal chords to themselves.. And boy what a din they make. And I can tell you the songs they sing/sang can easily reach above 72 decibels. If you don't know any noise higher than 72 decibels is considered noise pollution. So next time you attend a wedding dinner make sure you bring some ear plugs if you know they are people who are going to sing. Maybe there might be a few good one but the chances are as good as finding a needle in a hay stack. But many are already prone to noise pollution so I guess it's not a really big factor to them.

And that's the end of that.

Now for something more my style.

I've experience, hear, see , wtv many weird things but it was the first time I heard about it and it was yesterday. A guy actually flashed at my friend over the web cam after she rejected him. Ok the guy on his web cam before she rejected him and after the rejection he flashed... damn what is the world turning to.

I mean guys becoming emo after rejection is normal but a flasher after rejection... something like that ain't right. And obviously this is like giving decent guys like me a bad name.... Xp Xp..... This is a shout out to all guys out there "never become a freaking sex maniac or a flasher just because you got rejected, things like this is never right"

This clearly shows teenagers today are over exposed to rated films. Furthermore these rated films are easily accessible. With films like this easily available, no wonder rape crime are on the rise.

And the world is turning to a place I never knew existed.

Screw it.

& so it begins

2008-03-09T21:35:00.005+08:00

So ok, tomorrow is the first day of the holidays, but then again so what?
Or to be more exact tomorrow isn't the first day anymore because this entry has been unposted for da last 2 days...
Xp.. lazy me

Been under a lot of some what Gi-normous burden lately..

First there's those damn results..
Second are those over competitive friends (results wise)
Third are those people who study their butt off..
Fourth are those who study like hell and trick others to believe they are not studying...
Last but not least my freaking big lazy bone....

Well just my luck i guess...
Screw it...
Xp Xp Xp

Oh well life's been let me just describe it as rough arond the edges..
Actually it had always been such..
Well i guess just live with it den...
"Taking yesterday's wind and turn it into today's storm" end quote (or something to that effect... quoted from a wise friend..lol...)
Well world prepare to be blown away...

Something really struck me lately.
Why are there so many emo people nowadays...
seriously emo is just elmo who lost his l....

Bah... serious lame-ness..
Seriously this entry has become some what random (pratically I'm doing this in three days so you get the picture.)

Now to something more recent.

Recently, there had been so many recent events that I can't really figure out when the most recent recently is.
But as Ikky used to say " Cut the CRAP"
So i might actually take his advice.

Tomorrow is Wed and the guys & gals (from my class) are going to cs to celebrate Yam Nee and Wei Hong's birthday.
Guess what?
I'm so not going to be there..
I mean with all da burden chaining me down, who's gonna come and release them?
And one more thing if I go there I've to like make another freaking entry for the class blog...
BAH it !
Anyway it's up to ikky now.. lol... good luck dude you need it.
Other than that, I have to be working hard for my upcoming singing exam, or test to be more exact..
Ok ok got to practice.... la~ La~ lA~ LA~ LA!~
Do'uh!
NOt now i'm still writing my entry...
Damn it... =.=!!

I know I'm still delaying stuff..
Better get cracking..
Screw it...
Or as the Scrooge will say,
" BAH HUMBUG!"

Three letters, one sound. " B A H ! "

2008-03-06T21:15:00.003+08:00

It's the 1st term break for one week.
Some people say it's time to kick back and relax.
Well bah to you!
As if I've got any time to rest..
Well let me tell you what's lined up for me this holidays.

1) Holiday homework
2) Tuition homework
3) Catch up with what I'd missed
4) Finish the final class blog entry
5) Practice piano like mad man!
6) Shout BAH when every thing's done.

Well isn't that a handful?
The only good thing about this holiday is more time to sleep.
heh..
Well anyways tomorrow is the first day and I'd already gotten my hands full..
And honestly I don't want to think about tomorrow if I can.
A mere 76 in sej is enough to get my head chopped off...
Aaarrrghhh....
Damn you, you freaking essay!!
I have to face the music anyways..
Well it's now or never then..
BAH!

Oh and my overall results are already hitting the bedrock.
Screw em results..
And some people just know how to rub it all in your face..
&Rubbing salt to the wound...
&Adding oil to a towering flame..
&Pushing the thorn in your flesh deeper in...

(urgh... seriously I need brushing up my vocabulary... I mean come on people with my writing skill should be able to produce something better.. what the hell's wrong with me?)

Anyways you should just let me be..
Me and my solitary life..
And what's with that wave of shitting atmosphere...
Ah damn it..
How I wish it would rain..
Emo?
No damn it..
So that i could sleep longer..

"Damn it all" end quote.

"Blank as an empty space" end quote

2008-03-02T18:33:00.004+08:00

It's been a hellofa week if you ask me.
'Em monthly tests are just over and I'm suppose to be rejoicing?
Freaking NO! To think how much homework I'd left undone just to do my revision..
Bah...
"Teenage boy gets bombarded by accumulating work" end quote.

As I was saying there is just an undying amount of work.
One particular work is already enough to sap my entire existence out of me.
That particular work is non other than another EST essay..
Freaking hell it's a compulsory subject to take in my school and not in other school.
How can they claim it is an easy 'A' subject when you need 7 elaborations for just one single point?
I might be widely read but I'm one super bad reproducer.
Jeez..I think it's time this old dog learn some new tricks.

Well anyway that's that..
It's been another early waking Sunday.
I mean I have to wake up early for tuition and Saturday is perhaps the only day i can have a longer sleep [currently cuz extra class is gonna start real soon]
Bah...
I just have to strengthen my resolve and try to overcome my bad habits..
Even my mum complains i sleep too much.
Other than that, my other resolutions need strengthening too..
Jeez what a pain...

Well anyways just did another picture.
and here it is

Now all i need is someone to help me colour it..
With photoshop i mean..
Well anyway it's just hellish for some people to just drop by and criticize my work.
So for those who just love to do that screw you..

"& life continues"
End quote.

& another valentine's day passes

2008-02-14T20:19:00.007+08:00

It's valentine's day..
Ah yes valentine's day.
To some today is a wounderful day,
others a complete disaster,
while for the rest,
just another normal day.

Well to me, valentine's day is rather not important.
Why?
Well you see you have [365 + 1/4] days a year, so why wait until this specific date to tell the one you adore, love, like, are obsessed with or the one you will go ga ga over; to tell her how you actually feel ?
Well it's actually very wierd..
But anyhow, some people just find it romantic...

Something interesting actually happened today in my class..
But I don't think i can tell because it might actually hurt someone,
I suppose i better not tell..
Anyways,
to me,
Love blinds and then kills you slowly.
Haha..
I can think of many people who would want to kill me for telling this,
Or tell me that i still haven't found the girl who really love me yet,
But the heck with it la..
hahah...
Xp..
To all those out there,
Happy Valentine's Day!

♪Max DreamerZ ♪

Song of absolute love-ness....

2008-01-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

Omg this song is like so nice man!

Collin Raye's [love, me]

*lyrics*
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
he said,"boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i loved your grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, i found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know i'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long i'll be.
But i'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.
Between now and then, till i see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.
*end*

This is like so nice!
I hope you will enjoy it as much as i do..
Well that's all..
Tata....

There and back again..

2008-01-30T11:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday has been a totally wicked day..
Other than my gluteus maximus is hurting a lot,
Obviously I enjoyed a lot...
There was this and that and....
Argh...
Why don't I just start from the top..

Yesterday, 5 Science 1(my class) and 5 Science 2 went to Sunway college for a workshop.
And we get to totally miss Sukantara part 1..Wasn't it great?
On the trip there K.C. was acting as the tour guide(because there is a mic and speakers on the bus) and talk a lot of crap out there and well made the time pass quickly..
We reached there a while later and escorted to the multi-purpose hall..
4 schools were invited...
My school Tebrau Sec. , Mount Austin Sec. , S.D.J. , and A school from Kulai..
My school was like the most active group there haha..
The workshop was fun because of Dennis with his occasional shout out..
And the most hilarious part is he said he was from Convent when the person ask where he was from..
The speaker was a graduate from convent so she said that if he's from convent then she'll bring a skirt for him to wear and she will bring her old convent badge.. lol
Through out the entire work shop, there was a very frequent scene between the talker and Dennis..
And of course the hall was always roaring with laughter..

After a short break,
We went back for the second part of the workshop...
The second part of the workshop was mind mapping(which I have heard more than once)
And well as expected we were mixed and distributed according to group...
We were given a few words and then asked to do the mind map..
It was like really really fun..
The whole group was working together doing the mind map...
Me and Wei Hong get a lot of compliments form the girl in our group saying that our drawing is nice and cute..Xp
And well we finished it in the nick of time..
There are two mind maps chosen as best drawn and my group was chosen..
Yay!(too bad i didn't take any pic.)
My other friend's group did very nice drawing too but they didn't win because they didn't have connectors..
My group victory was replied with claps then boo by my friends group because they lost.. and we boo back with the help from the other wining group..
lol. What a scene it was..

Then it was time to go back..We were going on a passage when S.D.J. guys suddenly make a lot of noise behind us Tebrau students..
Then someone shouted bookan dia...
Then we boo and boo and boo...
lol then they did the same..
The people there were a little frighten because they thought we were going to fight..
But heck we didn't..
Anyway it was fun..
On the way back on the bus, KC was the tour guide again and telling v. lame jokes..
And you know what's freaking embarrassing?
They made me go out and sing cuz I'm having singing lessons..
Seriously I am still sick and I only attended a few lessons..
So like how well can I do?
But the hack with it..
I still sang and got a round of applause in return...
still a bit paiseh when thinking about it..Xp
Well we reached school soon and every thing was back to our same old routine..

It was a really fun day..
Hopefully we can have another day in school like this...
Well that's all for now..

JA!

Rawrz CNY's coming...

2008-01-26T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps...
CNY's coming soon yo..
The street is already full of shops selling new year goodies..
and the shopping centres are already playing new year music..
Doesn't that just fill you with anticipation for the upcoming Chinese year?
I'm so pumped up for the season I did another pic in conjunction with it..
So what do you think about it? Hope it'll make you feel in the mood for chinese new year..
(this pic is a bit incomplete cuz in a rush to ask my friend to scan it..Xp.. so plz dun give too critical criticism..hahaha)

Ok rite... now updated on my lil life...
Just did my ULBS(oral test)..
It was group work this time..
me and a few dudes form up a team..
But I did most of the talking cuz they wanted to memorise less..
In the end my friends got low mark..
I somehow managed to get a score of 28/30..
Which means i don't have to redo..
But anyways i feel bad cuz my mates get low marks so i'm gonna help them prepare another script..
Let's hope this script will help them to gain higher scorings..

well gotta put my thinking cap on and help them create a storm which will help them bring down the house....

Well later fellow readers..

New Pic Xp

2008-01-15T18:56:00.000+08:00

~I just drew this... haha.. so how does it look? Xp....I hope ya'll will like it! =]~

Yay I just finish drawing this picture..
Phew sure took me quite some time..
Oh and thx to kar wei for scanning it...

And Ikky for lending me his art pen to pen my art...
Xp..

Ah been such a busy week in school...
School and tuition work had been pilling up..
And I have just so freaking much to do...
I just I have to make do with it...

School's been having sport practice and some how i didn't go because of tution..
So I have to expecting punishment of some sort from school...
But I really hope there won't be...

Well other than that, life has been great...
That's all for now I guess...
Oh i almost forgot CNY's just around the corner rite?
I think I'll draw another one for CNY..
Hehehehe...
Stay tune!
Or should I say keep visiting!!
BLA~

Mental-lization

2008-01-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

Mental-lization
~The state when one starts to become insane from a sane state of mind...

Well to start of lets just say i'm undergoing mental-lization shall we?
Life's been a lot more hectic than I remember..
So what the hell am i supposed to do about it other than just going with the flow?
How i wish that there are 8 days in a week....
I mean there is not even a day when i can relax..
Tuition 7 days a week... oh gosh...
Other than wed of cuz... that day I am semi relaxed cuz i have my vocal lessons then hahaha..

Ok lets talk bout other things for a change..
Lets talk about a certain teacher..
I shall represent him as Mr.X cuz unknowns are usually represented by an alphabet..
Mr.X is a add math teacher (from where i think some would know)
Mr.X is teaching add math so freaking fast it's almost as if he is dying the next day..
And he gives up homework like distribution water from a tap...
And hell, he doesn't even mark our work...
He just ask us to mark our own work ourselves by referring the answer from the back of the book..
I mean what if we get the answer but the working is wrong..
And worst part is he doesn't even flip through our work..
Which is also good because we can so totally skip some of the question and he won't know a thing..

oh gosh look i'm criticizing my teacher in my blog hahahah... praise to JY!
luckily i'm stil not as critical as her yet... Xp

The first few week of school has been well below expectations...
But there's a silver lining behind every cloud...
And this particular silver lining is CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
Yesh people CNY!
ANG PAO!
and
ANG PAO = MONEY
and
MONEY = HAPPY ME

Ok ok i think i shouldn't be over money minded or else some stupid ass might say my brain is made from money...
Damn freaking stupid person...
I mean the world is made up of different kinds of people rite so i guess stupid people are among one of the categories of the different kind of people...
Well if i get pissed by the stupid person again well...
MAY THE DEVIL DAMN HIM TO HELL!!!

And so concludes my entry...

Have a disastrous day.....

Tag-ness

2008-01-08T18:17:00.000+08:00

Kim tagged me so bla!

1. What is your dream when during your childhood?
~Of cuz become like the super hero on tv larr....

2. You like rainny day or sunny day? Why?
~Rainny days...The uber best time except when i want to use my computer...

3. Which colour you like most? Black or White?
~absolute Black

4. If you've chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
~Well i'd probably say that no matter what happen i'll always be here for you!

5. Where is the place you wanted to go most? Why?
~Oh i want to go to the moon!Moon!!

6.Which part of you that you hate most?
~Sleepy head

7. When you encounter a sad moment, what would you do?
~Listen to a sad song!

8. What are you scares to lose the most?
~Not following stuff

9. List out 3 good points of the one who tag you.
~Big smile, easy going, big bundle of happiness

10. What are the requirements that you wish for your another half?
~requirements ar? Hmm... pretty, kind,listens to me and RICH!!!

11. Till now, what is the moment that you regret most?
~I never regret hahahah...

12. Which type of person you hate most?
~BACKSTABBERS!

13. What is your ambition?
~Pharmacist or lecturer

14.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad.
~A person who makes use of you and never gives anything back....

15. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
~A lot of money!

16. Who would you want to spend your last day with?
~Family!

17. What do you think that is most important in your life?
~once again MONEY!

18. Who's your favourite cartoon character?
~It's got to be axel! (but he's a game character....but also counted la who cares hahaha)

19.What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
~Say bye bye

20. If you have the chance to redo one thing what will you redo?
~Nothing hahahaha!!

Bye bye

2007-12-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of the year...
wow last day already....
I guess time really does fly when there are so many people trying to kill it...
poor time...
And the last day means I'm having my O levels next year!
Crap man....

and next year means less of all things fun...
And study like human machine....
But oh well...
I have to if i wanna get into a prestigious university or anywhere i might go...
Ah hell this sucks!!
And D grey man and mxo and fairy tail are still not completed yet and i have to read less of the manga...

Ah my precious manga....
Man i'm really gonna miss all the mangas...
Oh well it's bye bye to all my mangas and games and ps2...
I freaking hate good byes...
Jeezz....
oh well untill the end of the year then...

And to all fellow readers...
Thx for hearing my rants and happy counting down!!

5......................

4......................

3..........................

2..........................

1.........................

Happy new year!! Wow!!
May you all have a freaking good 2008!

Dayz

2007-12-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

It's boxing day today..
I can think of a whole list of people to box today...
but sadly boxing day is not about boxing people...
how sad...
But seriously why is it called boxing day when you can't box people?
Ah freaking hell...
Well i guess it's the day after christmas and all so they have to box up their christmas decoration?
And thus boxing day?
=.=!! seriously they need a better name...

Ah and today is someone's birthday....
Mr. Tsunami!!
Woot!!
GO tsunami!
Your another year older!
Congratzz!

And that's the end of that...
The damn hols are ending...
haizz... i guess i have to hit the books... seriously "o" levels next year...
what could be worse?
Oh well i found a new manga! woot!!
Chibi Vampire! haha...

and now back to more manga-ing before school reopens...
And and don't you dare go and disturb me..
I'll pull out your eye balls and sell them to a witch!
Hahahahhaa....
Just kidding..
laterr

A..C..Phlem..h...m...e...d

2007-12-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

lol look at this video...

it rocks!

I kill you!!

lol...

happy watching!

Rebirth

2007-12-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

"Each night when i go to sleep, I die. And the next morning when i wake up, I am reborn"

This is written by Mahatma Gandhi a truly magnificent guy...
This is truly meaningful..
For those who don't understand it well let me shine some light onto you...
This sentence means to treat everyday as your last day and every new day like you have just reborn from the death..
As you practice this, you'll start to see what is really important in life...If today is really your last day on earth, what would you do?
Do you feel that your time on earth is too short? or is there too much you have not done?

For most of us we are living life only half awake..Neither awake nor asleep..
But this is what our culture is....

well that's all for now..

later.

Repaying a debt

2007-11-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

Lol ok this is for celine la...
alwiz tagged me de... haha
ok here goes.......

************************************************

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :
1. New Hp
2. Lap Top
3. Vacation to Cameron Highlands[didn't get to go this year]
4. Visit Singapore
5. My very own indoor Gym!

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS :
Celine!

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
1. worker drone
2. Dancer
3. Kind and caring
4. Cute!
5. My Good Buddy!

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAD DONE FOR YOU :
Erm so far ar..other than wishing me good luck for exam then no more le... Xp

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU :
Take care? [her catch phrase will never forget so it is memorable]

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL :
Already say if already lor.... how many % chance will happen?
haha but if really become my lover erm ok also la...
but anyways she is still a worker drone... Xp

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE :
Enemy ar?
Ah the reason is she is a naughty girl...
lol....
ok this is like so never going to happen.... =]

As time come to pass I learned.............

2007-11-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

As time came to pass I learned there are many things which are inevitable.... some mistakes which can't be undone... Our own history that can't be re-written.... Life's Noth a bed of roses nor just unbearable burden.....

Our life is our own story, Our own epic journey, and most importantly we choose the plots and story line.... how cool is that...

Well i guess I'll write down what has become of me since the holiday begins...

Once upon a time.... that's how all stories begins but not mine for there isn't a happily ever after yet...

It was a dark gloomy night... the moon is hidden behind the dark clouds hanging so ever low from the heavens... Fog slowly crawls into the city changing every light source into dim lit ted candles...

NO NO NO!

Hmmmm.....

and thus the holidays begins....I though that it would be a holiday like no other this hols but fate proves me wrong..... this holidays feels so different...so different that i don't even feel like it is a holiday.....

My holidays to Cameron highland canceled...
my new hand phone got exchanged for one year's worth of singing lessons..

well i think i should just start how all story, lines,sentences and etc... starts which is from the start....

The hols started when the year end exams ended... as you can see then end of something is the start of something new... well the hols went on and on and on... Went back to my gramps for a few days.... met a damn cute girl on meez but lost contact soon after[apparently with bf to talk to me lol....] and well life went on...

Year end results showed soon after hols begins.... Apparently I got 10th position... which is still not good enough though... i still need to brush up on my studies cuz i lost 3 A's from 10 subjects...

Ok that's that i guess...
Next month I'll be starting my tuition lessons which can be quite a pain...
But the good news is that my singing lessons starts next month too.... cool man!!
*woots!*

*sigh* well i think I'll just blog till here for today...
and OMG i still haven't touched Pn. Zahara's homework yet...

lol....

Oh well I'll just have to start doing it tomorrow....

well till my next entry...

bye my dear readers!

Distance Between Two Hearts

2007-11-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered what is the distance between your heart and your friends?

Well Yours Truly have discovered a way(experimental results not guranteed)

OK here goes:

1) Pick a friend
2) Don't have any type communication or wanything with that person for a month.
3)Count how often you find yourself unknowingly start to think bout that person.
4)The more often you think about that person, the nearer the distance between your heart and that person..(doesn't work vise versa though)

e.g.
You think bout [X] 1-3 times in the month ~ Distance between heart one starlight
You think bout [y] 5-6 times in the month ~ Distance between Heart one Planet
You think bout [z] everyday ~ Distance between heart Practically
sticking together

Well what are you waiting for try it yourself and tell me how accurate my concept is...

Xp...

well happy trying!

Unexpected-ness

2007-09-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

Updates for my freaking abnormal life...The week stated as a week itself....The week went on as plain as ever....Tue was kim's burfdae... Many presents? I don't know.... But well it's her burfdae so happy burfdae...

The week past slowly.... and on wed was scout activity and we were supposed to tesst out the games... It went like ok ok... and so the day went by WITHOUT imparting knowledge from Mr. Foo my Chem teacher in omega.. and they were doing the calculation part...which i am super weak in...Dum it...

Ok so Mon, Thurs wuz like ~~~~~ a monotonous,routine bounded day...

Most of the highlight of the week happened on friday..
National Day....
Which directly meant a school holiday..
Which also meant a day for replacement lessons...
So the lucky teacher who got the replacement slot was Phy teach...

And that was like ok except i have another 4 hours of tuition after that 2 hours..
So went out at 11.30am and reached home at 7.00pm..
There was scout activity that day..I went for a while and I got there just in time to listen to the nag~ nag~ nag~ part.
Because The BIG 'K' head was nagging, i went home a lil later and got nagged by mum... talk about dejavu..
Phy tuition ended at 1.30
I had to rush to Kerris, buy a new bag, buy reference book, and buy presents for that "someone who wanted something useful" which ultimately burn a hole in my pocket... T_T

Rush to pack up two doughnuts and a coffee and rushed for another 4 hours of tution again...Sigh..When the day finally ended I was exhausted...

Sat was another day..Scouts activity was in the morning and I didn't complete the WITCH's homework...Oh God.... And I have to do work in school...in the wee hours of the morning...Ok fine.. I did a lil then i had to do the scouts 50 games thing for the Live 07 i think..So it ended at 12.45 and i haven't had a morsel of food that morning...I gobbled down my food, took my bath and off to the WITCH's tuition class and i was pooped... I got nagged by her again[weekly routine nothing new] which was so annoying I had a hard time suppressing my anger...

This was continued with another tuition...But this tuition was like way better... The teacher is good and I get to meet my best fwen....Horse Hang[derived from English to Chinese then back to English]... hahaha...lol....But the problem was I was already too tired...

That night some girl called me and I was like uberly shocked...who har? lol and finally know that it was Melissa... lol...... It was like 8.00PM++ when she called again... And that was enough to make me completely mystified..It was like so good of her to call....Thankiew Melissa!... It didn't just made my day but the whole week... Hahaha...Didn't it just made a huge different to my freakishly bad day? lol~

Before ending, just a question to keep you on pondering on..
It's a place.
I'm cool even under the scorching sun..
I'm sweating but yet I don't feel I am..
Where am I?

Alrite..
Guess up...
And here is something you won't have to guess..

The pic will show you everything..

[If you've ever wondered what a chick will be doing before it hatches well this...]

Being There For You

2007-08-26T11:59:00.000+08:00

This is probably my last post before school reopens... So many things had happen recently and everything seemed to pass like a flash of light... For me to relax this hols? Impossible...This hols has been well a hols of realisation...

I realise a lot of things this hols..Well there are 4 importants ones mainly...

1) Say NO

2) Shut Up

3) Don't Criticise

4) Don't expect for people to be there for u just because you were there for them...

Is saying being there for you just an empty promise?I have like no idea at all..
At times I ask myself is being there for others worth it, when no one is there for you when u needed them?

As I continue pondering on this question, the world continues turning...
So what the hack man... I'll just continue doing what I do best...

Being me....

hahaha...*smiles*

And now my adventure continues.....

~Don't be afraid..I'm here with you~
[Picture of sora and roxas dedicated to Shar Linn a true KH fan until her ps died that is....lol]

Wei Xiao De Ying Zhi (A Smiling Shadow)

2007-08-22T20:35:00.000+08:00

It's really such a miraculous thing for me to find such an inspiring phrase(with pic of cause) in the newspaper.. It had completely pulled me out of the misery i had been for this past few months...Hahahaha.... I just feel so great now so I think i'll share this with you all..

It says
[Da ying zhi ji, zai duo kan ke, ye yao wei xiao zhou xia chu]

which means
[promise yourself no matter how rough the journey ahead, you have to keep smiling and continue walking on..]

I so darn love this pic !!!! <3<3<3

hohoho....

Now I feel like i could take on the world!! It's just so funny when no one that can talk managed to pull me away from my dumps whereas just a picture which can't talk managed to do it...

To all those who have tried to help me thankiew...and for those who rub salt into my wound when i'm down WHATEVER!!! hahahaha... I don't blame you at all, because just like you said to me [ni zen de mang bu jiang li...Bu guai bu guai]..... HAHA to you.... lol-ness...[luckily tt person I am talking a bout doesn't visit my blog *phew*]

And to all my other friends YOU ARE ALL JUST SO CUTE!! KAWAII NO~~! I"LL CHERISH YOU ALL (mostly and not you moo~ I just hate COWS hahaha)

HAHAHAHA...

Smile and the world will smile with you...

so come on now everybody smile with me...

haha but not like this little baby hahaha...

But more like riku,sora and kairi....

That's all Cherieooo!!

If I could create a neverland

2007-08-21T10:56:00.000+08:00

Life is a complete drag for me these few months..It's not like there aren't any happy moments in this duration but well it's just so scarce...Well life is made that way..Have you ever wonder what life would be like if there was a neverland?

Seriously the neverland on my mind is not the one you see above...Well one things for sure we teenagers can not even enter that place..That is Pete's neverland(Peter Pan)...Next fact that that could never be my neverland is well it's too remote and there is absolutely no tech stuff and you know what's worse no books...haha...

That would be what a normal teenagers like me want.But for me well i prefer a more tranquil place..A place to get away from the clutches of our cruel & merciless reality..A place where i could be free, be who I am, and enjoy the beautiful surroundings of this neverland which only there for me..

The dark side of my neverland....

For every beautiful place, there would be some evil that lurks around. Just like in Peter Pan there is the existence of Captain Hook.I have come to know that the existence of evil is inevitable..So what are the evil which lurks around my neverland? The Shadows of the past? The shadow of darkness which exist within us? Or the ultimate evil that resides deep within us...HATRED..

In my neverland, evil does not attack you physically but more of a mental torment...It is the pain Captain Hook felt when his hand was taken(bitten off to be exact) only the pain hurts on our insides..Heartaches...Guilt...and etc. etc.

To be finally free from them, is well the ultimate success you can achieve here..

My retreat from reality...

That's all I can tell you about the everland which only exist in my mind. So now i bid you all farewell as I begin another day's journey in my so called Neverland...

Neverland's calling.....

~ciox~

99 ways of saying i love you

2007-08-07T20:00:00.000+08:00

Here are 99 ways of saying i love you

Afrikaans - Ek is lief vir jou
Albanian - te dua
Arabic - Ana Ahebak / Ana Bahibak
Armenian - yes kez shat em siroom
Assyr- Az tha hijthmekem
Alentejano(Portugal) - Gosto De Ti, Porra!
Bahasa Malayu - (Malaysia) Saya cinta mu
Basque - Maite Zaitut
Bengali - Ami Tomake Bahlobashi
Bavarian - I mog di
Bisaya - Nahigugma ko nimo
Bosnian - Ja te volim (formally) or volim-te
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Burmese- chit pa de
Cantonese - Ngo Oi Nei
Chinese - gnoy oy naGoi Oi Lei (Hongkong)Wa Ai Li (Taiwan)
Cambodian - Bon sro lanh oon
Catalan - T'estim (mallorcan)
Croatian - LJUBim te
Czech - miluji te
Danish- Jeg elsker dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
English - I love you
Esperanto - Mi amas vim
Estonian - Ma armastan sind / Mina armastan sind (formal)
Farsi - Tora dust midaram
Filipino - Mahal ka ta
Finnish - Minä rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime
Gaelic - Tá mé i ngrá leat
German - Ich liebe Dich
Greek - S'agapw
Greenlandic - Asavakit
Gujrati - Hoon tane pyar karoochhoon
Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia 'oe
Hebrew - Ani ohevet ota
Hindi - Main tumsey pyaar karta hoon / Maine Pyar Kiya
Hmong - Kuv Hlub Koj
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Hokkien - Wa ai lu
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Icelandic - Eg elska thig
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Italian - ti amo
Indian - Mai tumase pyar karata hun (male to female) Mai tumase pyar karati hun (female to male)
Irish - taim i' ngra leat
Japanese - Aishiteru
Javanese - Kulo tresno marang panjenengan (formal)aku terno kowe (informal)
Kapangpangan - Kaluguran daka.
Korean - SA LANG HAE / Na No Sa Lan Hei
Kurdish - Khoshtm Auyt
Laos - Chanrackkun
Latin - Ego te amo
Latvian - Es mîlu Tevi
Lithuanian - As Myliu Tave
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lingala - Nalingi yo
Lojban - mi do prami
Luo - Aheri
Macedonian - Te sakam
Mandarin - Wo Ai Ni
Malteese - Inhobbok hafna
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Saya cinta mu
Norwegian - Jeg elsker deg
Persian - Tora Doost Darem
Pig Latin - I-yea Ove-lea Ou-yea
Polish - Kocham Cie
Portuguese - Eu te amo (Brazilian)Eu amo-te (continental)
Punjabi - me tumse pyar ker ta hu'
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Serbo-Croatian - Volim te
Slovenian - ljubim te
Swedish - Jag älskar dig
Swiss German - Ch-ha di gärn
Spanish - Te quiero / te amo / yo amor tu
Swahili - Naku penda
Tagalog - Mahal Kita / Iniibig kita
Tamil - Naan Unnai Khadalikkeren
Telugu - Nenu Ninnu Premisthunnanu
Thai - Khao Raak Thoe / chun raak ter
Turkish - seni seviyorum
Ukranian - Yalleh blutebeh / ya tebe kohayu
Urdu - Mea tum se pyaar karta hu ( when a guy says it)Mea tum se pyar karti hu (when a gal says it) Vietnamese - Toi yeu em
Vulcan - Wani ra yana ro aisha
Yugoslavian - Ya te volim
Zazi - Ezhele hezdege
Zulu - Mena Tanda Wen

enjoy saying them..

Things that are best left unspoken.

2007-07-11T17:46:00.000+08:00

There are things in life that are best left the way they are....Unknown,Unseen,Unspoken,Unheard....Would it be any good to let it be known?Let it be heard?Let it be seen?Let it be spoken?

As my quest to solve the enigmas of life continues so does my life...

Half of the week has already gone and what have i done?A 5% production is a far cry from my usual 70% production..hmm...The L disease has infected me again or was it never cured? I have to double enforce my will in order to suppress this annoying disease...Everything as controllable if you just put your mind into it...But what have i been doing???

Ok so the week is English week...Mr. BJ and my class has been given the responsibility of handling the week...and the most amusing thing about this is we have to do this every 2nd week of the month till school break.. heh..I mean will this yield better english speaking students?Or will this encourage them to speak in english?I truly do not know.If they don't well our efforts will be going down the drain... *flushes*

Japenese came to my school on tuesday... well the good news my english is way better than the japenese studs that visited... and the bad news is i can't converse with them and my photography sucks....Hmm.. The day was fairly ok..On that day i finally know something...most of the guys in my school are so damn "clean" minded....Well ain't something new ba....I didn't take photo graph with the japenese nor did i talk with them(well they only speak japenese so how could i ever?) and my friend say that i was not friendly...Do they want me to use hand signals to converse with them and act like i'm some kind of primmative man? Seriously i don't understand them.Just because they understand a bit of japenese doesn't mean that i could. Thus,causing communication with them to be so damn difficult.

What is left now is about today..Today is today... it ain't yesterday or tomorrow... hmm.. living in the present is more difficult than expected...A word to describe today.. Joyless... so i have nothing to add about today...

And that's all for this entry..

Fairy tale and reality

2007-07-06T19:58:00.000+08:00

Fairy tales.........Reality.......... where are we actually living in?Those who only lives in their own world and those who deceive themselves are those living in fairy tales.But then how many are living in reality?Well for me, I think fairy tales are just the complete inverse of our reality.

"Happily ever after"? Does it even exist in reality?No matter how beautiful one's life seems to be, there is always that something that rip it into those tiny pieces and allow the passing breeze to carry it away.

When everybody thinks that good will triumph over evil in the end then why are there still so many bad guys out there?When you have read till the sentence which says "and they live happily ever after" the story ends.But does anyone knows what happens after that? No they don't?When many wish their marriage to be just like a fairy tales, I prefer not to.

I choose not to deceive myself by beliving that every thing will eventually end beautifully.Even if it does, It only signifies the beginning of a completely new problem. I always wonder if we live in a fairy tale, would the ending be the same?

The people who wrote all this fairy tales are just reflecting to us the brighter side of life.But where did they hide the darkness of life?The darkness which exist even without the wicked step mother of Snow white or the wolf from red riding hood.The darkness which lies within every soul.

Perhaps all those are hidden after the sentence "and they live happily ever after" all written on those pages that are not seen by us. It is our own duty to make sure we do not live in fairy tales but to live in reality and see things the way they really are.

There is no second chance or a fairy god mother to help you in your time of need.The only one that could help you is you yourself. Only by breaking free from one's own fairy tale can one finally see reality as it really is. By achieving this only can one cherish themselves more, for how can one cherish themselves when they are blinded from the truth..

Laugh when you can laugh,
Cry when you have tears to shed,
Breath all you can breath,
Hear all you can hear,
Touch the hearts of those you can reach,
See what the world offers,
Feel all you can feel.
believe all there is to believe
And live life as what life really is.

~I just love this song =]~

Victory in its very own way

2007-06-30T19:51:00.000+08:00

Today was such a fun day.Not forgetting tired as well...haha....Today itself was a victory in its own way..My head is practically spinning after so much sports...haha...ok ok so I'll just make it brief!

Toady was competition day...Erm it was a law Olympiad competition...Held in Convent...Ah just to note the convent i mean isn't a one full with nuns but convent secondary school...Almost like a real convent all the studs there are girls....

So journey there by the school bus booked by the school...Thank you school....lolz.....We got there quite early i guess because most of the other schools haven't arrive yet...Got in the hall and as expected saw a few familiar face...Too bad they didn't...

The competition started and we were given papers to do...The only section I was better in was in the first one.That is finding the murderer...haha so murder stories do come in handy....Take that world!!!! As for the rest i wasn't so good and was practically just a nuisance... >.< Haha....Gomenasai!! Aww~~ i wanted that Rm1500 price!!!

After the competition my dudes and i went for badminton at tiara club...!!! Guess what with saw? We saw Voon and voon junior lolz.... Seriously Zu Kang just look so similar to his dad.....After two hours of intensive badminton, All of us was so Tired!!! haha...

After that we went for lunch...well late lunch anyway.. After lunch..we straight away went swimming...lol... we are already exhausted yet still go swimming....haha intensive athletes...But then didn't swim much because we were all already too tired... after that everbody went their own way....And thus ending my post for today lolz....

That is all from me today! tata!!

Rainy days and Dayz of my life...

2007-06-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

Shh..... listen..... listen to the patter of the falling rain....Breath.......Breath in the smell of the rain......Let your heart beat with the rhythm of the falling rain.....Let the rain engulf all your senses.....

Ahh~ I love these rainy days so....Makes me feel so calm and relaxed....It's just so nice watching the rain patter against the window....Rough wind way blow, but the bamboo near my house seem just ever so firm on their ground. Though they seem to sway with the wind they always return to their place once the wind stops....

These may all seem to be nonsense to you or perhaps meaning less...But these very small things that strength my life,giving me courage and encouragement to continue this tedious and complicated life.People all seem to be wearing a mask.The fact that all people are selfish in one way or another cannot be denied.

Through this life, mother nature had kept me well aware of my surroundings and keep me moving towards that unseen future.Most philosophies of life are found in simple things there is in life.It is us who are oblivious to whatever that life is trying to teach us..The whole world seem ever so eagar to share their secrets with us if we just open all our senses..

"Life's but a walking shadow" only refers to those who do not cherish theirs.One life is all we have and a limitless amout of chances is what we own.Yet people take advantage of the chance they are given knowing that there will be een moer chances.Sadly humanity is such.

I've read a book and found this sentence "[are we just empty shells filled with both rage and emotion?]". This is another truth in life but it just seem that people are oblivious about it.I so often wonder why do understanding a question only leads to more question I have a bout this life?I guess it's all just enigmas.

The rain is starting to pour again...I shall go now, and find my piece of santuary;my retreat from reality amist the falling rain.

Me,school and stuff

2007-06-26T18:38:00.000+08:00

So school's been great so far....Fwenz,teachers,work and others.BUT the only problem I am facing now is my own laziness......I guess i must double my effort to overcome this short coming....Other than that life is smooth sailing.....But still I have to start preparing for my exam....My dad say he'll buy me a new phone if i work hard...I really hope he will...so all the more i must work hard....=) but there is one thing i managed to do...That is to be happy no matter what....For me i think that is a good start!

Well not really have much time left to blog so will not blog for a while i guess...so let me update what happen so far...

My Uncle from Us came for a few days to stay so i get to eat out on his stay here...lol...so much good food so little time....haha... well anyway my uncle's few day stay here had definitely made me erm gain weight....lolz....

Done my first oral exam and found it wasn't too bad....tomorrow i'll be doing another oral exam....isn't it swell...well the 2nd oral exam is open response...I have to face it unprepared well actually the whole class has to... And golly won't i have to read up since my general knowledge is not that much?

The first step to victory is not to win your enemy first but to win over yourself....I guess i'll have to win myself over from laziness before i can fight this last battle....

To victory to victory is where i will go!!

~Don't bother me..I have lots to think about~

And things went back to what they were meant to be!

2007-06-14T17:18:00.000+08:00

After two week of hols wouldn't it be nice to be back in school.......Practically dozing under the boring teacher's noses and drowning under the noise created by my fellow mates....The tradition on school-ing......

After the mid term break the one time which is perhaps the most heart thumping and mind breaking is when one gets their results for the mid term examination back from the teachers....It's excruciating to wait for your own results especially when the teachers starts to call out student by student at snail pace....Upon seeing other people's poor results you really doubt whether you could do any better than they have done...

This week for me had been a very long and throbbing one.......

Monday
11/06/07

Monday......The scattered daily routine are finally coming back to their original position....would my life be like a broken recorder replaying the same sounds over and over and over until the day its source of energy run dry.....I doubt if there will be any significant difference between me and the broken recorder...But perhaps its a matter of perspective that has made life more bearable....A different angle of perspective could change the path taken but still it is binded to the routine that you are one too familiar with.....

Results are shown today....Not a bit too happy about it and yet neither sad...You could say that I am stuck in the middle of happy and sadness...caught in the vortex between the two emotions....But what could I possibly do?

Tuesday
12/06/07

Tuesday....More results...But today I finally got back a paper which i am quite satisfied with......
My English paper....My essay is going to be taken for school mag....

A bit of sunshine has definitely brighten up my damp world...

Wednesday
13/06/07

Wednesday.....Got bribed to go for a competition...lol.... with the new harry potter book.......But I guess it's not going to be such a good choice after all....My guts tells me that something will happen on that day...But i have no idea what.....I just have to be prepared for whatever that will come...

Thursday
14/06/07

Thursday....Today....i asked my brother to bring my English essay to be edited by my English teacher....In the end got criticized....felt very bad about that because i poured my heart into it...Well I guess i have to face reality for there is always a two side of a coin.....she said I'll get it back on Saturday....I hope the dressing down won't be as bad as expected.....

Outside is pouring heavily...But somehow sitting outside my house watching the heavy downpour really makes me free better and calms me down.....How i wish i could go under the rain and enjoy the continuous onslaught of the falling rain...

I love the rain.....
For it is in the rain where I could find my small piece of santuary.....

~ How i wish to be caught in the rain....=3 ~

An Oasis In the Middle Of the Desert

2007-05-31T23:11:00.001+08:00

Haha technically this hols has like well counting fallen leaves during autumn.........If you're wondering what does that mean well it means only one word that is "BORING"..... Suppose that's the way life goes during hols... With almost every body gone on vacation[well most of them went to China...must hav been influence by S.H.E.'s new song "zhong guo hua"]life seems to be quite empty.....hmmm.... well well hav gotten used to it by now....

lolz but within this boring boring hols i did manage to do one thing though.... That of cuz is going out for a movie?Woot!!!Haha well thats of cuz happened today.But well before that happen i went for tution at 9.00 in da morning hehe.... fance that......Well so got home bout 11.00am and got ready.....There was a football match earlier but i cannot take part due to tution class....wow aren't I such a lucky ass....

Ok so bout 12.00 a.m. everybody was doing their hair which of cuz includes me...hehe....wuz looking the best after that...well every one wuz.... too bad no group photo or we might just well blow out your mind.....muahahah....Took a taxi to City Square...well actually 3 cuz there were 12 people and one taxi won't fit all 12 [logically yeah...but I love acting stupid.....]

Eat movie and bla bla...... lolz the movie wuz not bad but don't know why peeps said that is sucks.... hmmm...Bought 3 rings and a book lolz..... the ring wuz like so hard to get since my fingers are big but finally got em in the end....lolz....and a book by jeffrey archer....Well my other fwenz didn't buy anything though...and as for anything special....Nope....none

haha...well its really been a great day....hmm well just made up a new proverb An Oasis In the Middle Of the Desert.... oh well you get the picture....

well thats all today..... no really specific details..
i'll blog....
TOMORROW...
haha peace out....

~I want to touch the sky~

Melancholic

2007-05-28T12:51:00.001+08:00

This hols well had been a very melancholic one....haha...i'm already converting into a 50% melancholic person..... well one of the reason is the pictures I've exploited from jia yun....damn you girl you'd made me into you without knowing.....well almost haha....well the good news is I'll never be as good as her in criticizing...

Reason two is the book I'm currently reading....the title is [The Book Of Lost Things] by John Connolly... he completely twisted the fairy tales that we use to hear when we were young...haha.... Little Red Riding Hood,Hansen And Gretel,Goldilocks,Sleeping Beauty,Snow White, just to name a few...And the good thing about its is all in one continuous story...wow....talk about happily never after.....Haha but den the story itself is a very malancholic one even without the addition of the sad tales.... if i've to giv it a melancholic rating It'll get a 4.5/5 rate....Seriously its well scary and the same time sad....haha...makes one low spirited doesn't it.

Reason three is because of the game i'm playing haha...such a sad game.....You know the game i talk bout in my last post.....Haha people going into coma because of something that happen to them in the virtual game....The main character attempts to bring back one of his dearest friend a girl who went into a coma because of the incident....and even after he had aquired a new strength he still failed to safe another of his friend....Making it such a sad sad story...Haha well i'm only half way through the game...haha....

Ok so its Monday the first day of the two week hols....I'm already bored to death....haha..there seems to be no one to talk to online.....Everboys seems to be away on vacation or busy catching up with the shows they missed,movies and well even games...haha.....Oh well thats the way it is.......no use complaining X3 haha......hmm guess i'll get to chat with them a lil in due time..I hope.... haha well thats is all i can say for now.....Will keep posting and posting even though there is like hardly anyone reading.....muahahaha!!!

No worries I'll hang on..... =]

~This one goes out to kim haha!~
[just in case she can't see what is written]
This is what is written <Take it,I don't want it hurting>

Da Holi Holi

2007-05-27T12:36:00.000+08:00

wow finally the holidays....haha time for a bit or relaxation......NOT!!

haha......

why?

well tution,work and responsibilities you know stuff like that but then what can you do about it haha.... why don't just face it happily for it will come to pass some time soon...haha...
Com just got repaired after 3 whole week of being crash because i deleted my com's driver which somehow caused a chain reaction and had to change most of the computer parts.... O.O!!!
haha oh well....

So what's the 1st thing i do when the com finally start up well actually my bro used it first...haha he downloaded his games...i onli get to use it on the second day that is TODAY! =p
Ok so pratically the first thing i did was download my msn messenger,trash all the junk mails and recreated my blog skin...haha.....

ok so guess i'm not so tied up as expected but then i still am kinna.... lol....
hols my parents still allow my to slack a bit and i get to play games hahaha......
so addicted to my new game.... well actually its a continuation of the first epi and after one year the second epi of the game came out.... haha happy =]
Haha [.Hack//G.U.//Reminience] rocks!! muahahahaha

Plans for hols...Hmmm this thurs gonna go city square for moo-vie haha....yeay!! pirates....
Arg..... lol but thats all there is for plans and going back to my gramps house the week after next....

Thats all for now will post again soon i hope....=]

~looking up to the stars~

Okay

2007-04-22T16:53:00.000+08:00

Okay so 6 unique things bout me hmm....
great way to blog again after so many months not blogging......

6 Unique things about Da DreamerZ

1) The main reason I always make a fool out of myself is to actually hear people laugh......
2) I like to think too much about almost everything....
3) I put on a cool front in front of girls because im shy talking to girls?
4) I like helping people and never expect them to do good things back..
5) I like making up songs and singing them out when im vacumming the house...Xp
6) I sometimes like to immitate girls...lol

Ok so thats 6 unique things about me and its rather shamful talking bout it and not to mention brain racking because i don't consider myself UNIQUE!
ok den thats all from me for now...
Am doin badly in exams and have to start working hard for mid year liau....so ciox....

Swings

2007-03-28T11:42:00.000+08:00

Haaa been such a busy week.......So much to do BUT finally i finish one of de biggest piece of work.....[The Scouts Log Book] dum dum dum!!!!So much to copy and i have to memorise it?Ahh what the heck......Well ne ways let the journey to da past begin...

Ok since last Thurs i have been copyin the scouts log book.....and i've onli finish it today......Fantastic isn't it???Have to draw the flag and da logo of every state(seriously i didn't draw the logo i paid sumone to do it and it and believe me it didn't come cheap)ZzZzZzZzZ.....so ok thats that....

Sat didn't go for English tution cuz went for duty(scouts carpark) for hari kecemerlangan.....Teacher wuz furious haha........Haiz anyways the teacher stacked up my work so burden x2.....The duty that dae wuz like so borin a max of 9 cars give or take onli........And the scorching sun i don't wanna talk bout it......

Sun went to kerris to buy books.....Moral the acursed enemy thee shall be concured by I. No moutain is too high no sea is too deep.I shall hunt you down......So you should know i bought books on moral....So after buying book guess who i saw?My zhu jie jie.....Haha....she nebber see me hehe don't wan let her too cuz she has never seen me b4 and wan let her be surrounded by a mist of deduction.....

Ok Mon sej teacher's pressin on us again......Need marks increasement and everybody to touch da A line.....Aih so much to remember.....BUT not dead yet hahaha.....I lead a blessed life onli lady luck's not smiling much recently......Poor lady luck plz smile for me again......

Tue that is today!!!Positions out....*Drum rolls* and i got number *Drum rolls* .....a beautiful number....Very luck.....its 8 haha...Yesh finally back to top ten......Must work hard le.....Musn't drop this yr...The Banana creature got number 3 and wanted a 2 marks more to be number 2 and you know waht he stood there and ask the english teacher which is also my form teacher to give him 2 more marks.....So Han Nya!!.....Luckily teacher nebber giv....So anyways the next battle date is out on da 16th of April......So men sound the horns,Sharpen your Weapons,Reinforce the battlements,shine your shields, we are goin to WAR!!!!!

All rite so that concludes the dark path of yesterday.......so onwards DreamerZ Knight of Darkness

Aih what me goin to do?

2007-03-22T10:11:00.000+08:00

The first thing you notice if you are reading this now is my blog changed.....What happened to my old blog well it kinna FRIED UP!! Em darn pictures just *poof* and disappears like magic.....What the stars??........Lucky me i hav blog skin back ups just in case muahahaha......

Oh well thats that......This week hav been a total life drainer......Thanks to it i might just die a few years sooner.Well isn't that fantastic news?

OK monday was monday not tuesday or any other day...Tuesday?Well fitness exam 1.......What the moon man......And then there is still fitness test 2 next week!! And we have to run 1500m=1.5km.....I ain't born a runner i might just collapse half way but its different if you want me to swim i might just make that double no sweat.......

Today....I have to finish my malay tution work and manage to squeeze some time for the buku log for scouts.....And i have to finish by this sat......What on saturn is this??So much monkey work!!oh well thats life i guess....Tomorrow have to go and get that log book!!!And tonight time will stop for me.....hahaha...as if la.....i just have to borrow tomorrow's time.....

haha if that is ever possible.........

Finally better

2007-03-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

So how long has it been???O ya its has been exactly one week and one day since i've been hit with that dreaded disease.........Why did it torcher me so.....Why??? hahaha.........well i guess i'm really better since i've gotten my over-dramatism back........But seriously you would't wanna be near me last week.....haha

Its really been a bottoms up and tops down week......I pratically spent the last one week just rotting off my bed and taking medicine with those uber bitter herbs.......Ahh great week.....Really slept alot......And you know what's the great thing about it?I didn't do any school work nice.....

Actually i would still be in bed moaning and groaning if my mum didn't change my antibiotics.......Great job mum!!! lolz so as you can see the three day antibiotics works wonders........So what did i learn during this week i'm sick.....Hmmm i learn i kinna slimed down yeah.....Lolz seriously i learn i have to drink like lots lots more water......(What the heck!! don't all kiddies know that??)

Its a pitty i still can't sing yet.......If i could then i'll might just win back home the project superstar contract lol..........Wow wouldn't that be great.........Muahahaha........ok seriously i need a shrink.......My monologs are getting more and more ridiculous.......Self-praising,self-boasting,whatever next?????

All right onwards black knight......Onward to a better (must add healthier) tomorrow...

Sick

2007-03-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

Friday 9th 07............The day i was infected by disease from assorted people............Aih now still feel so sick........

That morning was already not feeling very well but still went to school as usual.....Before recess i was still ok but after recess can't even stay focus so kinna took a nap that lasted for the whole 70 minutes that is the whole lesson and then go home......Told mum wuz sick but she still wanted me to go for tution cuz that day hav two tution continuously at omega......Felt groogy so took a nap before the tution......almost goin for tution my mum woke me up and feel still no where near a little bit better........

So the first lesson wuz add maths and i could still focus but the during bio class i pratically slept through it.......Reached home soon after the lesson and slept again then my dad woke me up and took me to a doctor which i rarely wanted to go see cuz its a waste of money......Oh well then went to Clinic Liew my friends father's clinic...My father ask a very stupid question he wuz supposed to ask if Dr. Liew was in instead he ask if Dr. Gan was in.......lolz the nurse wuz like 0.O.....

After goin to the doctor i went to take my glasses at leisure mall....I change the lens of my spects and got myself another transparent purple one......well actually i don't want it but my dad wanted to buy so ok lor......So now i hav 3 sets of usable pairs.....

Today wuz just sleeping through the whole day so nothing much to add...thats all i think i should go back sleeping.....

Twas the day before the eve of holidays eve

2007-03-09T10:07:00.000+08:00

So the week wuz a big mixture of happiness plus sadness plus a faint dash of depression..........Wow isn't the ending week a fantastic dish to you?Why? You'll know soon enough ok then lets get the film rolling......

On may the 13th 1991 roughly about 4 a little child breathed his firsth breath....... Ok ok rewind too much le........Fast Foward..........................Ok the correct time......Ah the beginning of the week......As usual woke up late again and slowly taking my time OMG its 6.45 and i just woke up oh well 5 more minutes...ZzZzZzZ...lol my physical state every morning....Waking up late is no longer a new sight but late for school never.......Ok so its the week after exam what can you expect other than EXAM RESULTS!!!!

Ok so you should know by now what do i mean at the top.......So well anyways all my papers are quite ok.....The worst papers are Moral(50) ,physics(65) sad so hard to score........To mend those subs ups i've got two papers which i am very very satisfied Sej(86), BM(88) woot so happie sia!!!!

OK today no extra class........Yay happie no need to rush like mad for tution.......As usual goin home time approaches and all of us waited for the dreaded thing there is for tution classes........Homeworks......Ahhhhh....So we all look at our teacher hoping that the workload will be lighter and our dream came true.Our work load was taken taken away 60%....Shuang Dau Bless you teacher bless you............

So thats all for today bah other than i still have like tonnes of work waiting for me to do other than that i'm quite free....lolz....ciox

Yuan Xiau

2007-03-05T08:44:00.000+08:00

Guess what day is today!!Its Yuan Xiau Jie last dae of new yr that means last day for gettin ang pao.........Aww I wan more.........lol getting too greedy le.....

This morning woke up at 10am....Yawn why do i still feel i haven't slept enough...........So went and too my bath and then went for breakfast at La Mian Xiao Chu which i go once a week for Dim Sum............And my mum bought Shui Jiau for the dinner today...lol she lazy to make........

So anyway reached home bout 11 and still get to watch cartoon.......lol i just never grow up..........Well watch till bout 12.30 then start to do work......Exam just finish only and i already hav to start doing home work......Well don't care bah i wan get higher marks so i must start to study liau.....I might hav setara and i might not but either way i'm gonna study....If no setara then i'll just continue to study till April......Then i might get higher marks and who knows maybe getting somewhere at the top of the chart......

Lets see its 4 o'clock now and i'm having dinner.And yes its dinner not lunch cuz i won't be eating after this.........My mum cook quite a lot......So of cuz enjoy le........And the Shui Jiau ROCKS!!!Muahaha ate so much i can hardly life a finger now..........So what's gonna happen next?Well i don't know its not even past 4.45 yet........its not as if i can predict my own future......muahahaha.............Oh well better start cracking again at those work AGAIN and after that i'll finish the book Kawai lent me the DREAM MERCHERNT and i'm gonna get another book from him muahahaha.....He has like so much books and he hardly reads them and even if he does he reads like a snail.........So ambil peluang to exploit him muahahaha................Ok then to all the people who ish reading happie Yuan Xiau Jie..............

OVER

2007-03-02T10:06:00.000+08:00

Yay exams are finally over!But no time to celebrate......Hav to study more and get my phone muahahaha!!! I wuz so darn bloody *&^%$#@ careless......Ahh I factorised it wrongly a simple one bracket factorisation!!!!!Another perfect mark gone!!!!HOW CAN SOME PEOPLE CONTINUE TO PURSUE PERFECTION AND STILL STAY SANE!!I'll be nuts if I continue to go down this path...........

So schools gonna be as usual......And those extreamly time wasting extra classes.Life goes on..........That reminds me of a Gundam Song!!! Life goes on.......la la la la la......Whatever its in japenese and i don't even know what a single word mean (without looking at the translation)..........

Today i just found out something so profound my brain is rejecting it.My class mate Kien Hong.......Ya the guy with the extreamly pale skin and can't go under the sun or sweat.......He doen't hav any source of entertainment at all!!!He nevers watch tv never play games of any sort,doesn't read comic,Hardly listens to radio and doesn't hav any other activities to do at home other than study..........What the HECK is he MACHINE,MONSTER or FREAK?

Now i know that this world is really made up of many Dick John Jane..........People..... a mystery to others and a mystery to themselves.........

Exam Muahahaha

2007-03-01T09:56:00.000+08:00

Exam Muahahaha.....Juat love it....Love the tension,pressure,looking as seconds ticked by and the freedom you feel after the exam.....Muahahaha....So Tue was the first day of exam and i had the(my) most dreaded subject of all PHYSICS.*gasp**shout**scream**Scream like a little girl*........*glass break* OoOpz over did it.....lol too kua zang liau.......Its not as hard as i expect it to be.....Just hope i can ACE it......The moral paper wuz freaking hard....even physics is easier.....What wei name three type of makamah in Malaysia....I don't even know one!And i had to write what i think about people building nuclear weapons and the nilai they should have in an essay form..................ZzZzZzZzZzZ

Wed that ish today!! Sejarah exam first.....and its like EASY.....Averagely almost all the boys say its hard and i just follow them say hard cuz i dun't wan them to know its easy to me...Muahahahahaha(evil laugh)...........I blew it for my Add Math the only paper that was so freaking easy i though i could get 100% till after exam when i found out i didn't multiply 3 to the last number.....NoOoOoOo....Ok ok lets not get over dramatic here.....Aaahh the damn three,tree,free,mee,me.........i got the whole graph thing wrong for my chemistry and the scientific procedures......Ahhhzzz......Oh well i just hope i ACE all my subjects cuz its a must to go into top 10 of the chart.......Before finishing off todays exam that is English which wasn't as challenging as the teacher said it would be,my BM teacher said that yesterday's BM paper lots of people fare badly......OMG does that mean no A????

Hmmm tonight i have to study my biology which i've left a little bit to study and trying to find out the essay the teacher is going to give for section C or D.....I must give it a shot at guessing and who knows i might get the essay that might come out.....So tonight must find lots of bio essays in the school book......Muahahaha i'm gonna ACE it........Shat!!!I didn't buy any morden maths exercise/practice books....How am i suppose to do exercise?????Ahhhh oh well i must try my luck tomorrow then and hopefully the paper is goin to be so simple my little brother can solve it.......Muahahaha......

Last day of the month liau so happy last day of the month to all who is reading this and hope you would have a better,nicer,happier,exciting,dangerous(oops),Interesting month ahead....

Mad or wacked

2007-02-25T06:25:00.000+08:00

Yay last day blog then can't on com to blog liau.....lol can't on com also so happy am i just plain mad or wacked?So much thing happened just in this one short week.Well actually alot of things happended everyday but those little things are always unnoticed and passes you like the wind......When you hav a bit of time and you sit down to think it's always those unnoticed small things that engrave themselves to your brain and make those deep unerasable mark.

Hahahaha i've got so much money for da new year....Mum & dad,Grandpa,Aunties...............So all together big ang pao + small ang pao + savings for jan and feb 2007 =Rm1000++ hahaha yesh reached the target again this yr whoo hoo.... Wait for the new year to finish and i hope will get another 300-500 muahahaha [so greedy =p] ......Then off to the savings account for interests muahahaha GROW MY PRECIOUS GROW!!! Ok ok goin crazy liau.....

So when school start i have to undergo MISSION 1/5 for da year.......Mission impossible?Nope... mission very possible......My solo flying mission must be a success in order to catch the big fry this yr.MUAHAHAHA nothing shall stand in my way not even the I-AM-GOOD-IN-EVERY-ASPECT-SHAWN-YONG or who ever can get in the path because they are goin to be FLATTENED!!! MUAHAHAHA!!

OK ok i think this guy here is losing it.And just hold that thought about calling the asylum cuz i've just disconnected ur phoneline...Muahahaha!! Just kidding....So today is 24th feb my zhu jie jie birthday..Happie b dae to her and many happie returns.....Too bad she had to go for tution.......Oh well life is just.....

Toady finally get to watch POKEMON....Yay....Happy...Smile....Jumping with joy......Goin nutz..... ZzZzZzZzZz sien dau.....Ok gua todays show about the uper duper strong and adorable Jiggilypuff ...a very crazie show..... After the show then clean the house le.VAC VAC here VAC VAC there HERE VAC there VAC EVERYWHERE VAC VAC. Old MC YEE SIANG HAD A VAC E-I-E-I-O........Gee reallly MAD liau hahaha....

And guess what its not even night time yet i'm already writing todays blog MUAHAHAHA.....Actually tonight can't on com and now dad's out so blog now lorz hahahaha.........later hav SEJ tution......TAmadun Mesopotamia,Mesir Purba,Yunani,Hwang Ho hahaha hav to memo oh well who cares memorising won't kill anyone deh!!MUAHAHAHA...

K thats all about today deh blog......Then now write yesterday deh HAHAHA.....

Yesterday my bro fwenz came........And guess what mine came too muahahaha......First erm Scouts fwen come Maurice,Yew Quan,Adrian and Wai Yuan........Gong xi Fa cai and they wan take my trolley of CNY DRINKS AND GOODIE......So EVIL >.<Then BESTIE FWENZ CAME....KAI YAO,YEK GUO,WEI JIAN,JIA WEI.......FA CAi FA CAi then go for bowling......MUAHAHAHA GET QUITE GOOD RESULTS with my number 11 ball and it's orange in colour.....Yek guo got double kill at the end by getting double X and i have to belanja him because of a bet aahhhh how can he do this to me!MUAHAHAHA oh well belanja ne.....

Then come back home and watch PINK PANTHER THE MOVIE the 5th time and i still laugh like an idiot MUAHAHHA......Then watchin half way CHER CHONG and JING YU came...not very familiar with them but what the hack just come in.Then the more alienated one came.....GEORGE,DENNIS,WAN LING,MICHELLE....so many people came and all get ang pao.....HAHAH New year mar must get ang pao lo.Or not why they come....HEHEHEHE...........

LATER that night only study and sms with zhu jie jie.....Then sleep bout 12++....then dream lor dream bout something la can't tell people...hehehe but 100% not dirty de.....MUAHAHAHA.....OH well thats all lah...and to all the people who are reading my blog don't forget to smile and laugh......MUAHAHAHA

Trip

2007-02-23T15:10:00.000+08:00

Finally back from visiting relatives.Glad to be back home.Home sweet home,north south east west home's the best,no place like home,hujan emas di negara orang hujan batu di negara sendiri tetap balik ke negara sendiri juga. lolz so so many things to describe home's the best.Well you get da point its GREAT to be home.Well letz rewind and see what happened for the past few dayz.......Rrrrreewwwindddzzz......

~Day away from home one~
Woke up quite early today goin back to gramps.Mom packed the clothes and i have to drag the box of clothes up the car.Well its not actually dragging but more of carrying.Well anyways packed up my books and my ps2 after all's done the up up and away.Eeeh not superman leh.........GAry song superman [tiau yi tiau,niu yi niu zhuan ge chuan kan zhe wo wo jiu shi ni de superman] lolz crap sia.......... Well set off to to to to breakfast 1st la haiyo or not on da way pengsan or rather go hungry.Finish breakfast and started the 3hours journey to negeri 9.After sitting till my butt ached its great to be standing[and here i thought i'd never ever like standing esp during perbarisan ahhh twisted fate]
Just when i thought i'd get to rest my buttmy uncle just had to call and fast foward the family reunion on that day itself........Ahhhh my cruel twisted fate, my sore butt and my bursting pockets[not that bursting pockets isn't a good sign cuz cash are ova flowin muahahahah]....Oh well time to collect the ang paoz from my unclezzzz .......From young till till now i never favoured goin to visit my uncles in kl cuz i feel very alienated from them and i have to listen to them talk to me in hakka and i hav no idea what they are talking about and have to ahh ok orh.....So first thing there i have to go visit my fathers aunt my "yi po"She very old but still healthy and she can still plant vegetables that are very fresh.Coolz...So i get to visit her miniature farm and its a real kampung kampung area not much development had been done there.So the air is fresh and lots of creepy crawlies.....Cool and gross....why cuz they are very organized yet the amount of them makes you feel so grossed out.
Ya da ya da talk talk gamble gamble eat eat.....did i say gamble[Never gamble i lost so much money aaahhh(RM2 only)Hehe so kua zhang)Went back to my gramps again after its over.And get to watch tv.That night get to watch the old version of James Bond 007.....The only thing i don't get is why James Bond always so ham sap deh.....A mystery yet to be unravelled.Maybe the writer is ham sap too lolz....

~Second day away from home~
Nothing much happened except the sore throat acting up again......Pain groan.....Medicine........blueak........sleep...........
Wall that not exctly what happened....I play games too that day and also play with my cuzzinz.........Esp deh baby-baby deh.....So fun sia.....From crying i can make them smile again without the sound from coming out.I rock..... blueakz =p

~third day away from home~
Sat on the car again till butt sore and this time i felt queasy too.....luckily didn't vomit........Reached home after 3 hours and have to clean the house.went out for dinner.Aunt came at 11pm and then i went to bed.

The three day journey had officially come to an end and one again its great to be home.

Happie Me Sorry

2007-02-19T14:52:00.000+08:00

Finally CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!Yesh!!The ban is finally lifted for the moment!!PLAy like crazy!!!!!Haha.......So happy for da chinese new year......With Chinese new year around who bothers about lonely valentines or birthday............Gong Xi Fa Cai!Ji Xiang Ru Yi!Gong Xi Ni Zhu Ni Tian Tian Kuai Le!!!

Muahahaha new yr just started and ADVANCED ANGPAOS ARE ALREADY POURING IN!!!Yeah and this time i mean real ang pau!!ANd they are mostly big ones!BIg Big ones!!!Muahahaha!Cai Shen Rain on me!!!! =p

This morning work up bout 8.45++ and then study!!!New Yr Pantang!!Studying first thing you do after waking up lets you have better results for the whole year!!First year trying hope it really works and let me get good results.But then again no results without effort so im gonna pump up the effort gauge and also hope the SUPERSTITION or PANTANG comes true................(Mong Xiang Chen Zen ~.0)

Vegetarian for the whole dae....Luckily only once a year hehe....A must follow family tradition oh well............Its 10.36 naw and my parents are buying satay back!!!Yesh finally vegetarian period is ova!!!Buh bye c ya next yr!!! Two day passed only i've already put on weight......Hohoho.....Have to start eating less loh!!!Later become the next guy in a red suit!!! lolz......

Watched Battle Of Wits a moment ago......War so cruel sia and the king all so unmerciful and not bright......wanna kill the person who brought them to victory.So complicated makes my life looks way way more simpler......

So new yr must make new year vow......Hmmm so waht should i make this yr?Oh i know!!!!
This year i vow to be happy no matter what no matter if i have GF or not no matter i get scolded,bullied whatever la i'm gonna stay happy and be the only me =p!! Next......I vow to work hard to improooove my results.Well thats all la two vows are easier to keep...Hehe.......

To all those that i've offended and scolded throughout the year Go men na sai!!!!Dui Bu Qi!!!So rr y!!.........Haha new yr start afresh hope you all will forgive me.........But i know not everyone will forgive me but then at least i hav my peace of mind! SMILES =)

Tomorrow going back to gramps.Must get up early and depart and no computer....Oh well just have to go with that but will miss every one here.....Wait who will i miss again every one?O ya i forgot only I read my own blog silly me......=p ......So nothings gonna change!!!

Woo! SATAY's coming back must go get ready or my brother will snatch all and stuff down his ginormas belly!!!Aiks haha the dinning table is my family's battleground.....The fastest get the most food that is when there are no guests just my family of 4!!!!Hehe Ciox baby!

Caunt Doun

2007-02-17T03:26:00.000+08:00

New Year is just around da corner....So much work to do..... I'm trying so hard to finish all my work before da new year but the work seems to increase and not decreasing.The teachers are very kind this year they advanced their ang pao.......Ang pao in work......Great.......Just what i needed for the coming year.......

Memory and short term memory seems to be malfunctioning........Naw forget this later forget that....What am i to do....Record every thing then press play when no one is talking or keep on wrinting on the darn note pad till it brust into flamez..Ahh What TO DO?????

Questions are Answers,Answers leads to more questions.The chain never ends and de adverse law applies and go on foreva!Happiness may make the slightest misery a suffering.And in misery the slightest joy brings light back into your life.So not worrying is actually worrying....And missing someone is as good as not missing at all.

Complication is the equation in life that always changes and the answer NEVER EVER STAYS THE SAME.solving.......solving............The only thing i learn for all these EQUATIONS is to solve your problem cleverly and systematically......But who will guide you when you get lost....Who will you beg to clear the darkness before your path.What will you do....These questions seems to keep poping up and the answer is always not there...............

Emotions,feeling,thoughts,life........what keeps us going...........what keeps us striving to live on...........And what makes us anticipating the arrival of the new day.

Still Struggling

2007-02-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Life's like a battle field.Am I still suppose to fight in the war i've lost last year or could i start afresh for the coming new year.So much to do but they will be nothing gained if nothing is sacrificed.The cruel and only way to bounce to the top of the game.I've got many new strategies many new tricks i've never use before not to mention try.To top that i'm tightly bound to the "adverse law of life".No happiness without sadness no sadness without happiness..The one rule that applies to almost every single thing that goes on in my life.

The cold wind sends shiver down my spine as i think about the coming event that might and will happen to me.Not even the warmth of my family could make me any better nor could it stop what might come to come.It's true what they said when you wan to reach the top you have no one but yourself.And sure its the only wise thing to do since you don't want to be anybodys burden.Val dae has no meaning to my dulled life.The colours of my life had been drained and i'm frozen,lost,unknown.

Seconds,Minutes,Hours tick by as my day passes without much accomplishment.I've become oblivious to what really goes on.Sometimes i don't understand myself too.Confused,lost,alone..............Makes me don't know what to do with myself,makes my forget my goals,makes me forget my reason for surviving,making me an unknown in an algebraic expression that has no way to solve.

My only resolve for the new year now is to keep striving,struggling,studying,smiling and reach out to my goal that is so near & yet so far.For now let me merge back to the oblivion i've created.Let me walk down the road to Oblivion.

Eva life

2007-02-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

This week seems tonnes of fun.....Lets see what i've got on my to do list.Start off with conpleting all my work b4 new year.(so much how to fin wor....Haiz do my best le..)Sukan dae no friends in class i have to lend them books.(Its still alrite)Valentine(no date....oh well baddie fur miex....better luck next yrz BUT i still get chocolates!!! well actually i get the extra that don't go into the packaging so one bad plus one good equals TIE)Study for exam after new yr(i have to bring my bookies to BAI NIAN what great luck.Hope CHAI SEN brings me luck and let get top 10 to get my new phone!!!! K800i i'm gonna get u just wait!!!!)

Ahh major major breakdown....So much to study.Memorise memorise....I wonder how people who stays at the top of the chart handle this pressure.What? what? is that Alxander the Great calling me or is it Agustus Ceaser or im goin totally BONKERS!!To be the best i must remove all my boundries but Mr. Lazzie is pulling me back....Mr. Lazzie Mr. LAzzie when will you give up i'm changing your dying surrender to that you sumbag!!!=p

Sing....Sing......Ju hua can man di sang,ni de xiau rong yi chen huang.......Man (Ju Hua Tai)ROCKS!!! Its been lingering around my brain for da past few day....And it still rocks!!!! lalalala~
whistle~ sing~ Holler~ Scream~ Shout~ Subside~

You talk to me about valentine the thing that comes out into my mind is a song.....lalala~(all of my life i have been waiting for all you give to me.........cuz all i need is you my valentine!)Haha i its my favourite and the only thing i can think of if you say valentine other than chocolates!hehe *SMILES*One choco bar is all i need for for 2km swim woot chocolates rocks!!!!My fav energy booster!!

CNY coming can't wait Gong Xi Fa Chai.....Ji De Bah Hong Bau Na lai Gei Wo OK!Chai Yuan Gun Zing Wo Kou Dai!Rang Wo Xin Xiang Shi Chen!.......................................Yeah and i get to play game!Woot!

So happie yet so sad but who cares its the new year!